May We One Day Meet, At 25

toya def sits w straight back/piano bench posture lollll

This came to me out of nowhere

"Kiss of Death"

This refers to the theory of Fyodors ability where his murderer gets to die. I think its a tragic concept in regards to Nikolai's goal on wanting to kill the person who's unable to die.

I recreate a scene from alienstage "Cure"

i like coping

“he’s talking about weed” “he’s talking about guns” nuh uh gay marriage

u actually can make amvs for media properties with no visual component if ur insane enough by typing out the lyrics of a song in ur friends dms and painstakingly explaining what scene you would put line by line. not that i have done this

The sentence does not need to be finished because it already means something on its own. Nikolai's views on free will focus on how human bonds chain you to the cage that is living. Wanting implies craving and craving implies that something has affected you enough for you to want something out of it. The point isn't what Nikolai wants, but the fact that he wants. It's Fyodor's death that causes him to want, ergo he hasn't chosen that for himself. So the point here is that Nikolai thought he'd be free of wanting once Fyodor died, but now that he's dead, he realizes he wants more than ever. Whether he dies or not, he won't be free of wanting and feeling and loving.

Happy 1 year of trivia!

As of now, it is March 12th where I live, which is the first anniversary of this blog's creation!

Technically it's 1 year and 1 day, but the date doesn't lineup because of the leap year. Today actually is 365 days since the first fact was posted. Stupid leap year.

To mark the occasion, I have queued some of my favourite facts and meta I've posted over the last year to post every hour for the next 2 days! There will still be new facts at the regular time as well.

Thank you so much for the support over the last year!! I never expected the blog to take off like it did, I just started it to infodump about the game and didn't even see myself keeping it up for more than a couple of months, especially since I created this immediately after I started playing the game again following a several-month hiatus. Truly, seeing people get excited by my trivia posts and essays, and getting to interact positively with other fans is what has motivated me to keep going, with the blog and the game itself.

I love this game a lot, and I'm really happy that I've been able to meet people who are just as passionate about it as I am. Without this blog I probably would've stopped playing if I'm being honest, and I never would've rediscovered my love of media analysis and writing, so I'm really thankful for everything. I hope I've been able to be a mostly positive face in the community, and thank you for having me!

I'm sorry I've been rather inactive lately, I've been really busy with deadlines, applications, and now finals, but this should only be for a few more months. I'll keep doing my best with this account in future!

Thank you so much! ありがとう！

bsd textposts!! i'm obsessed

it was funnier in my head

canon fyozai interaction