Latest Posts by itgirlscout - Page 10

wanting to talk to people is so fucking embarrassing. literally hi it's me again I wanted to have a conversation with you because I think you're fun to talk to. oh god you can just fucking kill me if you want sorry

I would do some absolutely pathetic things for some reassurance and validation right now

If i dont [experience pathologically concerning sex act] within the next [arbitrary time period] im going to [federal agency watchphrase]

the bitch is not in fact back, the bitch is ✨severely depressed✨

i love when my partner is vocal. like yeah, the moans and grunts are amazing, but dirty talking?? telling me to take your cock?? whispering all the dirty things your thinking about? all the praising and commands?? why would you hold that back

anyway sorry for being weird and horny I don't plan on stopping though

me: I’m faking :(

also me: using us/we even b4 “I” thought I had DID, thinking of myself as “multiple” for many years before even knowing what DID was, doesn’t remember about 70% of my life, has greyed out “memories” for about 15% and emotional amnesia for the other 5%, has whole ass arguments with people in my head (“we should eat this” “no, we should eat that” “no, this”) again before even knowing what DID was, LITERALLY HAVING SOMEONE CONTROL THE BODY WHEN TRIGGERED AND KNOWING IT WASNT ME ???

me: .......but what if-

-samuel (host)

Outfit of the day?

I kinda suck at posing but here it is hahaha <3

Reblog if all your dignity and self respect disappears when your pussy gets wet.

"You're mine" thanks fuck me so hard I can't walk

me deleting my posts cuz my other personality saw it and didn't like it

I believe in soft booty rubs and kisses after a brutal ass fucking.

slow passionate deep strokes while your hands are around my neck and you’re threatening to squeeze harder if I don’t cum

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someone hate fuck me please. i promise ill be a pretty, drooling, limp little doll for you while your cock kisses my cervix and you completely destroy my pussy

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Undiagnosed systemhood is

Thinking you just have no sense of self, and that's why your "personality" keeps changing.

Feeling like you're watching someone else operate your body, with no idea how or why.

Having strange deja vu moments where you feel like you've done something, but you don't remember any specific details.

Feeling like years of your life weren't actually lived by you, but by someone else that still exists somewhere in you.

Saying things that you can't control or don't agree with and not being able to do anything to fix it.

Feeling like you don't belong in your body, like you aren't actually you.

I hate when DID is horrible and awful but also funny but you cant talk about it being awful because then you're attention seeking and you cant talk about the good times because then you're romanticizing a disorder and if you talk about it at all you're faking and AHHHHHHHHH

ARE WE ALLOWED TO JUST BE A PERSON ON THE INTERNET COPING FOR FUCKS SAKE

I like cvtting and watching myself bleed but the absolute disgust and self hatred afterwards makes me want to stop and recover at least for a little bit

some of you guys are freaks :/ *reblogs*

I have the kind of DID where people don't fully notice it beyond 'little' inconsistencies in my personality, religious expression, preferences, pain tolerance etc until I tell them I have DID

And then there's a pause (and sometimes an explanation of what DID is)

Followed by "oh my god, that makes so much sense"

if i'm not fronting, and you're not fronting, then who's driving this car?

coming out as a system is so awkward. like what do you say? “hey, i’m that twink from death note possessing the body of your best friend” ??????

My Mom had a very interesting way of describing the difference of fronting in a system. I was always taught the car analogy when it comes to explaining fronting: The driver’s seat is front, passenger is co-front, backseats of co-con and headspace, while the trunk is dormancy.

But my mom brought up a better one. If Co-Front can also control the body and stuff, that means they also have a wheel on their side of the vehicle. So Mom related it to a plane, with controls on both sides so both pilots get control of the plane. The staff is where the co-con are, first and second class seating is headspace in a sense, and where there is luggage, there is dormancy.

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made a box hope you guys like it. feel free to use just please credit if you do