AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 3: SET C - “Friends”

Background Meme

I was tagged by kittendough. I actually don’t like memes that much, but I figured this one was quite ironically, seeing how my life seems to revolve around AkuSai at the moment. xD

The picture was made by oOKira97Oo from Deviantart and it’s called "The Meeting". What a pretty and sad picture! ; _ ;

I don’t tag, but if anyone feels like it, please do it. The only rule is not to change the background no matter how embarrassing it might be.

AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 16: SET C - “Disappearance”

I was watching as your light went out, and I felt nothing.

When he came for me, I fought with everything I had. He had beaten me before, but surely this time, surely with all the not-hatred I felt for him, I could win.

I couldn't.

As I felt myself vanishing, the pain and the sadness finally caught up on me. It was just for one moment, but I felt an overwhelming hurt. In that moment I wanted nothing more than to go back in time, back to when things were okay. I wanted nothing more than to be whole again. 

But there was nothing to be done. You were gone, and so was I.

In the end, it was all for nothing.

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(ID in Alt)

Actually I wanted to draw her in fancy evening attire, but I kinda forgot halfway through and now she's wearing jeans. Tbf, I think that might be in-character.

(I drew this to test my then new polychromos, but I like it a lot, so ... why not share it?)

Thank you all very, very much! :’) I know 100 (or 113, which is the actual count at the moment!) is not much compared to other people’s blogs, but it feels so much for me! I’m so glad there are so many people interested in my stuff, even when I have those huge breaks, where I’m just gone for weeks.

Really, thank you all for your support!! (This was planned as a counterpart to this and actually for when my follower count would reach 87, but that happened way too fast then. ^^” Like, 5 days later.)

@AkuSaiMonth 2023 Prompt: Memories / Snapshot ID in alt.

I actually finished this mini comic during AkuSaiMonth, I just never got around to scanning and uploading it (oops). Hope you guys like it! <3

matrixed007 replied to your photoset “I made myself a little reference sheet for Isa’s new clothes! I’m...”

BLESS YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS RN!!

mattycroker1998 replied to your photoset “I made myself a little reference sheet for Isa’s new clothes! I’m...”

Thanks so much!! Tryna draw him now and I was struggling to get him right :')

thatchaoticgal replied to your photoset “I made myself a little reference sheet for Isa’s new clothes! I’m...”

Bless your soul for doing this ♡ my hero

h31r0fd00m replied to your photoset “I made myself a little reference sheet for Isa’s new clothes! I’m...”

THANK YOU

selfloathingextraordinaire reblogged your photoset and added:

Thank you for this. My brain kept getting confused...

wumbology101 reblogged your photoset and added:

I love this and him.

vatsunara reblogged your photoset and added:

8O

You, as well as everyone who left kind words in the tags (I always read the tags), are all so sweet! Thank you! I’m glad, I could help you out! 

Also:

verysarcasticandhungry reblogged your photoset and added:

I really liked Isa’s getup It’s a great look

Yes, I think so too. <3

B: You know, Dulor. I l... l...lll...l..l...llll...l... D: ... Lobster salad?

B: Yeah, right. "I lobster salad." That's exactly what I wanted to say! B: Aha ...aha...ahaha...aha

B: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA D: You really shouldn't drink that much, old man ...

--- A friend of mine and me, we have a Kingdom Hearts writing project going on. We had a huge RPG a few years ago (with a third friend actually) and this is basically the sequel, after the worlds have been reunited and everyone got his heart back in the process. This comic belongs in there as well. And it's actually an apology, because I am really slow with writing.

By the way, "Leberkäse" does not actually translate to "lobster salad". But I guess the nonsense level is almost the same, so whatever.

Will i ever stop loving Randall and / or Miracle Mask? I honestly don’t think so.

(Kind of a redraw of this.)

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 11: Textures

Ah, what a mean topic for someone who's working in traditional media. I tried to figure something out for this one for days and what I came up with was actually very obvious: A collage with different textured paper.

This was a very interesting experience as well, never before had I realized how much emotions and memories I connected to different sorts of paper. So, there was a logical reason why I'd use which paper (for example a silky one for Saix' hair and a rough for Axel's) as well as an emotional (the band that connects them for example is made out of an really old paper that's terrible to draw on and even worse to cut, but for me it stands for some of my happiest childhood memories and a deep and genuine friendship, so it sort of fits.)

This pictue is an ACEO card. I don't know if you know about them, they are very popular in the german language area, but I've never heard of them from anywhere else. ö_ö ACEO cards (or KaKAO cards, as they are called in german) are cards in the size of 6,4 x 8,9 cm, which are made to trade or sell them. This one here is actually two cards, but I couldn't get myself to cut them apart so it will stay one Maxi KaKAO. xD

And well, I would like to give it away. After all that's the meaning of such a card anyway and I find the thought to send it to some AkuSai Fan anywhere in the world actually very exciting. So, if anyone would like to have it please tell me in an ask! :)

edit: It found a new home :D Yay!