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✨reasons for myself to stop eating✨

🌸 to finally wear crop tops

🌸 to wear off the shoulder shirts/dresses :)

🌸 for skinny jeans to make my legs look long and slim, not short and fat :/

🌸 to wear high tops/boots without fat ankles

🌸 to actually wear my style and cute clothes and not be forced to wear hoodies everyday to hide my repulsive body

🌸 to sit comfortably without feeling insecure around everyone

🌸 so people will notice me for my beauty, not just being the fat funny girl who no one knows her name..

🌸 so when people talk about me, they won’t use “fat” or “big” in the description

🌸 so i can make all my bullies know they were all fucking wrong about me

🌸 so i’m not embarrassed to talk to people or to do normal things (like grocery shop, go on walks, etc.)

🌸 so maybe i can find a boyfriend/girlfriend..?

but most importantly

🌸 i will love myself, for every flaw and mistake, for everything i do, for being me because i will be skinny. i will be beautiful, and that’s all i want.

🌙☁️✨　　 🌙☁️✨

✨　　 🌙　✨ 　　 🌙

🌙 i am so ☁️

☁️ fucking ✨

　✨ tired 🌙

　　☁️ of being ☁️

　　　 ✨ fat 🌙

if i’m not at my goal weight by the time school starts i’m just not going

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bza5h-olpfT/?igshid=if5xslg0u6l5

3 months

It takes 3 months to make a drastic change to your appearance. By September you can be at your goal weight. By October you can dress in that Halloween costume you were waiting to wear until you lost the weight. By November you can wear big sweaters and cute socks and look ADORABLE. By December you can actually enjoy the holidays and not be concerned about that extra fat you used to carry around. By January, you can cross out “lose weight” from your New Year’s resolution because you were disciplined enough to get to your goal weight a long time ago. Just imagine where you could be if you just stick to your plans for the next 3 months.

i hate that men can look at me and have thoughts about me

Playlist pt.1

The Internet

The internet is highly underrated!!!! Like, their music is pure silk.

Songs:

• Come over

• Girl

• Get away

• Special Affair/Curse

• La Di Da

Sonder/Brent Faiyaz

This. Shit. Is. Straight. Up. Gold. I can’t!!!!!!!

You have to listen to their stuff!!!!!

Songs:

• literally the whole A.M. Paradox Album (I have it on repeat since days now)

• The whole Sonder Son Album - especially Make Luv and Stay down

• Too fast

• Talk 2 U

• Feel

• Poison

• Lovely

• Insecure

Classic - Erykah Badu

Do I even have to say anything?

Songs:

• On & On

• Hello ft. Andre 3000

• Window seat

• Back in the day

Everything. She is the epitome of chill music.

Willow Smith

Even tho everyone knows bout willow by now I feel like her music isn’t really appreciated the way it should be. Just want to put that in here!

Songs:

• female energy (just listen man✨)

• flower

• 9 ft. Sza

• Wait a minute

Dvsn

If you want vocals that’ll cause chills - something new but high in quality… I recommend you to go listen to DVSN right now.

Songs:

• The Line (for 90’s/00’s feels)

• Mood

• Too deep

• With me

• Do it well

• Think about me

• Hallucinations

• Nuh time/Tek time

Daniel Caesar

Everyone knows bout him, but nobody can deny, that his music is actually good.

• Japanese jeans

• Blessed (to really get into your feels)

• Get you ft. Kali uchis (listen to her music too…she’ll probably be on part 2)

• Best part ft. H.E.R - she’ll be on a playlist too

• We find love

• Take Me Away ft. Syd (she’s the lead voice of The Internet)

Miguel

Miguel has been here for ages and he’s not getting the credit he deserves 😑

• Come through and chill - vevo version

• How many drinks? ft. Kendrick Lamar

• Sky walker

• Adorn (Gold…pure gold)

• Banana clip

• Pineapple skies

• Sure thing

• Told you so

Basically listen to everything he puts out!

Steve lacy

Honestly how handsome can you be? He’s mad talented (if you listen to come over by the internet you’ll know! He’s only 20 y/o… way to go.

• Some

• Dark Red

• Looks

• C u girl

• Out of my head

Lauryn Hill

She is and will always be a queen.

• To Zion

• Ex-Factor (obviously)

• Everything is everything

• Can’t take my eyes of you

• Nothing even matters (chills)

I’ll post part two in a few hours

- Part two is up now

steve lacy: don’t need no approval, girl you valid

me:

how girls look after swallowing some nut

KEVIN ABSTRACT for GQ magazines digital cover.

my girl so dam artsy im boutta embroider all of our sexts on to one of those fabric tambourines

Safe foods 💖💕

Here’s a list of my safe foods and their calories

Oatmeal 148 cals per 40g (it fills me up soooo much and I can never finish a serving)

Celery 2 cals per stick

Cucumber 1 cal per slice

Spinach 25 cals

Raspberries 35 cals

Mangoes 120 cals for a whole mango! (These rlly fill you up and they’re soooo yummy)

Coffee (calories depend on what type but generally around 50 with cream)

Rice cakes 19 cals each

Hot chocolate 30 cals

Sweet potato 103 cals

Diet soda

Any tea!

That’s just a few that I really enjoy, the higher calorie foods are more filling ones that I’d have as a whole meal xx

Stay safe 💖

Happy Juneteenth!!!

Juneteenth >>>> Independence Day

None of us are free until all of us are free. Independence Day is a lie.

In case you’re unaware, southern black slaves were not completely emancipated until June 19th 1865.

America got its independence in 1776.

Mhm.

dealing with the worst case scenario

your condom breaks

you feel a lump on your breast

your friends are ignoring you

you’re stranded on an island 

you got rejected by a crush

you get into a car accident

you got stung by a bee/wasp

you got fired from your job

you’re in an earthquake

your tattoo gets infected

your house is on fire

you’re lost in the woods

you get arrested abroad

you get robbed

your partner cheated on you

you’re on a ship that’s sinking

you fall into ice

you’re stuck in an elevator

you hit a deer with your car

you have food poisoning

your pet passed away

you fall off of a horse

you or your friend has alcohol poisoning

you have toxic shock syndrome

your house has a gas leak

the last supper but its all of bh sitting at the table.

S P O K E N W O R D 💕

Men don’t get the chance to open up enough.

Pay attention to who you’re with when you feel your best

americans be like ‘thank you mr. soldier for killing civilians’

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i’m a simple person; anything happens, i cry

Me *typing*: Thinsp-

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