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❌️❌️❌️[SPOILERS 86]❌️❌️❌️

HE'S JUST A KID

NOOOOOO

[SPOILERS 85]

OH YOU SLY PIECE OF 💀😡

DON'T TOUCH HIM

🌟🌟🌟[SPOILERS 84]🌟🌟🌟

Awwww she speaks calmly and firmly now 🥺💖

YOU GO GIRL!!!!

The duality of man

DO YOU GET D...AIJOUBU?

*inhaling*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I reread my own post and gasp while fully realize the THING. [Or I just made it up]

In HIS gaze at HER nothing has changed, but HER gaze at HIM is now completely different AND NOW SHE SEE THE WAY HE LOOKS AT HER. She now looks at him the same way he looked at her from their very first meeting.

Help me, it’s so good that I'm sick.

MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL YOU CAN FINALLY SEEEEE!!!!!!!!??? "SINCE THE BEGINNING" MAYBEEEEE!!!!!!!!!???????

Can we talk about how the news that Julia has very little time left to live will break Sahed's heart? And I don't even know what will hurt him more: the news itself or the realization that everyone else (well almost) knew and he didn't?

The further this goes and the more opportunities Julia misses to talk about this, the harder it becomes for me to keep reading calmly. Sahed has honestly shared everything about himself with Julia (well, now). But she is still keeping the most important secret from him. It seems to me that what hurts even more is not just that she is hiding this from him, but that he has the chance to help, yet she's depriving him of that... and most likely he will find out everything when it's too late to change anything.

On the other hand, I understand that Julia believes in a happy outcome. She believes that her problem will be solved. That's why she decides not to worry Sahed and probably thinks to tell him AFTER. Something like, "Well, here's the thing—I almost died-died. Funny, right? But everything's fine now, so don't worry!"

BUT THERE'S NO SAFE WAY OUT OF THIS SITUATION. SOMEONE IS GONNA 💀

when you have something to fight for / when you have nothing to lose

"My daddy's got... a gun?"

DAAaAaaAaaaMN HE KNEW

Also can we talk about a lick? I'm this close 🤏 to combust

"Look at you. Your dad can't be that bad. He's the one who raised you after all"

Got the vibe of:

"...if you were also an art piece, then whoever created you...must have loved you dearly"

Ep 1-9

Ep 9 (end) -10

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY BOOOOOOOOY

ITS AN EMOTIONAL MEAT GRINDER

LOST HIS BROTHER AND HIS LOVE AT THE SAME TIME!?!?!?! WTFFFFFGG???????

MC POV:

Sylus POV:

"I want to tell you. I want you to understand me."

Sahed, the MAN you are

Yeah, let me guess. This love is doomed. Pain and suffering. She will return to the real world having experienced first love and draw her film, while he will remain a 'set of 3B pencil strokes.'

WHY? Because this anime reminds me of THIS

BUT ALSO!!!!

zenshuu. reminds me of this:

Now I'm thinking that MC will meet the guy who's got the look to play ML in live-action she mention here:

Oh and I'm also sure that this old bird is the one who drawing those damn bugs MC and the gang are fighting with.

Also this anime is 1000/10 I LOVE IT.

Well... I realized it would be a nightmare when the warning lost its colors.

BUT IF SO DAMN TRAGIC WHY ALSO SO INTIMATE

MY HEART CAN'T HANDLE IT

WHY SWITCH BETWEEN ALL THIS SO FAST I WAS LIKE:

look deeper and become closer

I CAAAAAAAAAAAAN'T

"I just wanted him to be proud of me"

Why Sahed's words always cut me without a knife... he's so honest that's unbelievable...

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE TENSION!!!1!

I realize that this is a situation where all (or almost all) secrets become revealed, and one character explains to another why they are the way they are.

BUT THE ONLY THING IN MY MIND WAS "THEY ARE SO CLOSE, THEY ARE SO CLOSE AAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

I'm waiting for the story about the tragic past, and I REALLY WANT TO SEE HOW THEY EMBRACE EACH OTHER!!!!!!!! THEY BOTH NEED THAT!!!!!

And I am thrilled by the position of their hands: His hands on her shoulders, and she is supporting him by holding the elbows. THAT'S POETRY IF YOU ASK ME.

They are LITERALLY HOLDING EACH OTHER UP SO THEY DON'T FALL APART FROM EMOTIONS.

THEY ARE LIKE FAMILY HERE AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH 🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

AAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaAaAaaaaa?????

I CAAAAAAAAAAN'T???????7?

SAHED IS LOOKING SOOOO GOOD IN HIS OUTFIT 🥺 (but I secretly hope his outfit will be more elegant but STILL OMG💥💥💥)

ALSO FLIRT WITH TREVOR IN THE DARK IS HILARIOUS 😂

ALSO SAHED AND JULIA HOLDING HANDS (ALMOST?) 😭

Also Sahed's panic attack 🥺😫💔 maaan

And I also like frame with Dotty. She looks worried but if spin the image...she's looks annoyed?

I REALLY WANTED TO DRAW THIS CUTIE-PATOOTIE FOR SOME REASON SOOO

[idea inspiration: webtoon "childhood friend complex]

STRAIGHT UP FROM PINTEREST

So... I've realized I'm not reading with my eyes. Or my memory is s/#t. While reading the last chapter, I realized I didn't understand (nor remember) two things:

1. Those who become part of the troupe stop aging after a certain age, no? I just remembered that Sahed's hair is growing... I mean, hair growth isn't a sign of aging... but actually it's just a sign of changes in the body (? I'm stupid sorry), and I don't recall anyone ever emphasizing such things (like someone shaving or getting a haircut). I mean, I don't get it... their body functions are maintained and exist usually until they decide to "leave"? Visually, no one changes... and either Tonny wears the same hairstyle his whole long life, or they stop changing altogether (frozen in time). Or do they all change, just that no emphasis was placed on it, and the moment with Sahed was more for (oh, she noticed such a minor detail!)?

And question 2: Does Sahed know that Julia doesn't have much time left if Tonny doesn't come up with something? I distinctly remember that Kamille and Tonny know about this. But Sahed? It's just that if he knows, he's too calm. And if he doesn't... well, then it's understandable.

my completely delulu brain:

Is this daughter of Sahed and Julia? (just joking)

ALSO WHAT A PLOT TWIST!!! I THOUGHT THEY WOULD MEET LATER

while watching the series "from" I couldn't help thinking that the characters remind me of someone sooo...

Jade Herrera and Victor Kavanaugh

and

Jayce Talis and Viktor

It's such a pity that Sahed didn't hear

"my husband is waiting for me" line