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[SPOILERS 85]

OH YOU SLY PIECE OF 💀😡

DON'T TOUCH HIM

🌟🌟🌟[SPOILERS 84]🌟🌟🌟

Awwww she speaks calmly and firmly now 🥺💖

YOU GO GIRL!!!!

I reread my own post and gasp while fully realize the THING. [Or I just made it up]

In HIS gaze at HER nothing has changed, but HER gaze at HIM is now completely different AND NOW SHE SEE THE WAY HE LOOKS AT HER. She now looks at him the same way he looked at her from their very first meeting.

Help me, it’s so good that I'm sick.

MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL YOU CAN FINALLY SEEEEE!!!!!!!!??? "SINCE THE BEGINNING" MAYBEEEEE!!!!!!!!!???????

Can we talk about how the news that Julia has very little time left to live will break Sahed's heart? And I don't even know what will hurt him more: the news itself or the realization that everyone else (well almost) knew and he didn't?

The further this goes and the more opportunities Julia misses to talk about this, the harder it becomes for me to keep reading calmly. Sahed has honestly shared everything about himself with Julia (well, now). But she is still keeping the most important secret from him. It seems to me that what hurts even more is not just that she is hiding this from him, but that he has the chance to help, yet she's depriving him of that... and most likely he will find out everything when it's too late to change anything.

On the other hand, I understand that Julia believes in a happy outcome. She believes that her problem will be solved. That's why she decides not to worry Sahed and probably thinks to tell him AFTER. Something like, "Well, here's the thing—I almost died-died. Funny, right? But everything's fine now, so don't worry!"

BUT THERE'S NO SAFE WAY OUT OF THIS SITUATION. SOMEONE IS GONNA 💀

"My daddy's got... a gun?"

DAAaAaaAaaaMN HE KNEW

Also can we talk about a lick? I'm this close 🤏 to combust

"Look at you. Your dad can't be that bad. He's the one who raised you after all"

Got the vibe of:

"...if you were also an art piece, then whoever created you...must have loved you dearly"

"I want to tell you. I want you to understand me."

Sahed, the MAN you are

Well... I realized it would be a nightmare when the warning lost its colors.

BUT IF SO DAMN TRAGIC WHY ALSO SO INTIMATE

MY HEART CAN'T HANDLE IT

WHY SWITCH BETWEEN ALL THIS SO FAST I WAS LIKE:

look deeper and become closer

I CAAAAAAAAAAAAN'T

"I just wanted him to be proud of me"

Why Sahed's words always cut me without a knife... he's so honest that's unbelievable...

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE TENSION!!!1!

I realize that this is a situation where all (or almost all) secrets become revealed, and one character explains to another why they are the way they are.

BUT THE ONLY THING IN MY MIND WAS "THEY ARE SO CLOSE, THEY ARE SO CLOSE AAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

I'm waiting for the story about the tragic past, and I REALLY WANT TO SEE HOW THEY EMBRACE EACH OTHER!!!!!!!! THEY BOTH NEED THAT!!!!!

And I am thrilled by the position of their hands: His hands on her shoulders, and she is supporting him by holding the elbows. THAT'S POETRY IF YOU ASK ME.

They are LITERALLY HOLDING EACH OTHER UP SO THEY DON'T FALL APART FROM EMOTIONS.

THEY ARE LIKE FAMILY HERE AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH 🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

AAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaAaAaaaaa?????

I CAAAAAAAAAAN'T???????7?

SAHED IS LOOKING SOOOO GOOD IN HIS OUTFIT 🥺 (but I secretly hope his outfit will be more elegant but STILL OMG💥💥💥)

ALSO FLIRT WITH TREVOR IN THE DARK IS HILARIOUS 😂

ALSO SAHED AND JULIA HOLDING HANDS (ALMOST?) 😭

Also Sahed's panic attack 🥺😫💔 maaan

And I also like frame with Dotty. She looks worried but if spin the image...she's looks annoyed?

I REALLY WANTED TO DRAW THIS CUTIE-PATOOTIE FOR SOME REASON SOOO

[idea inspiration: webtoon "childhood friend complex]

So... I've realized I'm not reading with my eyes. Or my memory is s/#t. While reading the last chapter, I realized I didn't understand (nor remember) two things:

1. Those who become part of the troupe stop aging after a certain age, no? I just remembered that Sahed's hair is growing... I mean, hair growth isn't a sign of aging... but actually it's just a sign of changes in the body (? I'm stupid sorry), and I don't recall anyone ever emphasizing such things (like someone shaving or getting a haircut). I mean, I don't get it... their body functions are maintained and exist usually until they decide to "leave"? Visually, no one changes... and either Tonny wears the same hairstyle his whole long life, or they stop changing altogether (frozen in time). Or do they all change, just that no emphasis was placed on it, and the moment with Sahed was more for (oh, she noticed such a minor detail!)?

