I love your Hwang brothers fics, I sobbed so hard reading funeral pyre and I was wondering if you have any headcanons about the Hwang brothers growing up đ«¶ (I want them to be happy so much)
Thank you very much âĄ
*Apologize if itâs not all fluff and happy. I could not help myself. There might be more from me in the future where they got to truly be happy together.
When his step mom was pregnant, In-ho was a little unsure about having a baby brother. Maybe, very deep down, a part of him was worried his dad would replace him with the new kid and heâd be âleft behindâ.
He, of course, kept his worries to himself.
However, the first time he met and held baby Jun-ho, all wrapped up burrito style in a blanket, baby Jun-ho wrapped his tiny, tiny hand around In-hoâs finger, and In-ho knew from that moment that this was his baby brother, his blood, he loved him and he would do anything to protect him.
After their fatherâs untimely demise, In-ho became both a brother and a father figure to Jun-ho.
He loved Jun-ho unconditionally, that was a fact, but he was only a young man who was forced to become the man of the house when he was nowhere near ready, after his father left. The âtaking care of his step momâ and âbeing a father figure to his baby brotherâ could very understandably be overwhelming, even for In-ho. And Jun-ho just⊠would not stop following him around when In-ho needed some alone time.
In-ho didnât mean to snap and raise his voice at Jun-ho.
He was only aware of what heâd done after Jun-ho ran away from him, crying.
Guilt was fast to swallow him whole.
He tried approaching Jun-ho, who was hiding under the bed, tried softly coaxing him to come out in a gentle voice and saying that he was sorry and that he didnât mean to raise his voice.
It took a while, but in the end Jun-ho crawled out from under the bed and into In-hoâs arms.
In-ho knew, from that moment, he hated seeing Jun-ho cry. Hated seeing Jun-ho upset and in pain. It pained him to see his brother in pain.
Thatâs why In-ho didnât hesitate to say heâd give Jun-ho his kidney when Jun-ho got sick.
The doctors and his own step mother explained to him the risk of the surgery and what a âbig dealâ donating an organ to someone was. They asked if In-ho was absolutely sure. But In-ho knew the risk. And he knew that he didnât care about his own life or health. As long as Jun-ho was okay. Jun-ho had to be okay.
The surgeries went well, both for himself and for Jun-ho.
A part of him got to be with his brother forever, and a part of In-ho could not help feeling that glimpse of pride somewhere in his chest.
Also he got to use the âI gave you my kidneyâ card to make Jun-ho listen to him every time he was teaching Jun-ho Jun-hoâs homework (that Jun-ho did not want to do) or trying to make Jun-ho study for his upcoming exam.
Jun-hoâs first heartbreak? It was In-hoâs shoulder he cried on.
Jun-hoâs first screwup? It was In-ho who got him out of the trouble.
And when Jun-ho came up to him one day and said âIâm gonna be a police â a good police â just like you, hyung,â In-ho had never been more proud.
When In-ho lost his wife and child, he thought he lost everything. But then Jun-ho was there, and In-ho realized: no, he hadnât lost everything.
If there was the one thing that made In-ho doubt his own decision to return to the game as the Front Man, it was Jun-ho.
In the end, In-ho did what he thought was right for him. Abandoning Jun-ho hurt as much as losing his wife and child, but In-ho did what he had to do.
When he knew it was his own brother infiltrating the island, that fear he felt when his wife was dying came back, because now Jun-ho â the idiot, In-hoâs idiot â might get himself killed. Why couldnât Jun-ho just accept that In-ho was gone?
But deep down, In-ho knew his brother was never a quitter.
The mission was more about finding, saving Jun-ho and getting him as far away from the island as possible (for Jun-hoâs own safety) than it was about finding the intruder and defending the game.
In-ho knew, when he held out his hand for Jun-ho on the cliff, Jun-ho would not take it. Jun-ho was too noble for that. Still something in In-hoâs chest ached when Jun-ho refused his hand. That sentimental part inside In-ho still wished Jun-ho would take his hand. Itâs me, your brother, Iâm still me.
It was either In-ho pulling the trigger or the Soldiers killing Jun-ho. So In-ho did the one thing he could do that could still save Jun-hoâs life. A bullet to the shoulder was nonfatal. He called Captain Park and orchestrated a rescue mission as soon as he could.
Once Jun-ho was rescued and sent to a hospital, In-ho had his men keep tabs on Jun-ho and report directly to him daily ever since.
So far, Jun-ho had been staying away from the island (In-ho had made sure of that). Good. This was for Jun-hoâs own safety.
Jun-ho could think that In-ho betrayed him (in a way, In-ho did), Jun-ho could hate him now, and that was⊠that was fine.
In-ho would rather Jun-ho hate him if it meant he got to protect and keep Jun-ho safe. Even from afar.
For those of you who are new here, you can find my fic about In-ho and Jun-ho here
i know in canon that inhoâs and junhoâs mother (stepmother in inhoâs case) would never find out about the Games but iâm actually screeching imagining this:
like imagine this woman. all she wanted was for her two boys to call her sometimes. maybe not disappear for months at a time without so much as a text. maybe come to dinner once a week. and then she finds out:
(1) inho?? the âgolden childâ who always brought her flowers on parentsâ day and vacuumed without being asked?? ran off to play in a death game?? then still had the audacity to survive, climb the ranks, and then became the emo darth vader of the whole operation??
(2) and the other? junho. immediately endangers his life to chase after him. zero hesitation. zero explanation. just disappears the same way, like theyâre doing some twisted sibling relay race into the abyss.
(3) then inho shoots him. shoots. him. off a cliff.
(4) and after all that, junho still decides, âiâm gonna go back. iâm gonna find him. iâm gonna rescue his murdery ass because iâm the only one allowed to beat him up.â
so now imagine their (step)mother, who thought both of them were dead, suddenly finds out that not only are they not dead, but theyâve both been playing emotional chicken with the reaper out of some self-destructive sense of sibling loyalty.
her slipperâs already in hand. her rage is generational.
she gets them both in the same room and itâs not yellingâitâs a reckoning. she doesnât even ask questions. she just starts swinging.
âyou!â slaps the older one on the back of the head âyou donât call! you donât write! you donât even have the decency to stay out of crime??â
âand you!â grabs the younger by the ear mid-escape attempt âYOU FOLLOW HIM?? INTO THAT?? ARE YOU STUPID OR IS THIS A PERFORMANCE??â
they try to explain. they stutter. they glance at each other like say something but neither does. because god forbid they communicate like normal people. at some point one of them probably mutters âit wasnât his faultâ and she just screams louder.
theyâre both on the floor by the end. slipper marks. emotional damage. one of them maybe crying a little. and sheâs just standing there going, âyou couldâve died without even telling me why. you idiots. come eat.â
and they do. they sit at the table in total silence, still bleeding metaphorically and literally, and they eat. because no matter how far you run, no matter how cold you become, no matter how many times you almost kill each otherâ
you are NEVER too old to be slippered into submission by the woman who raised you.
amy_hs
MalĂĄ MorskĂĄ VĂla (1976) dir. Karel Kachyña
Nadezhda Moryak