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How I Shift On Command + How You Can Too

I don’t plan on posting anything other than this or starting a blog, so I don’t need anyone to “believe” in me. The only person you should trust is yourself—trust yourself to resonate positively with what you see online and click away if it doesn’t serve you. This is here for you to take from if it resonates. I literally only made this blog to post this here. My hope is that it reaches at least one person who can take something from this and apply it to their shifting journey. If not, and this post ends up here untouched, I’m just glad to finally get everything down in words and off my chest. 

Jumping straight to the answer because I’m not going to make anyone sit through a long post for it. The rest, the "advice," is here if you want to read it.

The "method"

I figured out what works specifically for me as an individual instead of following everyone else’s journey. Everyone has their “thing” that makes shifting click, a sweet spot that makes reality shifting possible. For me, it’s a combination of the law of assumption and inducing an altered state of consciousness.

During the day, I spend time affirming—or sometimes just reminding myself or keeping a little note nearby—things like:

I can shift.

I know how to shift.

I could shift tonight.

Shifting is accessible to me.

At night, I watch videos, look at Pinterest boards, or listen to music that reminds me of my DR. This ingrains where I’m going in my brain. Sometimes I do this for fun, and other times I skip it entirely.

When I lay down, I always lie on my back and stay somewhat still because I like the feeling of my body going numb. This isn’t necessary to shift, but I enjoy it—it lets me feel the symptoms of hypnagogia (that in-between state of wakefulness and sleep).

To meditate quickly, I count from 1 to 100 with a few affirmations in between to remind myself of what I’m doing. I do this until my body goes numb, and I start messing up the counting. Usually, the mistakes or random, nonsensical thoughts are my signal to start shifting.

At this point, I begin affirming the things I affirmed during the day:

I could shift right now.

I have the ability to shift.

I have the power to shift at any moment.

While I do this, I focus on the feeling of being in my DR—not my surroundings, not my senses, just the internal feeling of being there.

This is where “brazen impudence” comes in. I hard-force myself to feel like I’m in my DR. It’s not about imagining my surroundings but purely about embodying the feeling of being there.

Hypnagogic imagery and sensations like floating often kick in at this point. These are symptoms of your body falling asleep so your awareness can take shape in that sweet spot for shifting.

I continue this, then stop and start counting from 1 to 100 again, with affirmations like:

I can shift.

I know how to shift.

I could shift right now.

Then I repeat the process: using brazen impudence to force myself to feel like I’m in my DR.

Eventually, I reach that threshold between sleep and wake—a liminal state of pure consciousness. Body asleep, mind awake, I call this the “rabbit hole” which is honstly just a deep state of hypnogogia. It’s a state where anything is possible: lucid dreaming, astral projection, slipping into the void, shifting—anything.

When I’m in this state, I use brazen impudence to force myself to feel like I'm shifting to my DR and don't take no for an answer (I tell myself I'm in Barbados and shut the door in my own face). This can involve affirmations or just talking myself through it, either way I wake myself up there. Occasionally, I simply relax, expect to wake up in my DR, fall asleep, and wake up shifted.

Does all that sound complicated? Let me simplify:

Lay down and get comfortable.

Count from 1 to 100 on a loop with affirmations in between until you mess up the counting, get sleepy, or have your mind wander. Like this:

Me: *counts from 1 - 100* Me: *says a few affirmations/askfirmations* Me: *counts from 1 - 100* Me: *says a few affirmations/askfirmations*

On a loop until...

Persist in the feel of being in your DR—not focusing on surroundings or senses, just the feeling. Feeling is the secret.

Alternate between steps 2 and 3 until you’re in that relaxed body asleep/mind awake state, OR just straight up hypnogogia tbh. (That is, if you don’t already shift lol)

From there, choose what feels right: shift from a lucid dream, affirm, slip into the void, or just feel yourself in your DR like I do, convince yourself that either you shifted and are there, or are shifting and will end up there.

One thing I’ll tell you now—regardless of your circumstances, how long you’ve been trying, how long it’ll take, who you are, etc—is that you already know how to shift. You, reading this right now. You know how to shift, and there’s nothing you did to learn it. There’s nothing you can do to unlearn it. It’s something that will stay with you until the end of time.

Why do you think people shift randomly without prior knowledge of shifting? Even people who don’t believe in it? It’s because everyone can shift. You can shift.

Right now, stop reading this post and say in your head or out loud, “I already know how to shift.” Or, if that doesn’t feel right, “I already have the ability to shift,” “No matter what, I have the power to shift,” or “My mind knows how to shift no matter what.”

