Jinx And Powder

hamilton and shifting mixed 🤭🤭

me when i see someone give up on shifting:

love these alternate dimensions

guys he’s so cute when he’s eating he looks like a little sad hamster 😭😭 s1 gi-hun my husband come backkk the kids miss you 😭😭

HOW SHIFTING WORKS- scientifically based thesis

“we´are infinite beings destined to explore the infinite universe”

NOTE: i´m not a scientist nor a physicist. This essay is based on self interpretation of information and things i´ve learned about consciousness, quantum physics, nature of reality, etc.

We´re four dimensional beings, meaning we´re composed of both physical and non physical (intangible) things. We have three layers: body, psyche (alias consciousness) and soul. Our bodies are just the envelope, the vehicle our consciousness occupies in order to live a human experience. Accordingly, our true self is not our body, but the consciousness that occupies it. Having that in mind, we´re able to move to the next point.

Everything — and this is scientifically proven — is made of energy. Vibrating energy makes matter, and consequently both matter and energy have frequencies. Every single thing has a different frequency: objects, sounds, emotions, etc. Therefore, reality as a whole, with all of its elements combined, vibrates at its own frequency.

Thanks to quantum physics, we know particles of energy can be in different states and multiple places at the same time in superposition when there isn't a conscious observer. While being observed, energy/particles behave differently, being perceived at one state and place. This experiment shows the same particle can and does exist in many states/places at once, but we´re only able to perceive one state/place at a time.

ENERGY → MATTER → REALITY

We can only perceive one reality (state of energy/matter as a whole) at a time for the reason the human experience we're living limits us to do so. Although, like energy is coexisting in many places/states at once, and we know for certain that energy composes matter, which makes the (physical) reality, we can affirm there are many other realities besides this one, but we´re not able neither to perceive nor interact with them.

ENERGY → MATTER → REALITY

“ ↳ MATTER → REALITY

“ ↳ MATTER → REALITY

“ ↳ MATTER → REALITY

“ ↳ MATTER → REALITY

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PINK: what we percieve

BLUE: what coexists but we don’t perceive

Summing things up, there are many other realities coexisting in the very same space as this one, but each reality exists in different frequencies, so realities never interact with each other. That said, we are able to introduce the main character: shifting.

Shifting doesn't happen in your consciousness, shifting happens with — and thanks to— your consciousness. Your body is trapped in this reality because it's part of this reality, for the reason bodies are physical things that can only exist in one state. Your consciousness, on the other hand, contrary to your body, can shift because it's not something physical, it's not made of matter. Consciousness doesn't belong to any reality, it just experiences them. Consciousness cannot die, so when your body faces death, your consciousness continues existing in other realities. This can explain both reincarnation and heaven, since your consciousness shifts to a reality that fits what you expect/believe you´ll experience after death.

With shifting, we´re doing the same but intentionally, choosing the reality we want to experience,with the difference our Cr body is still alive, so we can come back.

By shifting, we´re changing the frequency of our consciousness — which is the same as our Cr— to match the frequency of the reality we want to become aware of. You have to shift your inner world in order to shift the outer physical world (the 4d and the 3d).

GIRL WAIT UNTIL YOU HEAR ABOUT SHIFTERS

When I finally shift and realise how real it is even though I already know how real it is

Beginner’s Guide to Hellenic Polytheism

I KNOW this is a really long post but my intention was to just note down everything that I think is important for beginners and that’s A LOT. It took me forever to learn some of these things but they’re so important, so buckle in. I hope this helps some people.

If I’ve missed anything, please feel free to let me know what you’d like me to add. I’ve been working on this for two days, so if there are typos, I’m so sorry.

The sections I cover here are key terms, mythic literalism, deity work vs deity worship, FAQs and General Advice.

Some Key Terms

Hellenic Polytheism: Hellenic means Greek, and Polytheism means worshipping multiple gods. So, Hellenic Polytheism is the worship of the Greek Pantheon which is also referred to as the Theoi. The people who practice could be referred to as Hellenic Polytheists. Some also call themselves Hellenic Pagans, but not all people who practice Hellenic Polytheism consider themselves pagan.