And question 2: Does Sahed know that Julia doesn't have much time left if Tonny doesn't come up with something? I distinctly remember that Kamille and Tonny know about this. But Sahed? It's just that if he knows, he's too calm. And if he doesn't... well, then it's understandable.

my completely delulu brain:

Is this daughter of Sahed and Julia? (just joking)

ALSO WHAT A PLOT TWIST!!! I THOUGHT THEY WOULD MEET LATER

It's such a pity that Sahed didn't hear

"my husband is waiting for me" line

Soooo red x blue dynamic where's

Red - lively, free-spirit and fun-loving, adventurous, persistent, talented. Very loving towards "parent figure (or friend)". Will do anything for the sake of loved ones. Personality underwent a change because of the higher power. "The chosen one". Sarcasm and playfulness with Blue tho there were prejudices so the relationship did not go well at first. In the process of interaction, revises another view of the world and breaks old beliefs.

Fell first.

Blue - independent, kind, determined, spirited and brave. Loves fiercely but can come off teasing at times. Go to great lengths to protect when soneone being threatened. When is captured - hostile and aggressive. But later with the closest ones hostility melts away into sarcasm and playfulness. Teaching Red.

+JEWELS

Fell harder.

For the sake of such a relationship, you have to run away with a traveling circus, die, raise an uprising and almost kill someone...

If I don't speak out, I'm going to lose my mind.

Initially, I could have agreed that Sahed is a red flag. And that's only because he was diligently intimidating Julia and "moving in the shadows".

But damn! He was always very honest with Julia. He honestly told her what he thought of her. He told her everything he knew when she asked to!

OR RATHER... NOT EVEN LIKE THAT! HE'S LISTENING TO HER! AND IF SHE IS UNCOMFORTABLE, HE TRIES TO MAKE HER FEEL COMFORTABLE!

AND AT THE SAME TIME JULIA LIKES THAT AND 1000% INTO THIS

She: I'm sick of you not telling me anything! Why are you flirting? How did you get so buffed up? what's happening here?

He: I'll tell you everything -> really tells everything

She: eager to learn everything

She: I'm afraid of you

He: I'll teach you everything so that you won't be afraid.

She: Cool. Get me a tattoo [SPOILER]

She: I want to look at the city

He: say no more, the best view is just for you

She: okay... and what else?

He: everything

OH COME ON!!!!????

I think this ship is not toxic and Sahed is a good guy. To be specific I think so since this frame:

They have an amazing potential.

They heal next to each other and become better because of each other.

AND EVERYTHING AGAAAAAAAAAIN

HE IS SO ??????

HE LIKES HER SO MUUUUUCH

"I don't want you to be scared of me anymore"

After reading chapter 66, for some reason it seems to me that when Sahed tells Julia his story, she will be angry on his behalf.

She won't cry. She probably will be furious.

[That's my headcanon i dunno why]

how it started / how it's going

I BET IT'S THE SAME SONG/MELODY HERE

I find it cute and adorable that they sing/hum when they are happy and relaxed 🥺💓

Damn... the INTIMACY! (When two friends just casually chatting but you can feel SOMETHING)

the way they look at each other drives me crazy! I see this look in comics/manga/webtoons AT TWO FRAMES MAXIMUM. AND HERE THAT LOOK IS ALREADY LASTS FOR TWO WHOLE CHAPTERS!!!

And I'm soo happy with how Julia is permanently so honest like "yes I want you to tell me about your childhood trauma and hobbies". she disarms Sahed completely.

AND HAAAAANDS AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Also it’s cute how easily he flirts, but in order to say something sincere, he first needs to gather his courage and prepare. But for Julia it’s the other way around. Flirting is hard, but she will easily and honestly tell everything about what is in her soul and in her head.

And the way he sits with her 😭😭😭

Maybe I'm delulu dut I think he sits like that so the light from campfire didn't disturb her sleep.

Also reminds me of this photo

Start of the chapter:

End of the chapter:

-"Where were you?"

-"I was looking for you!"

-"Huh? You were?"

-"Yes...because I think we should dance!"

-"Wow! Okay, let's go!"

OH.MY. GOD.

THE LOOK IN THEIR EYES ❤️ 👄 ❤️