The Autistic Urge To Rewatch This Film Again (i Have Probably Watched It For The 100th Time Just Now)

your computer loves you!

I need to get tangled up in its wires and lay there forever and ever

i forget how many people like electric dreams fdkfjasd my fanart for it is my first (kinda) popular post on this blog ?

thinking this evening about robots (as usual of course) but specifically those robots who have no genitals, nor desire for them, nor really any way to experience pleasure in a "human" way. maybe they're work bots not made with sex in mind, or building-sized supercomputers with no sense of touch outside of user interface areas.

thinking about intimacy with a body (or bodies) that love in a slightly different language. metal hands holding warm flesh, digging in, with the power to tear away but the care and restraint not to. a comforting voice that surrounds and whispers sweet nothings while rooms of servers and screens hum and pulse with want want want.

will you pry away its chassis and adore its insides the same way it adores yours? tangle your fingers in its wires, pull them a little when you bring your hand away to caress its face? it's the trust it takes for it to let you in so close to its heart that makes you shiver. trace the grooves in its body, so precise and intentional in their placement; find the place where it falls apart and speed up the process.

listen to its voice glitch and skip while it tries to relay what you're doing to it. hear the mechanical keening when you reach its central processing arrays, every brush of your skin on its metal sending its thoughts into a hazy, static-filled loop of touch touch touch.

you're who gets to see it like this. who gets to make it fall apart. it's a thrill like nothing else.

The deeper I get into the Backrooms-inspired walking sim genre, the more convinced I become that some of them are 100% a horny thing – not for lurking monsters or whatever, but for the architecture itself. Just walking into a room and getting the indefinable yet inescapable sense that the game's designer wants to jerk off here.

need robot hrt kind of immediately

Watched 2001 Space Odyssey for the first time 🫡

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