Hellenistic: you may see the term ‘Hellenistic Polytheism’, but this is my PSA to ask people not to use that, as it’s incorrect. Hellenistic refers to a specific period of Andient Greece, from 323-32 BC, and your worship is almost definitely not specifically focused on that period. Additionally, here is a post by a Greek person on why ‘Hellenism’ and ‘hellenismos’ are disrespectful.

Ouranic: this is the term for the heavenly gods. Be aware that there is some overlap between Ouranic and Chthonic deities. Whether a deity is Ouranic or Chthonic will effect things like prayer position (palms up for Ouranic) and whether offerings can be eaten or drank (yes for Ouranic)

Chthonic: this is the term for the underworld gods. Be aware that there is some overlap between Ouranic and Chthonic deities. Whether a deity is Ouranic or Chthonic will effect things like prayer position (palms down for Chthonic) and whether offerings can be eaten or drank (no for Chthonic) side note - when it comes to hero worship, I personally treat them as if they’re chthonic.

Kharis: this means reciprocity, and also refers to the relationship formed between us and the gods. Arguably the most important aspect of Hellenic Polytheism is that when you ask something of a deity, you must give an offering in return. Size of what you’re asking for should correspond to size of the offering, or if you’ve given many little offerings without asking for anything you can use that as why you should be given the Big Thing.

Xenia: guest-friendship, hospitality. The idea that any stranger could be a God in disguise, so treat everyone respectfully. It’s an Ancient Greek social custom that a lot of Hellenic Polytheists see as important today. Simply put, in modern times this most often just means being kind to strangers. There’s a lot more to it than that though, so look here. Know that Xenia is a two-way thing, so you have to be generous to your guests but they must also respect your home.

Eusebeia: basically, piety. Respecting the Gods. This is really the only ‘rule’ of Hellenic polytheism. There’ll be different ideas of what is considered respectful, but as long as you have good intentions and don’t do anything you KNOW would be offensive, you’re okay. Don’t insult the gods (any of them), don’t ask for anything without offering something else, and don’t treat yourself as equal to or higher than the theoi.

Hubris: excessive pride or dangerous overconfidence, often the fatal flaw of a lot of Greek heroes in mythology. Specifically, this is when you act better than or equal to the gods. You are not.

Libations: a type of offering, in the form of a liquid. Usually poured on the ground but can be drank (unless it’s to a chthonic deity) if you’re a closeted Hellenic polytheist who can’t just pour some liquid on the floor every time you want to offer it. My advice for food offerings/libations to chthonic deities if you’re not openly a hellenist is to offer leftovers, rotting food, or something you otherwise know will go to waste.

Altar: traditionally a place used to put physical offerings and food offerings for deities. Some people have an altar to each deity, some people have one altar for all their deities. These can be as big or as small as you want. People may use shelves, drawers, boxes, windowsills, etc, and I don’t even use mine for food offerings, only for physical ones because I usually eat the food offering (I don’t like the idea of wasting food). My altars also just serve as a dedicated space for that deity in my life.

Hero worship: this is the worship of ‘heroes’ in Greek mythology, which includes literally any mortal. For example, I worship Odysseus of Ithaca, Penelope of Ithaca, Helen of Sparta, and Tiresias of Thebes. I’ve been asked a lot about how hero worship differs from deity worship, and you can find that answer here.

Devotee: there is a lot of disagreement on what the difference between a devotee and worshipper is, but for me, I’m devoted to Athena as I feel I have the closest bond with Her of all my deities and I honour Her the most. This partly comes from my feeling that She has been with me for much longer than I’ve been aware of Her presence, and that also so much of who I am and what I value comes under Her domains.

Patron: this basically means that if part of your identity comes under the domain of a deity, then that deity is your patron. There can be occupational patrons (like Hermes is the patron of merchants) or to do with things like gender (Hera is a patron for women. Yes this includes trans women, transphobes are not welcome here.) You can have more than one patron, and you don’t need to worship all of the deities who would be considered your patron.

