How do I know if I am a bisexual man??
Anonymous because still in the closet.
Here’s how I finally accepted my bisexuality.
Now I have had hints of it for years in my life from unwitting attraction and responses from close interaction with other males and unwanted fantasies.
This somewhat spiraled into dabbling in gay erotica which threw a spanner int he works of my sexual identity in a heap of ways even to where i questioned my gender but i suppressed it focused on some other things in life and dated and had sex with exclusively women.
Then HE came into my life: Picture this.
● Snarky, hyper intelligent and sweet natured.
● A flat out 10/10 better looking than any celeb i can think of and pretty well built with the most charming demeanour and a smile that could explode someones heart from a mile away .
● For some insane reason attracted to me.
● Forward and quite domineering but gentle and easygoing.
So you can imagine what happened to the big grouchy reserved guy with a complete lack of confidence in his sexuality.
I fell head over heels .
We had a lot of interactions escapades and so on and were a great match.
My heart damn near exploded seeing his gorgeous smile and feeling him touch and hug me while i was the bigger guy he had all the confidence and allowed me to come out of my shell.
I could happily listen to him talk about anything and the quiet moments were tender though i had to keep it a secret , it actually added a little layer of electricity.
But these little foibles dont last.
And the rest is a bit much to put on here but you know.
were separated by life we both went off to the world in opposite directions and we knew it was just a temp thing : I moved on to a wonderful relationship with a woman again who was as amazing as the guy before she was kind sweet tender and we had a wonderful relationship though we split in the end amicably.
I never found the guy again.
In the end I resolved that no matter what male or female if i get that spark of attraction that both this girl and guy gave me and the happiness it lead to no matter how long or short im going for it.
And that falls under the word bisexual,
Why do sometimes really weird & unexplainable things kind of happen?
Looking at the Theoretical Intersection between Anatomy & Physiology & Electronics
***This is coming from the perspective of attempting to explain (in the most simple ways possible) how foreign advanced technology possibly “hacks” the foundations of organic life. ***
Our bodies are composed of nerves. When electricity goes from one nerve and travels to another nerve then an action occurs. When something in our environment is sensed (like hearing a noise) our organs are able to sense the information & produce electricity to carry that information back to the brain to be processed.
Anatomically we have the brain, the spinal cord, our sensory organs, cranial nerves, and “all the other individually named nerves” that branch off of those.
(There is further differentiation between central nervous system, peripheral nervous system, & autonomic, and other ways to differentiate in anatomy and physiology, but for simplicity this is how I will refer to it).
Cranial nerves are differentiated out on the list in comparison to “other nerves” because they are a specific list of major nerves that do very important & essential functions in the body.
So, nerves act as a path for electricity to follow. This electricity can produce voluntary action or involuntary actions.
Choosing to raise your hand we consider voluntary action produced by the nervous system. When something occurs without your conscious choice & occurs automatically, it is considered an involuntary action of the nervous system. For example, your heart beating would be an involuntary action.
Nerves have gaps between them & in this space neurotransmitters are released. Neurotransmitters are chemicals with the ability to cause another nerve to have an action. Neurotransmitters have different actions at different places in the body. After neurotransmitters are released they stay in this space until they are broken down by the body. The body breaks down the neurotransmitters and attempts to recycle the components to be used to make other things in the body.
Our bodies are able to use electricity because of many processes, but one major one is because we store electrolytes. Our organs and tissues use electrolytes like Sodium and Potassium to create electrical charge. This “electrical spark” causes electricity to generate so that it can be conducted through the nerves.
The human body is very complex & requires more than just electricity to function due to many components of its design, but each neuron as an individual unit is incredibly similar functionally to wires bundled into computer cables.
How does this process intersect with technology?
If someone were to attempt to hurt you with insidiously with technology it could create A LOT of very weird experiences.
If you know how to electrically stimulate parts of the body, like if you put an electrical stimulator/microchip/or another component that alters electricity in someone’s nervous system you could do a lot of weird things that people with no medical background would struggle to explain.
