Illusoryxdays - Illusoryxdays

this is a reminder that you don't need an ✨aesthetic✨ place to study/work. post your messy notes and scratched up desk. it's so refreshing to see normal study spaces. just because something isn't perfect, doesn't mean it isn't beautiful.

physics grind RAHHHHHHHHH

April 10, 2025

the longer you use python the greater a debt you accrue in semicolons owed

i wanna scream to the mountains now like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

5.13.25 - rant and exam update

i'm currently going insane. i failed my discrete math assessment by this much 👌🏻 last week and i'm knee deep in prep to retake it this week. the problem is i need my apartment to be completely free of any humans besides me and my boyfriend is coming over thursday night because we're flying out super early friday morning to go to a wedding.

basically, i have today to get all of my retake requirements done so i can attempt to take the exam tomorrow or kick the boyfriend out thursday night for a couple hours so i can get a proctor slot. my course end date is saturday and i've extended this end date three times since the start of the semester and i just want to be done with this classsssss. self-studying a subject you are not naturally good at is another type of hell.

on a good note, went to the gym consistently this weekend and went on a very nice walk by the river (pictured above).

will update on monday if i'm still alive or not on a pysch hold from stress :)

A cosmic tribute to my current favourite comment in YouTube history

23.03.2025 I submitted my MBA essay ଘ(✿˵•́ ᴗ •̀˵) Thank God! Now, I just have to wait for my results. With one last thing to do, I can keep working on my AWS certs preparation, my Cisco Ethical Hacker and Security Network courses, read my books, and learn new things at work ٩(⊙‿⊙)۶ Wait a minute... I still have tons of things to do ლ(ಠ益ಠ)ლ Well, let's f*cking go then ʅ(ツ)ʃ Oh! Due to Lent I cannot drink alcohol, so I use this substitute sometimes (⌐▀͡ ̯ʖ▀)

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incorporating madness studies and phenomenological thinking into my exhibition design. someone beat me to the publish last august on schizophrenia as heritage, so I kinda wanna publish my current work before ranting about specifics online 😂