Can you argue that? No, you can’t. And if your mind starts throwing out “buts,” go back and read that again.

Shifting isn’t difficult, and no one struggles to shift. I’m sure you’ve heard it before—that shifting is simple and happens in seconds—because it does. You don’t struggle with shifting. You can shift; everyone has the power to. What you “struggle” with, so to speak, is figuring out what works for you, what your brain likes, how it operates—because everyone is different.

What ended up working for me more than anything was figuring out how I operate and modifying shifting to fit me—not forcing myself to fit shifting.

Will my method work for everyone? I have no idea. Unless you assume it will work for you, this is what works for me. I’m me, and you’re you.

Before you say “Oh, but I’ve tried everything and nothing has worked so far” and expect me to sit here and ask you “but have you really tried everything? <3” , listen to me. 

I could shift perfectly well with my own personal method before I started shifting regularly. I knew it worked well for my brain, but the thing that “blocked” me (so to speak) were my assumptions. 

When you sit there and say “I’ve tried everything and nothing has worked” that’s your assumption about yourself. You believe that nothing works for you, that you don't know how to shift, that you’re this powerless, lost baby shifter who needs guidance. 

There’s nothing wrong with this, it’s not your fault, and theoretically you could shift even with your “blockages” (I really hate that term), as shifting waits for no one.

This is why so many people shift randomly and with poor assumptions without meaning to. But you clicked on this because you want to know how you can shift consistently + on every time, and this is the answer I’m giving you. 

You find out what works better for you, be it affirming, visualizing, scripting, shifting awake, shifting asleep, shifting with hypnagogia, shifting with hypnopompic, shifting through lucid dreams, shifting with brazen impudence, through SATs, robotic affirming, through letting go, through putting your DR on a pedestal, through listening to music, through law of assumption alone, and many more. 

If that sounds overwhelming, please note that all of these are the same vehicles that get you to your destination. Just in different shapes and colors. Like how some people drive a car, others drive a motorcycle, others walk, others swim. The movement forward is always the same. 

What you’re doing, no matter how you’re doing it or in whatever state of consciousness you’re doing it from, will always be:

Assume it's true, feel it, receive it. “Assume and persist,” “ground yourself in the assumption,” you’ve heard it all before. 

How to Find What Makes You Shift On Command

You could either test different techniques (affirmations, visualizations, scripting, lucid dreaming, etc.) and see what feels natural to you. 

You could (and I love this one because it’s a cheat code) Assume you already know what works, and let the law of assumption guide you. “Manifest it” so to speak. 

Pay attention to your life, because you already shift on command, you've been doing it your whole life, but I guarantee you haven't noticed it. Pay attention to you, like how easily you slip into hypnagogia, your dream recall, or how strong your intuition is, maybe you put too much emotion into a scenario you don’t want in your life and it inherently manifests, things like that. Pay attention to the thing that makes you go “huh, that was weird”

“But Clover, I tried everything you mentioned above and still haven’t found my method!” 

My darling. Listen up. Come closer—I’m about to let you in on a secret. The way you apply the law of assumption isn’t one-size-fits-all, because assumptions and beliefs are not linear. It's the same every time, yes, it's a law. But just like you, the way you can use it is unique to each person.

Let me tell you how easy it is so you don't think I'm over-complicating it

You could, for instance, believe you’ve got $1000 in your bank account right now and act like it, fully living in the end. Or you could believe you’re going to have $1000 in your account and act like it’s already on its way. Or maybe you believe something’s going to happen that’ll bring you that $1000.

The same applies to shifting. It’s been a game changer for me. I used to struggle so much with things like:

“You’re already in your DR, just act like it.”

“Ignore the 3D.”

“You’ve already shifted.”

Do those methods work? Absolutely, they work beautifully. But like I said, if it doesn’t feel good or true to you, don’t force it.

My dearest, darling reader. If the story you see in your 3D is that you can’t shift, can’t find what makes you shift, are you just going to sit there and accept it? What is more satisfying? Think with me here: accepting that you don’t know how to shift and cannot shift, or persisting that you do know how to shift? 

“Clover, but I’ve been trying for 4 years! I’ve tried everything and I still haven’t shifted”

So that's your story? Your story, your assumption is that you’ve been trying for 4 years and haven’t shifted? If you’ve resonated with the phrase above, that’s your story. And there’s nothing wrong with it, but! there will be no magic solution for shifting. Or a magic method. Or a person like me giving you advice, that can make you shift without you changing your assumptions first.