Epithets: these are titles given to deities. There are two types - cult epithets, which describe the aspect of a deity you’re focusing on (like Athena Ageleia, meaning ‘Protector of the People’) since they have a lot of domains and it’s important in prayers to specify what you want. Then there’s poetic epithets, which are adjectives, often used to compliment a deity. I like using these to make my prayers seem more sophisticated to be honest (example: white-armed Hera)

Unverified Personal Gnosis: gnosis is spiritual knowledge. If it’s unverified, that means that it has no basis in historical sources as far as the person is aware, and they don’t know anybody else who has the same experience. You will often see this abbreviated as UPG. Personally, I think UPG is really valid, considering a lot of things are unknown to us due to the loss of sources overtime.

Shared Personal Gnosis: gnosis is spiritual knowledge. Like UPG, Shared Personal Gnosis (often abbreviated as SPG) doesn’t have any historical backing as far as the people who believe it are aware, but it is shared by multiple different people and therefore seen by some as more valid than UPG (though I’d argue that all SPG is UPG before you know that other people agree)

Verified Personal Gnosis: gnosis is spiritual knowledge. It being verified means that there are historical sources to back up the belief, and this is commonly abbreviated to VPG. You are more likely to come across the terms UPG than SPG or VPG, and most of what Helpol people on tumblr discuss is UPG, even if they don’t state that directly.

Reconstructionist: these are people who try to ‘reconstruct’ the ancient religion, recreating ancient rituals as best they can and doing things as close as they can get to how the ancient Greeks did based on our historical sources. An important note here is that we will never be able to do this perfectly and that’s okay. When it comes to things like animal sacrifices, most of us outside of agricultural areas almost definitely don’t have the means to be doing that properly, but you can use symbolism in place of a real animal, an example an anon gave me is cutting bread into animal shapes

Revivalist: these are people who try to recreate the ‘spirit’ of the religion, though not with the exact practices that the Ancient Greeks used. Revivalists are more concerned with the values and beliefs of the ancient religion than they necessarily are with how it was practiced. I personally feel like I fall somewhere between the two, but I also think both are really valid!

Mythic Literalism

Mythic Literalism is the debate in modern Hellenic Polytheism about whether or not the myths should be taken literally — and it’s common in Helpol spades online to say that the answer is ‘no, they’re metaphorical’. But I’d actually argue that they are.

Think of the Epics like the Iliad and the Odyssey — these begin with invoking the muses, goddess of inspiration said to have perfect memory. These goddesses know every event that has ever happened and are believed to guide and speak through the poets as they recite the myths, which means that they would be reciting history. That suggests the myths happened.

This isn’t ignoring the fact there are cultural reasons behind the myths and that parts of exist to them fulfil specific functions of that god or have parts of the world that they’re trying to explain.

For example, the myth of Hades kidnapping Persephone fulfils an aspect of Hades and has a cultural aspect about marriage in Ancient Greek society. First, it’s one of the myths we have of a youth being taken too soon by death (think Apollo and Hyacinthus, Zeus and Ganymedes, Thetis and Achilles, maybe even Castor and Pollux) and the grief that causes, Hades role being of the underworld. But also in terms of Greek society it was reflective of mothers losing their daughters to marriage, too. Both these things coexist in the ‘meaning’ of the myth; but just because it has metaphors, doesn’t mean it wasn’t believed to have happened. The Greeks did view their myths as having happened.

Zeus has so many children and so many affairs and rape myths, not because it’s just a metaphor and he didn’t actually do any of that, but because he’s a male fertility god, and he’s the god of kinds, and kings do abuse their power.

The Greek gods exist as how the world is, not how we want it to be or how it should be. Take Hera, for example — she doesn’t align with the passive and idealised wives described in things like Xenophon’s Economics, but is instead how women are. Real women get angry when their husbands are awful to them, so Hera, Goddess of Women, can be angry.

It’s good to learn the ways in which these deities were understood and what their domains can represent. Myths also help us to feel more familiar with our deities. Additionally the myths tell us not to be hubristic, and things like the Iliad tell us about Oaths and Offerings and Xenia. These are important parts of helpol.

