Eventually You Realize You Don’t Want To Die. You Just Don’t Want To Live The Life You’re Living.

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been giggling and kicking my feet at these photos for past 10 minutes…i think i need help

*checks the age gap between me and my favorite actors*

also me:

Ok, but we don't talk enough about how great was the anime girls of winter season!!

i’m soooooo ready

Inside of her head: it's a vast place.

She travels far and beyond.

But that has a supermassive blackhole as well. In the farthest corner of that place. It's tiny but dense.

She will reach for the stars, talk about anything and everything. Maybe sometimes, when she doesn't chase the stars, when she stays completely still and floats... the gravity starts to pull.

The pull is so strong that it takes her down the abyss where everything is dark.

The good thing is, she can see the polar star from that hole and that's gives her Hope!

She throws a lasso around that star and jumps right out of that abyss.

But sometimes, she's too tired. She is not depressed. She is sad.

Sometimes she thinks maybe sadness is the most real things in the universe, just like the darkness that lets the stars shine so bright and falls into a dilemma where she isn't sure anymore about what she loves more - the dark abyss or the bright stars 💫

- Hedera Helix

— Rudy Francisco

Colin Morgan in The Living and the Dead - Episode 2

All together now.

What do you do when your head is the most dangerous place to be in, isolated, but that's where you feel the safest ?

- Hedera Helix

will I ever stop falling headfirst into obsession with dark haired fictional men full of trauma and a need for love? no, no I will not