Machinery causing electrical impulses or “shocks” to be sent to certain part of the brain can produce many effects.
If someone sent electrical impulses down the cranial nerves it would produce a wide range of effects.
If certain cranial nerves were stimulated by someone controlling a technological component then someone could cause your body to involuntarily do the following by stimulating one of the 12 cranial nerves with electricity:
Involuntarily, as if your body moved on its own, you could feel the following:
> Your eyes to move in a certain direction, like your eyes are “locking on” to an object. Similar to how a computer program is able to “lock on” to a target
> Cause your vocal cords to move even when your mouth isn’t open
>Jaw movement & other motions of the face
>cause vertigo/dizziness/altered proprioception or your sense of orientation in space. So a lot of the symptoms of being inebriated
>control of your tongue muscles
> ***Vagus nerve or cranial nerve 10 does a lot, tampering with it could do a lot of weird things *** Possibly weird respiratory and/or internal organ symptoms like shortness of breath, changes in swallowing like dysphagia, vocal hoarseness, & many other possible and serious side effects
> Specific neck movements & turns of the head
You could also produce the sensations in someone of:
>hearing voices that aren’t there or altered processing, they talk but it’s like you can’t understand
>hearing sounds that aren’t there or altered hearing
>seeing images that aren’t there or altered sight
>smelling things that aren’t there or altered smell
>feeling things that aren’t there or altered feeling
>tasting things that aren’t there or altered taste
All of these actions and the degree to which you could “control it” would vary. Some of these are more technically complex to do, but at the most basic level “micromovements” from even just these few nerves are highly likely.
Our bodies have more than just electricity that contribute to our ability to do voluntary control as a defensive system to prevent these types of tampering events from occurring, but I think on a basic level it would still be possible to do some of these micromovements.
Without a lot of technological advancement required, the most worrying to me is a combination of seizures (which can occur when you just overload something with electricity) and/or lots of trauma producing something similar to disassociation & making people hear voices. It unfortunately often produces a mind control like feeling where other people attempt to control and/or influence your behavior.
I think in the quest for mind control, some very bad people use these types of things to hurt other people & technological advancements in subliminal messaging have greatly hurt the world through our time.
In order to fix things I think we must first understand them.
The old man accepted the invitation and went to that woman's house for food.
On the way, when people saw the old man with that woman, a man came to them and said, "How can you be with this woman?"
The old man told that he was going to this woman's house for a meal on her invitation, after knowing this the man said that you should not go to this woman's house, you will get a bad reputation.
Because this woman is characterless.
Despite this, the elders did not stop, within some time this news spread like wildfire. Suddenly the village head came running and requested the old man not to go to that woman's place.
Seeing the dispute, the old man asked everyone to remain calm, then smilingly held one of the chief's hands tightly in his own and said, "Can you clap now?"
The chief said, how can one clap with one hand?
On this the old man smiled and said that if one cannot clap with one hand then how can a single woman be characterless unless a man forces her to become characterless.
A characterless man is responsible for making a woman characterless.
What an irony it is that in this so-called male-dominated society, due to pride, this man considers a woman only as an object of his consumption for his false pride and forgets that he himself is responsible for the woman whom he is calling characterless.
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happy lesbian visibility week
i’ll wait like a dog for you
crawling at your feet
begging for scraps from the dinner table
but i’m happier here
because you told me i should be
looking up at you from my shallow grave
my body grows cold as i wait for the next time you’ll want me
you’re the one who haunts me at night
watching as i call your name when i cum
Do Married Women Enjoy Gangbang?
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The above has been completely narrated by my wife and people who know me on this platform knows my wife quite well and what she is upto.
A BODY BUILT FOR SIN
I realized I'll always be in love with you because it was never about looks or what you could give me. I fell in love with your soul, so your mistakes never changed the depth of my love for you. I love you.