Will I Ever Stop Falling Headfirst Into Obsession With Dark Haired Fictional Men Full Of Trauma And A

When I tell you Levi is the most PERFECT man ever, this shot is the what I mean

Even his reflection is perfect and that jawline and side profile, do I need to say more😩😫

At the age of 24 and 25 a lot of things had happened in my life. One of the most significant things was that I got to know my sexuality. I realised I was asexual.

Well, I'll explain my experience here and hope that it'll help someone, someday.l

I've always had huge crushes over a number of celebrities (mostly men) and few in real life as well. I have sexual fantasies about them too. But things started to change when I realised that my fellow 25 year olds are much more sexually active and they hold much kore desire for sexual intimacy than me.

Ever since I was a teenager, my body was developing, I always hated to be seen as a woman. I used to wear baggy clothes, boy-clothes, I had stopped wearing earrings, I wore pants much more than skirts, cut my nails short - anything to avoid be seen as desirable.

I grew up and I realised that I do feel romantic feelings towards (mostly) men. So, I started to think that I'm not broken afterall. Then, with time, I realised that I cannot stay in a relationship with someone for more than a few months - when things start to get serious, I look for an escape.

Then one day, with a sudden urge, out of nowhere, I cut my hair short - like a pixie short. In a few days I started to feel the shift, how I feel more confident with this hair. Then one day, while browsing through the internet I found asexuality, greysexuality, demisexuality and all.

It says that we can have sexual thoughts, romantic feelings towards someone and still be asexual. We can have sex and still can be asexual. This orientation is of the people who don't necessarily always feel the urge to be sexually engaged to someone. It doesn't always have to be a childhood trauma result. It's completely normal - YOU are completely NORMAL. 🤗

Reblog if you find Pedro Pascal attractive

I know they’re just teasing me, but I’m sick of everyone at my work telling me I’m the only person in the world who could ever find Pedro attractive. They tease me every day about it at this point, and I’m annoyed.

So, yeah, please reblog and leave comments and stuff so I can rub it in their faces.

Legion Finale was Lit

in honor of ace week id like to shoutout every asexual who first thought they were bi/pan because they looked at all the genders and felt no difference and zero is equal to zero so they said "huh. must be bisexual" and then shoved their sexuality back under the rug for 3-5 years

I never get tired of taking pictures of the infinite sky 🌌

And thats on PERIODT. Muscle Merlin just hits diff; i can practically hear half of merlin tumblr moaning just at the sight of him

it’s a crime that we never saw merlin fix arthur’s crown before some event. just brushing his hair softly and pushing it up, away from his eyes, gently fixing the crown until it’s on straight. arthur getting the chance to stare without the risk of getting caught. because merlin rarely gets too close and his eyes are catching the light and their blue is doing that dancing flame thing that arthur sometimes thinks he imagines. and merlin is totally oblivious busy with what he’s doing. the way their height difference would be noticeable because merlin would be trying to get the crown on just right from all sides. the accidental brush against arthur’s temple, smiling at arthur when he’s done. someone clearing their throat. arthur blinking realizing merlin’s hands were down from his head. what do you know you’re actually competent at something. he tries to sound teasing but it’s soft instead. merlin laughs anyway into the space they share. of course, can’t have someone mistake you for less than a King. arthur smiles appreciating the compliment behind the quip. they move apart at that because someone clears their throat again. arthur walks out slightly flushed but of course no one bats an eye. arthur has his crown on now doesn’t he.

My mood swings are starting to give me a whiplash.

eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.