“But I don’t want to reprogram my mind! It doesn’t work for me. I don’t want to do robotic affirming 24/7, I want results now!” 

I know, right? It’s annoying having to do these 100-step methods, and drink charged water, and have to beg the universe for your desire, and loop affirmations in your mind that directly contradict what you’re experiencing in the 3D.

“Oh ignore the 3D, the 4D is your only real imagination!” they say, as you sit there, clutching your phone, rocking back and forth in bed, repeating affirmations you don’t resonate with while dreaming of being railed by your S/O.

Believe me, I've been there, wondering what the hell was wrong with me. I asked myself why couldn't these basic steps that worked for everyone else work for me. I blamed myself for not trying hard enough, for being lazy, for inconsistent. When all that time, the answer was me. I needed to manifest/shift in a way that felt good for me.

Just remember, the law of assumption isn't complicated, and the way you apply it is not one-size-fits-all. Reprogramming the mind through continuous repetition and affirmation works, and if that resonates with you or feels effective, you should absolutely go for it.

However, at its core, you don’t inherently need to reprogram your mind. It’s as simple as assuming your mind has already been reprogrammed and watching it unfold before your eyes. You do what feels right to you.

For example, if person A does better with visualization and listening to music, why on earth are they affirming and listening to subliminals?

If person B feels better scripting in a notebook, why the hell are they reprogramming their mind?

If person C feels good reprogramming their mind, why are they taking the simple route?

Funny, isn't it? Which is why if you've read all of this so far, and you have not resonated with it, just click away. Go find another post or advice that feels true to you. The words I'm writing right now are not universal, they're not the absolute truth. That's the beauty of the law of assumption. Whatever you believe to be true, becomes true.

I didn’t feel good with the affirmations “I’m already in my DR” and “I already shifted.” Do they work, are they true? Yup, but I didn’t feel good ignoring the 3D, even when I knew the 4D was the true reality. So I swapped them for affirmations like "I'm shifting to my DR", “I’m going to shift to my DR”, swapping things like “I already shifted” to “I’m shifting” because those are the kinds of affirmations my brain loves. 

I've heard a silly bit of misinfo that these affirmations stating future events put you in an infinite loop, and that they don’t make you achieve your desire. That’s not true? At all? Makes me laugh, really. Because here I am, “master shifter” or whatever name people give it in this reality, shifting as much as I want to wherever I want with these types of affirmations.

Yet here I see every day on the internet, people implanting stubborn little rules and regulations to a practice that has been done for ages, a universal law that will work even when you don’t care for it to work. 

How I Shifted The First Time

The law of assumption is what made me shift in the end. Initially, I surprised myself at the beginning of my shifting journey because I shifted three months after starting it. I woke up one morning in my DR room, felt it was real, knew it was possible, but accidentally shifted back because it was too good to be true. 

What followed was a period of losing my mind; I shift back to my DR for a few seconds (mini-shifts), fully shifted to different rparallel ealities, and filled the hell out of shifting journals with my discoveries as I went along. But I never fully shifted to my DR and stayed there. I wanted to permashift. I was so focused on leaving my CR and going to my DR permanently, frustrated because I knew I could shift, knew how to in theory, but was stuck in this endless loop of assuming I couldn't make myself shift and had to rely on spontaneous shifts.

And then one night it clicked when I was reflecting on the law of assumption and reality shifting. I knew shifting was real. I knew I could shift. Everyone can shift. I had shifted before. I would continue to shift even if I gave up on shifting. I could shift that night if I wanted to. I could shift that night even if I didn't want to. I knew how to shift. And so do you.

These are all assumptions I went to sleep with in mind, laying there, feeling like an idiot as it all clicked for me. 

If there was no doubt in my mind that I could shift that night, why wouldn’t I be able to shift? 

What followed was an overwhelming sense of peace washing over me. I let go. What more was there to be done? I could shift. There was no crying or screaming that could make me shift more than I could right then. 

I laid there and started my process. Just like I mentioned earlier. I began counting from 1 - 100 on a continuous loop. With affirmations that I could shift, I knew how to shift , I could shift that night.

And then I reached hypnagogia, and began inducing the feeling of being in my DR, just like I mentioned earlier. That liminal space rabbit hole shortly followed. I could go anywhere I wanted then. I could lucid dream. I could astral project. I could slip into the void. I could shift, and I did. Just…letting go and inducing the feeling of being in my DR. Not the surroundings, not the 5 senses, no affirmations. Just knowing that I was in my Dr. 

