I Don’t Like This

not the time ik but smash

Caaaaapp 😔 she thinks I’m satan 😈

Well! 🤓 tell her you’re not! 👆

Ma’am 😃 I am not 🙅‍♂️ Satan 👹 my name is Buck 👍

Like okay yeah I might be in love with my bff BUT he was a RENTER like with are you talking about. Okay yes him not being in my life leaves a hole that is impossible to fill and I've been acting totally insane since he told me he was leaving AND he was silver star but uh, he's straight so ofc I can't be in love with him yk. And idk if I mentioned but he's a renter.

my favourite buddie moment changes day-to-day honestly. but one that always, always takes my breath away. that i think about so much. is that moment, post-tsunami. in buck's loft. where buck is struggling to understand why eddie would ever trust him to watch christopher again. because part of him is still there, in that water. frantically searching for chris, calling his name. thinking i lost him, i lost him, i lost him. and eddie just says. you saved him. and buck still fights him on it. but then eddie holds buck's shoulder and searches for him. in that water that buck's still wading through. seeks out buck's gaze until buck properly looks at him. and you can see the moment buck does. not via buck but via eddie's expression. because eddie's eyes say. there you are, i've got you, now hear this. and only then does he say "there's nobody in this world i trust with my son more than you" what the FUCK eddie diaz. it makes me ILL.

the reason i know bobby is not dead is because buck is pictured outside the casket. if bobby was dead we would not see buck either he would be in the casket with bobby. that’s it

the earthquake in season two being where their work partnership was forged and the earthquake in season eight being where their romantic partnership will be forged

One thing I’m NOT doing today is addressing those stills. I am VERY MUCH NOT doing that nuhuh not even as a joke Nono- not today Satan you cant get me here you piece of shit i got the power of lesbianism on my corner and 25 years of practiced denial bordering on delusion get the fuck away from me Satan I’m holding a broom and it’s soaked in holly water you better BACK OFF or I evaporate your demon ballsack in the name of Jesus I’ll start hissing do not test me-

tommy: you're living in eddie's house

buck: eddie's house??? ummm, eddie was a RENTER. yes he lived here for seven years and i've been coming here for just about as long. yes this place was already so much like home to me i was never really a guest. yes i've slept here multiple times and when i died and needed some respite this is where i found it: in eddie's home, on eddie's couch. yes this is where eddie set up the hildy i pranked him with (yes my credit score is shot to shit). yes i helped patch up this wall after eddie had a break down. yes i stayed here when eddie was recovering from his gunshot wound in hospital. yes i already had a key. yes i've set up my furntiure in the exact same was eddie did. but..................... eddie was a renter so like idk what ur on about next question

im loving how 911 is very, very blatantly paralleling buddie with the main established married couple each episode. chimney completely supporting and being there for maddie, buck doing the same thing for eddie. bobby joking about athena not reminding him about hen’s birthday, buck doing the same with eddie. whether it’s support or just lighthearted old married couple behaviour, they’re doing it. and it’s so obvious. it’s so so obvious.