I understand the want to disregard some of the more distasteful myths that depict things not only distasteful now but that would’ve even been viewed as wrong IN antiquity. But the Greek gods are not supposed to be perfect by human standards of morals. They have good and bad aspects based on their domains.

Deity Work vs Deity Worship

I’m going to preface this section by saying that I worship deities, I don’t work with them, so even though I’m doing research on this please take everything I say about deity work with a grain of salt and note that the rest of this post might apply more to worship, because that’s what I’m familiar with. Lastly, my intention here is not to place a value judgement on either type, I just want to try and make a full explanation for anyone out there looking for one, since I’ve found it to be kind of difficult to find.

From my understanding, deity work is common among witches, and usually involves asking a deity to help with your spells or other forms of magick. When you work with a deity, you are asking them to mentor you in a sense, and there’s often a specific goal in mind that they’re hoping to achieve with help of the deity. Additionally, because of that goal-oriented relationship, deity work has deadlines(?). Like, once you’ve achieved the goal you had, the deity will stop working with you

There are similarities, as both seem to involve reciprocity and offerings, and both involve cultivating a relationship with deities, even if the nature of that relationship and the reason for offering is different.

Deity worship doesn’t have a set end-goal. You CAN stop actively worshipping a deity, but this doesn’t usually come after a specific goal is achieved because there isn’t a goal in mind. Worship is more about honouring the deity. Khakis is built out of admiration, respect and love for the deity. This is why we pray, make offerings, etc. it’s all to honour the gods. We do ask for things in deity worship, but that’s not the entire point like it is for deity work.

FAQs

Do I need to be called to worship/work with a deity?

Nope! You are 100% allowed to reach out first. You can do that by praying or making an offering. Remember to research the deity first, so you know what epithets to use, know what symbols they’re associated with, have ideas for offerings, etc. Also, if a deity calls to you, you are not obligated to worship them. Acknowledge them and move on if you don’t have time, energy, or interest in worshipping them at that time.

Where can I find information on deities?

The main site that I think everyone uses is theoi.com, which has really in-depth pages on a lot of deities, with their myths, lists of epithets, family trees, etc. it’s a really useful resource!

Do I need an altar?

No. They’re nice to have but you don’t need one straight away. It took me two years of worshipping to get any altars, and even now I don’t really use them how you’re ‘supposed’ to.

Are there any sins in Hellenic Polytheism?

No, just don’t disrespect a god (don’t disrespect any of them, even the ones you don’t worship should be respected). Also don’t show hubris.

Deity X and Deity Y don’t get along, but I want to worship both, what do I do?

Disregard mythic literalism and remember this is a polytheistic religion. The gods know they are not the only god you will be worshipping, and they are chill with that. If you really want, you can separate their altars if you have an altar per deity, but it’s up to you completely.

Other General Advices

This post is a starting point, nothing here is very in-depth. Do more research if anything on here is still confusing to you. Feel free to ask people here on tumblr, I’m sure most of us would be happy to help.

Don’t believe everything you see on tiktok/tumblr. We’re all still learning, a lot of us are wrong about stuff. Do other research and let yourself form your own beliefs. As I’ve said, even parts of this post should be taken with a grain of salt. I’m no expert, I just want to try to help.

If you’re going to make your own posts about helpol stuff, advice I’ve seen before that really stuck with me is ‘keep some things scared’. You don’t have to post everything. I, at the moment, don’t post my prayers or photos of my altars. Those things are what I keep scared, you should have your own things. They don’t have to be the same as mine.

You have nothing to be afraid of. The gods can be intimidating when you’re starting out, but they know we don’t have as much readily available information about this stuff as the ancient greeks did. They also know you’re new, and they will be patient with you. Don’t be scared.

You can offer anything. Digital offerings are as valid as physical offerings. Devotional acts are valid too.

Know that you will never be done learning. Accept this and commit to trying to learn anyway.