It was peaceful. 

I was at ease. 

And then I was woken up by a violent crack of thunder because my dumbass scripted my DR wakeup scenario to be in the middle of spring, and it was raining -_- 

I woke up in my DR, fully grounded, fully there, pinching my skin purple because I couldn't believe I was looking out the window at my DR city.

I wish I could tell you that I remained cool, but I so didn’t. I sat in bed for a good 10 minutes, mouth agape, repeating “oohh fuck it’s real….ohhh my god it’s real…whaaat the hell.” 

And then I paced around my room panicking, giggling like an idiot, checking my DR phone because all my friends and DR life was on there as evidence, opening drawers, looking at myself in the mirror, and straight-up freaking out. 

What followed after that was incredible, something I lack the words to describe. I spent a few weeks in my DR before shifting back, spending a few weeks here and then shifting back–here, back, here, back and forth, spending more time in my DR then my CR to the point where I consider my DR my true reality, and this one as my “other” reality. 

I shifted back here in early December of last year, and I’m here now before I shift back permanently—meaning, I’ll shift there, and then the next time I shift will be to another DR or a waiting room somewhere in the multiverse. I’m taking a "break" so to speak and hanging out here until events I scripted in my DR start to happen, and my life changes (positively, all good things I assure). 

I’m not sure if the person or people who find this post will care, but my other reality was originally called my “Witch DR”, where, as the name suggests, I’m a witch :) But not the fun kind, with a broomstick, a cauldron, and a pet cat though 😂The kind where I have to be up early for work in the mornings, can’t keep a cat because the building I live in doesn’t allow it, and have more responsibilities there than I do in this reality. 

One thing I didn’t expect about shifting before I lived there the first time is that—it’s life. You will have good days. You will have bad days. You will fuck up. You will laugh so hard that soda comes out of your nose. You will cry more than you ever have. And the people you once saw on a TV screen are very real, and can be very annoying lol. I miss my DR friends dearly right now, but I can’t go poking around the internet for videos and pictures of them because it feels so weird. 

Gut feelings are strange. I use them as a compass in both realities whenever I have to manually flap the butterfly’s wings and take a route. I felt compelled to write this post, and I’m not sure why. But if what this post has the power to help one singular person and help them realize their power, I'll be beyond happy.

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(This gif of Lee Jung Jae with a baby is so cute♡(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)♡)

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Summary: In-ho, and Gi-hun if they had a family!

Plz Read: This is part one of the dad series! So, I'll be releasing two characters at a time. Next will be Thanos and Dae-ho!

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Hwang In-ho

୨୧ In-ho never saw himself as a father. What he did for a living was unsafe, and he was already pushing the limits by letting you break down his walls.

୨୧ He never understood how he got so lucky with you. He had always felt undeserving of love. But then you walked in, and everything changed. You made him feel worth something, like he belonged in this world.

୨୧ He was completely, utterly, irrevocably in love with you. And to be honest, it scared the shit out of him. You were perfect. Wherever you walked, flowers bloomed behind you. Wherever you went, the sun beamed down.

୨୧ So he never expected you to accept him for his faults. When he first told you the truth about his job, you were taken aback (obviously). But you could see he wasn't proud of what he did, you knew he felt ashamed telling you the truth. And after a long night of deep discussion, you accepted it.

୨୧ After all, In-ho and the 'frontman' were two different people. And who were you to judge when you had a dark past of your own. You both saw each other for who you were, not broken people, but people with broken pasts. And you were able to pick each other up, sealing the cracks with kisses and tender love you both so desperately needed.

୨୧ So when he proposed, he couldn't even ask the full question before you engulfed him in a hug. Peppering him in kisses and repeated, "Yeses", until you both were a crying mess on the floor. Happy tears, of course.

୨୧ In-ho knew he was going to marry you from the gecko, he had been carrying a ring in his pocket since your first date (okay Jim Halpert). But what he didn't know was that only three months later, you'd be handing him a small box. A single pregnancy test sitting inside, resting on top of the cutest baby onesie he'd ever seen.

୨୧ You were scared at his lack of a reaction, his body sitting still as he held the test between his fingers. So many questions were running through his mind, his hands becoming increasingly sweaty as he thought about how he could possibly keep you and the baby safe from his double life.

୨୧ But as he communicated this, you took his hands in your own, giving him the much-needed reassurance he craved. It took a few months for his nerves to fully calm down and be replaced by excitement. This was his second chance to have a family, and he was determined to make it perfect.

