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The Babadook (2014) Don’t let him in…

I just can't. I just can't. I just can't. I just can't. I just can't. I just can't. I can't. I can't.icant.icanticanticanticantICANT I CANT! I can not anymore, I don't want to be a prisoner anymore, i dont want to be in this flesh. I dont want to inherit the misery that is human. I want to crack my skull open like an egg and scramble the yolk. I want to stop the yelling in my head! I want the buzzing in my head to stop whispering how much of a failure i am, how terrible everything is! IM TIRED OF THE CONSTANT NOISE VIBRATING IN MY SKULL, THE CONSTANT THOUGHTS TO STOP. I WANT MY MIND TO STOP, JUST STOP. IM TIRED OF TAKING DRUGS AND DRINKING TO NUMB MYSELF. IM TIRED OF STRUGGLING, IM TIRED OF TRYING, IM TIRED OF DISAPPOINTING MYSELF BECAUSE THAT'S ALL I'VE EVER DONE SINCE I WAS YOUNG! Im just so tired. Im tired of dragging my demons with me everywhere i go. Im tired. Just let me sleep.

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Signs as Bohemian Rhapsody Lyrics

Aries - So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye?

Taurus - I’m just a poor boy, I need no sympathy, Because I’m easy come, easy go,

Gemini - Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me.

Cancer - Mama, life had just begun, But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away.

Leo - Too late, my time has come, Sent shivers down my spine, Body’s aching all the time.

Virgo - Goodbye, everybody, I’ve got to go, Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth.

Libra - So you think you can love me and leave me to die?

Scorpio - I don’t wanna die, I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all.

Sagittarius - Nothing really matters, Nothing really matters to me.

Capricorn - If I’m not back again this time tomorrow, Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters.

Aquarius - Open your eyes, Look up to the skies and see,

Pisces - Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?