Know how to tell signs from the gods apart from just General Happenings of the world. Here is a good post on that. I have a series on my blog tagged #signs from deities, to show the kinds of things I personally recognise to be signs and to show how frequently/infrequently those can occur. I would suggest keeping your own record of those, whether or not you share it is up to you. The reason is to reflect on your journey and, if you ever doubt your gods, you can look at those lists to remind yourself of how they’ve been there for you previously.

Doubt is healthy, it’s okay to doubt things. Don’t feel bad for this, the gods understand. Let yourself question everything you feel the need to question.

Similarly, anger is healthy. It’s okay to be angry at the gods, but don’t disrespect them because you’re upset. Handle your anger well. You won’t get punished for being upset.

The Hellenic Gods aren’t generally believed to be all-knowing, however it is believed that they can hear us when we call their names, which is why prayers start with invocation of a deity’s name and an epithet.

you are the wolf

˚ ༘♡ 𝙎𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙙 𝙂𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙈𝙚𝙣 𝘼𝙨 𝘿𝙖𝙙𝙨 PT.1 ࿐ ˊˎ-

(This gif of Lee Jung Jae with a baby is so cute♡(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)♡)

Series Masterlist: Here!

Summary: In-ho, and Gi-hun if they had a family!

Plz Read: This is part one of the dad series! So, I'll be releasing two characters at a time. Next will be Thanos and Dae-ho!

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Hwang In-ho

୨୧ In-ho never saw himself as a father. What he did for a living was unsafe, and he was already pushing the limits by letting you break down his walls.

୨୧ He never understood how he got so lucky with you. He had always felt undeserving of love. But then you walked in, and everything changed. You made him feel worth something, like he belonged in this world.

୨୧ He was completely, utterly, irrevocably in love with you. And to be honest, it scared the shit out of him. You were perfect. Wherever you walked, flowers bloomed behind you. Wherever you went, the sun beamed down.

୨୧ So he never expected you to accept him for his faults. When he first told you the truth about his job, you were taken aback (obviously). But you could see he wasn't proud of what he did, you knew he felt ashamed telling you the truth. And after a long night of deep discussion, you accepted it.

୨୧ After all, In-ho and the 'frontman' were two different people. And who were you to judge when you had a dark past of your own. You both saw each other for who you were, not broken people, but people with broken pasts. And you were able to pick each other up, sealing the cracks with kisses and tender love you both so desperately needed.

୨୧ So when he proposed, he couldn't even ask the full question before you engulfed him in a hug. Peppering him in kisses and repeated, "Yeses", until you both were a crying mess on the floor. Happy tears, of course.

୨୧ In-ho knew he was going to marry you from the gecko, he had been carrying a ring in his pocket since your first date (okay Jim Halpert). But what he didn't know was that only three months later, you'd be handing him a small box. A single pregnancy test sitting inside, resting on top of the cutest baby onesie he'd ever seen.

୨୧ You were scared at his lack of a reaction, his body sitting still as he held the test between his fingers. So many questions were running through his mind, his hands becoming increasingly sweaty as he thought about how he could possibly keep you and the baby safe from his double life.

୨୧ But as he communicated this, you took his hands in your own, giving him the much-needed reassurance he craved. It took a few months for his nerves to fully calm down and be replaced by excitement. This was his second chance to have a family, and he was determined to make it perfect.

୨୧ During your pregnancy, you did not lift a finger. Hungry? Here comes an entire menu door-dashed to your doorstep. Tired? There you are cradled in In-ho's arms. Need to shower? In-ho is already lathering your hair in the bath, your back resting against his chest.

୨୧ While going through your third trimester, you often find yourself staring in the mirror. Missing how your body looked when you could see your own feet, hating how your stomach was adorned with stretch marks. But you could never let your thoughts get to you. Not when your husband is constantly on his knees, worshipping you like a goddess.

୨୧ Not only were you beautiful, but you were carrying In-ho's future. Those marks on your skin only reminded him of how very soon a mini him would be held in his arms.

୨୧ And on the day you gave birth, In-ho did not leave your side once. He made sure the doctors and nurses catered to your every request, making sure your voice was heard. And after twelve hours of labor, In-ho was finally able to hold his baby. All 7 pounds and 6 ounces.