୨୧ During your pregnancy, you did not lift a finger. Hungry? Here comes an entire menu door-dashed to your doorstep. Tired? There you are cradled in In-ho's arms. Need to shower? In-ho is already lathering your hair in the bath, your back resting against his chest.

୨୧ While going through your third trimester, you often find yourself staring in the mirror. Missing how your body looked when you could see your own feet, hating how your stomach was adorned with stretch marks. But you could never let your thoughts get to you. Not when your husband is constantly on his knees, worshipping you like a goddess.

୨୧ Not only were you beautiful, but you were carrying In-ho's future. Those marks on your skin only reminded him of how very soon a mini him would be held in his arms.

୨୧ And on the day you gave birth, In-ho did not leave your side once. He made sure the doctors and nurses catered to your every request, making sure your voice was heard. And after twelve hours of labor, In-ho was finally able to hold his baby. All 7 pounds and 6 ounces.

୨୧ You wish you could freeze the moment. Making sure to take as many mental pictures as possible while In-ho cradles your son in his arms. During the first night, In-ho did not sleep a wink. Every sound, every coo, every breath, he was by your baby's side. Reaching down into the bassinet, your son's tiny hand wrapped around his finger, it was the perfect image.

୨୧ And in that moment, In-ho felt complete.

୨୧ I think it's obvious to say that he would be a very protective dad, especially when it came to strangers. No, you can't touch his baby without asking. No, you can't kiss his forehead, it's flu season. He always pushed the stroller, making sure to have one hand on you too. His love for you only grew stronger each day, you had given him a family, a purpose. You were at the center of his universe.

୨୧ "Appa, I'm scared." In-ho felt the tiny hand in his grasp pull him down, the small face of his son peering up at him with big brown eyes.

His backpack weighed more than him, and his black hair fell in front of his face as he looked at his father, "What if the other kids don't want to be my friend?"

In-ho gave a small laugh, kneeling in front of his son as he brushed the hair from his eyes, "Su-ho, you are the strongest boy I know. Anyone would be lucky to be your friend, you'll be okay kiddo."

He fixed Su-ho's shirt, straightening it up and brushing off his shoulders, "Will you be here when I get out?" The small voice caused him to smile, his son peering into the school with curiosity.

In-ho took a moment to look at him, his prominent dimples reflecting your own, "I'll be right here. Waiting with mama and your sister, okay?" Su-ho looked at his dad, a small smile evident on his lips as he ran into his arms.

He held him close, taking in the moment. Truth be told, he was scared too. Kindergarten meant he was growing up, and that terrified him, "Be good okay?"

Su-ho gave one last look before running into the school, giving a small wave as he disappeared into the sea of Hello Kitty backpacks and Sesame Street lunch boxes.

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Seong Gi-hun

୨୧ You were a blessing in Gi-hun's life. You helped him in more ways than one, giving him sanctuary and care after going through hell at the games. You were patient with him, giving him time to grieve the loss of his friends. And you were the sole reason he rekindled things with his daughter, making his ass board the plane instead of turning around.

୨୧ You were the best thing to have ever happened to him. You gave him a reason to live, a reason to fight instead of letting his past consume him. He spent many nights in your arms, your hand absentmindedly running through his hair while making idle chatter. You'd stay like that until you both fell asleep, the comfort of each other's presence engulfing you in a safe bubble.

୨୧ It was on the first anniversary of Sang-woos death when he realized it. You had spent the night panicked, driving through Seoul trying to find your boyfriend. His phone was shut off, and you immediately thought the worst.

୨୧ When you found him outside of a convenience store, a half-empty bottle of soju sitting in front of him, your first instinct was to tell him off. But you didn't. Instead, you sat in front of him without a word, pouring a shot of soju into the small plastic cup. He watched you, watched how you joined him without question, watched how you shared his pain.

୨୧ That's when he realized he was going to marry you.

୨୧ Your wedding was perfect. Though, even if you and Gi-hun eloped, it would've been perfect. Just as long as it was him you were saying, "I do" to in the end. You didn't have a honeymoon, opting for your late-night talks in the comfort of your own home.

୨୧ You actually brought up the topic of kids first. Which, Gi-hun brushed off almost immediately. He was so scared of ruining things with you like he did with his ex-wife.

୨୧ So after one drunken night and one missed pill, you found yourself alone on your bathroom floor, a positive test sitting on the sink. You couldn't tell Gi-hun. You just couldn't. And even though you wanted a baby, you knew he didn't. And you respected that. So when those two lines popped up, you felt the word beneath you begin to shake.

