Okay My Conspiracy Theory:

Istg if they kill Bobby you will see me on the news

Honestly at this point I'd just kill myself like that's straight up mean dude wtf

Terrible thought:

What if S9 is a repeat of S8? Fun and hope-inspiring A and B's just let down and full of doom.

eddie repaired his relationship with his son off screen. told his son he's moving off screen. got the news that bobby nash, his captain, his mentor, his narrative mirror, is dead off screen. but no tell me all about how I'm unreasonable and trying to give the other characters less screentime by having a fucking main be treated as a main

my favourite buddie moment changes day-to-day honestly. but one that always, always takes my breath away. that i think about so much. is that moment, post-tsunami. in buck's loft. where buck is struggling to understand why eddie would ever trust him to watch christopher again. because part of him is still there, in that water. frantically searching for chris, calling his name. thinking i lost him, i lost him, i lost him. and eddie just says. you saved him. and buck still fights him on it. but then eddie holds buck's shoulder and searches for him. in that water that buck's still wading through. seeks out buck's gaze until buck properly looks at him. and you can see the moment buck does. not via buck but via eddie's expression. because eddie's eyes say. there you are, i've got you, now hear this. and only then does he say "there's nobody in this world i trust with my son more than you" what the FUCK eddie diaz. it makes me ILL.

"So, Eddie pays the tab, we both run out to the parking lot, and there's a boot on my front tire". Thanks for including the detail that Eddie paid for their food or drinks. Oh this was a date. Wish we could've seen it. "We're not gonna make the game". That was the Lakers' game by the way. A romantic gift from Buck's ex-boyfriend for their 6 months anniversary. They're crazy for this.

the reason i know bobby is not dead is because buck is pictured outside the casket. if bobby was dead we would not see buck either he would be in the casket with bobby. that’s it

Coping HARD rn

Manifesting the funeral to be like this

Estate Executor: Thank you all for coming here today. We shall now read the last will and testament of Robert Wade Grant-Nash. He leaves all of his earthly property to his wife, Athena Grant, with the following exceptions:

I, Robert Grant-Nash, leave my father’s baseball glove to Harry Grant;

I, Robert Grant-Nash, leave my ice skating equipment, gear, and outfit & sequin repair gun to May Grant;

I, Robert Grant-Nash, leave my son Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley in the care of Edmundo Diaz, to have and to hold in sickness and in health, as long as you both shall live. Don’t make me come back down to knock some sense into the two of you.

Everyone: (Gasps)

Buck: what does that mean?

Maddie & Tommy (in unison): I knew it!

Eddie: How does he get to one-up my own will reveal???!

Bobby: (staggering through the door cover in Mud and Fresh Dirt): Don’t read the will! There’s some Gay stuff in there…

Everyone: Bobby????! You’re alive?

listen. LISTEN. no grave can hold my body down. ILL CRAWL HOME TO HER. bobby buried alive. are you listening.

Remember when the S6 finale aired and everyone jumped ship, but then eventually got back on (albeit reluctantly) for Season 7?

If this Bobby situation doesn't get rectified, I think that after this episode that everyone's gonna jump ship and NO ONE IS GONNA GET BACK ON.