୨୧ You wish you could freeze the moment. Making sure to take as many mental pictures as possible while In-ho cradles your son in his arms. During the first night, In-ho did not sleep a wink. Every sound, every coo, every breath, he was by your baby's side. Reaching down into the bassinet, your son's tiny hand wrapped around his finger, it was the perfect image.

୨୧ And in that moment, In-ho felt complete.

୨୧ I think it's obvious to say that he would be a very protective dad, especially when it came to strangers. No, you can't touch his baby without asking. No, you can't kiss his forehead, it's flu season. He always pushed the stroller, making sure to have one hand on you too. His love for you only grew stronger each day, you had given him a family, a purpose. You were at the center of his universe.

୨୧ "Appa, I'm scared." In-ho felt the tiny hand in his grasp pull him down, the small face of his son peering up at him with big brown eyes.

His backpack weighed more than him, and his black hair fell in front of his face as he looked at his father, "What if the other kids don't want to be my friend?"

In-ho gave a small laugh, kneeling in front of his son as he brushed the hair from his eyes, "Su-ho, you are the strongest boy I know. Anyone would be lucky to be your friend, you'll be okay kiddo."

He fixed Su-ho's shirt, straightening it up and brushing off his shoulders, "Will you be here when I get out?" The small voice caused him to smile, his son peering into the school with curiosity.

In-ho took a moment to look at him, his prominent dimples reflecting your own, "I'll be right here. Waiting with mama and your sister, okay?" Su-ho looked at his dad, a small smile evident on his lips as he ran into his arms.

He held him close, taking in the moment. Truth be told, he was scared too. Kindergarten meant he was growing up, and that terrified him, "Be good okay?"

Su-ho gave one last look before running into the school, giving a small wave as he disappeared into the sea of Hello Kitty backpacks and Sesame Street lunch boxes.

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Seong Gi-hun

୨୧ You were a blessing in Gi-hun's life. You helped him in more ways than one, giving him sanctuary and care after going through hell at the games. You were patient with him, giving him time to grieve the loss of his friends. And you were the sole reason he rekindled things with his daughter, making his ass board the plane instead of turning around.

୨୧ You were the best thing to have ever happened to him. You gave him a reason to live, a reason to fight instead of letting his past consume him. He spent many nights in your arms, your hand absentmindedly running through his hair while making idle chatter. You'd stay like that until you both fell asleep, the comfort of each other's presence engulfing you in a safe bubble.

୨୧ It was on the first anniversary of Sang-woos death when he realized it. You had spent the night panicked, driving through Seoul trying to find your boyfriend. His phone was shut off, and you immediately thought the worst.

୨୧ When you found him outside of a convenience store, a half-empty bottle of soju sitting in front of him, your first instinct was to tell him off. But you didn't. Instead, you sat in front of him without a word, pouring a shot of soju into the small plastic cup. He watched you, watched how you joined him without question, watched how you shared his pain.

୨୧ That's when he realized he was going to marry you.

୨୧ Your wedding was perfect. Though, even if you and Gi-hun eloped, it would've been perfect. Just as long as it was him you were saying, "I do" to in the end. You didn't have a honeymoon, opting for your late-night talks in the comfort of your own home.

୨୧ You actually brought up the topic of kids first. Which, Gi-hun brushed off almost immediately. He was so scared of ruining things with you like he did with his ex-wife.

୨୧ So after one drunken night and one missed pill, you found yourself alone on your bathroom floor, a positive test sitting on the sink. You couldn't tell Gi-hun. You just couldn't. And even though you wanted a baby, you knew he didn't. And you respected that. So when those two lines popped up, you felt the word beneath you begin to shake.

୨୧ You fell asleep on the bathroom floor, having spent the evening picking your brain with a way to break the news to your husband. When Gi-hun returned from work, not finding you in your usual spot by the TV, he grew concerned. He called out your name, which remained unanswered, so he tried the bathroom.