୨୧ You fell asleep on the bathroom floor, having spent the evening picking your brain with a way to break the news to your husband. When Gi-hun returned from work, not finding you in your usual spot by the TV, he grew concerned. He called out your name, which remained unanswered, so he tried the bathroom.

୨୧ When he opened the door, he immediately ran to your body, shaking you as you slowly woke up. He had completely missed the test on the counter. But when you finally got the courage to tell him, he stilled.

୨୧ Doubts ran through your mind, "This was it. Things are ruined now, and things will never be the same. You might as well move out-" but the sudden feeling of Gi-hun cradling you close snapped you back to your senses. He placed a hand on the back of your neck, cradling you close as he started to cry, "I know this wasn't planned, but I promise everything will be okay."

୨୧ But, things weren't okay. They were perfect.

୨୧ Every morning, Gi-hun would wake up with his arm protectively over your stomach, mindlessly tracing shapes. He opened every door for you (which he would do already), and always made sure you were comfortable.

୨୧ While walking home from a date during your second trimester, you suddenly resented the black heels that pinched your feet. Gi-hun told you not to wear them, but you insisted, cramming your feet into shoes two sizes too small.

୨୧ But, Gi-hun being the perfect man he is, kneeled down and began to unlace his shoes. A confused look was evident on your face as he slipped them off and turned his attention to your heels. He untied the strap and took them off, slipping his shoes onto your sore feet before cramming his own into the heels.

୨୧ A laugh escaped your lips as he struggled to stand, reaching your hand out to support him. He brushed it away though, insisting on showing you his model walk. Which he did, just terribly.

୨୧ During the third trimester of pregnancy, it is very common to start nesting. And you often had packages being dropped off on your doorstep. The thing is, it wasn't your name on the package. It was Gi-hun's.

୨୧ You had a high chance of preterm labor, and to counter that, your doctor put you on bed rest for the remainder of your pregnancy. Which bummed you out. You still had a whole nursery to finish decorating, clothes to order, and a crib to assemble. And if it wasn't for Gi-hun, it would have never gotten done.

୨୧ During your bed rest, you always found Gi-hun sitting on the couch, his nose buried in his iPad as he scoured through Amazon. But after hundreds and hundreds of packages later, you decided to put a child lock on the iPad, much to Gi-hun's demise.

୨୧ You had a daughter. A beautiful, healthy, baby girl who had your nose and Gi-hun's eyes. The second she was born, Gi-hun became a whole new man.

୨୧ It was like he unlocked a new level: 'Girl Dad'. Wherever he went, and whoever he met, he would show photos he'd taken of his daughter. Not only was his camera roll full of pictures, but he had filled his wallet with Polaroids as well.

୨୧ And as your daughter got older, Gi-hun knew the My Little Pony theme song by heart. Suddenly he didn't mind wearing princess dresses and tiaras, and glitter had become a staple in all his outfits. Girl dad Gi-hun was the best version of Gi-hun, in your opinion.

୨୧ He loved his little family.

୨୧ "Ohhh, so pretty!" The small toddler slowly walked down the stairs, careful to not trip over her dress. Her tiara was slightly too big, tilting as she bashfully spun around, showing off her princess dress.

She looked back up the stairs, the fairy wand held tightly in her hand, "Appa, your turn!" Your eyes peered up the stairs as your husband rounded the corner. A bright smile formed across your lips as you held back a laugh, covering your mouth while you watched your husband struggle down the stairs in his princess costume, "Mommy's laughing at me." He pointed to you, your daughter whipping around with her hands on her hips.

"Don't laugh! He looks pretty." She shakes her head with sass, waving her finger in emphasis. As you throw your hands up in defense, she turns back around to proudly clap as Gi-hun curtseys.

You whip out your phone, taking a picture as he fixes her tiara, "You're going to be late! The birthday party is in 15 minutes!" You hand Gi-hun a small gift bag while laughing as he flashes the plastic rings on his fingers.

"You laugh now but next time, this will be you." He motioned to his dress, whispering so your daughter wouldn't hear. You giggle before patting his butt and leaning against the doorframe as they walk down the porch, a content smile evident on your face.

You bring your hands up in front of your face, clicking your finger down as you take a mental picture.

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a/n: i have the fucking flu. but hey, i finally published this! yayayay. but yeah, this will be a series! i'll probs make a taglist. okie dokie love yall!

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