୨୧ When he opened the door, he immediately ran to your body, shaking you as you slowly woke up. He had completely missed the test on the counter. But when you finally got the courage to tell him, he stilled.

୨୧ Doubts ran through your mind, "This was it. Things are ruined now, and things will never be the same. You might as well move out-" but the sudden feeling of Gi-hun cradling you close snapped you back to your senses. He placed a hand on the back of your neck, cradling you close as he started to cry, "I know this wasn't planned, but I promise everything will be okay."

୨୧ But, things weren't okay. They were perfect.

୨୧ Every morning, Gi-hun would wake up with his arm protectively over your stomach, mindlessly tracing shapes. He opened every door for you (which he would do already), and always made sure you were comfortable.

୨୧ While walking home from a date during your second trimester, you suddenly resented the black heels that pinched your feet. Gi-hun told you not to wear them, but you insisted, cramming your feet into shoes two sizes too small.

୨୧ But, Gi-hun being the perfect man he is, kneeled down and began to unlace his shoes. A confused look was evident on your face as he slipped them off and turned his attention to your heels. He untied the strap and took them off, slipping his shoes onto your sore feet before cramming his own into the heels.

୨୧ A laugh escaped your lips as he struggled to stand, reaching your hand out to support him. He brushed it away though, insisting on showing you his model walk. Which he did, just terribly.

୨୧ During the third trimester of pregnancy, it is very common to start nesting. And you often had packages being dropped off on your doorstep. The thing is, it wasn't your name on the package. It was Gi-hun's.

୨୧ You had a high chance of preterm labor, and to counter that, your doctor put you on bed rest for the remainder of your pregnancy. Which bummed you out. You still had a whole nursery to finish decorating, clothes to order, and a crib to assemble. And if it wasn't for Gi-hun, it would have never gotten done.

୨୧ During your bed rest, you always found Gi-hun sitting on the couch, his nose buried in his iPad as he scoured through Amazon. But after hundreds and hundreds of packages later, you decided to put a child lock on the iPad, much to Gi-hun's demise.

୨୧ You had a daughter. A beautiful, healthy, baby girl who had your nose and Gi-hun's eyes. The second she was born, Gi-hun became a whole new man.

୨୧ It was like he unlocked a new level: 'Girl Dad'. Wherever he went, and whoever he met, he would show photos he'd taken of his daughter. Not only was his camera roll full of pictures, but he had filled his wallet with Polaroids as well.

୨୧ And as your daughter got older, Gi-hun knew the My Little Pony theme song by heart. Suddenly he didn't mind wearing princess dresses and tiaras, and glitter had become a staple in all his outfits. Girl dad Gi-hun was the best version of Gi-hun, in your opinion.

୨୧ He loved his little family.

୨୧ "Ohhh, so pretty!" The small toddler slowly walked down the stairs, careful to not trip over her dress. Her tiara was slightly too big, tilting as she bashfully spun around, showing off her princess dress.

She looked back up the stairs, the fairy wand held tightly in her hand, "Appa, your turn!" Your eyes peered up the stairs as your husband rounded the corner. A bright smile formed across your lips as you held back a laugh, covering your mouth while you watched your husband struggle down the stairs in his princess costume, "Mommy's laughing at me." He pointed to you, your daughter whipping around with her hands on her hips.

"Don't laugh! He looks pretty." She shakes her head with sass, waving her finger in emphasis. As you throw your hands up in defense, she turns back around to proudly clap as Gi-hun curtseys.

You whip out your phone, taking a picture as he fixes her tiara, "You're going to be late! The birthday party is in 15 minutes!" You hand Gi-hun a small gift bag while laughing as he flashes the plastic rings on his fingers.

"You laugh now but next time, this will be you." He motioned to his dress, whispering so your daughter wouldn't hear. You giggle before patting his butt and leaning against the doorframe as they walk down the porch, a content smile evident on your face.

You bring your hands up in front of your face, clicking your finger down as you take a mental picture.

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a/n: i have the fucking flu. but hey, i finally published this! yayayay. but yeah, this will be a series! i'll probs make a taglist. okie dokie love yall!

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