"Teaching my son so cook so your daughters cooking won't impress him" teaching my son to do do laundry so he expects your daughter to iron his socks"
Teaching my daughter her worth so she never furnishes your crusty sons empty apartment.
Teaching my daughter to earn her own money so she can divorce your son and take his kids.
Teaching my daughter about consent so she will ruin your sons career.
The Free/Pro Palestine movement are nothing but a bunch of MAGA and GOP/Trump assholes enablers that have never given a shit about Democracy in this country or have never given a single FUCK about Palestinians.
Trump is out here seriously making plans to turn Gaza into a second City of Dubai for the wealthy. He's talking about ethnically cleansing Gaza and wanting to misplace many Palestinian people, even saying that he will use military force if he has to.
Yet I don't hear or see any massive protests or outrage from these so-called Pro Palestine "ActiviSts" and so-called Free Palestine student protesters on Trump and on his heinous horrid administration actions against the very people they claim and pretend to care about.
Yet they called President Biden " Genocide Joe" and has called Kamala a " Genocide lover " and all other terrible insults and just straight up racist and anti-black misogynoir comments about her.
Yet I don't hear anything on Trump from these useless pieces of shit rat-fuckers.
Fuck every single Pro and Free Palestine idiot fake activist who wouldn't know true legit real activism if it bite them in their assses.
⸝⸝ ⋮ "why haven't I shifted yet?"
⸝⸝ ⋮ "I did everything right ,, didn't I ?"
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Maybe you haven’t shifted yet because you’re standing at the threshold, pounding on the door like it owes you something, so loud and desperate you can’t hear the soft click of the lock unlatching on its own. Sometimes we want something so badly that we strangle it — clutching it like a lifeline, knuckles pale, breath tight, thinking that if we just try harder, it’ll finally give. But shifting isn’t a stubborn jar lid. It’s a dream, and dreams don’t bloom under pressure — they open like petals in stillness.
It’s like trying to catch a snowflake with fire in your hands. The more you reach, the quicker it melts. You wouldn’t scream at the ocean to make a wave crash faster. You just wait, feet buried in the sand, while the tide inches in, closer and closer, until it kisses your toes without asking.
I know you feel like you’ve done everything. You’ve whispered affirmations like secrets into the night, folded your limbs like origami, held visions in your mind until your imagination became see-through. You’ve felt it: that one fragile moment of almost, where your soul swore this is it, just before it slipped back into the dark.
But that wasn’t failure. That was foreshadowing. That was the universe warming up, clearing its throat before the crescendo. You’re not lost. You’re tuning yourself, like a radio just shy of the right station — static humming, music just behind the veil. You’re so close the air is humming with it.
And maybe — just maybe — you’re too awake to shift. Not your body, but your awareness. Like you’re peeking through your fingers at the miracle, too alert, too ready, as if you’re trying to trap magic in a jar. But magic hates being watched. It sneaks in through the cracks when you’re laughing too hard to care. It’s the song that plays when you stop trying to remember the lyrics. It’s the dream that comes back only after you stop chasing it down the hallway of your mind.
Let go.
Melt a little.
Forget the steps and let your heartbeat be the ritual.
And then there’s doubt — the quiet saboteur. Not a villain with fangs, but a whisper wearing your voice, curling up beside you and murmuring things like “maybe it’s not real,” or “maybe it’s not for me.” It doesn't shout. It sighs. But that doubt? It’s proof you care. You ache for this so much, your mind spins storms just trying to protect you from disappointment. But you're not being punished. You're not unworthy. You're just standing on the edge of the pool, toes curled over the ledge, learning how to trust the fall — learning that sometimes the water catches you even when you close your eyes.
You’re not behind.
You’re not broken.
This isn’t a failure. It’s a slow becoming. It’s scaffolding for a bridge you haven’t crossed yet, but one day, you’ll look back and realize you’ve been building it the whole time.
And the wildest part? So many people shift the moment they give up — not in despair, but in surrender. They drop the script, unclench their hands, exhale all the wanting — and then, like a secret handshake, the wind changes. The universe, cheeky thing that it is, was just waiting to see if you’d soften. If you’d open your palms.
Because sometimes the door doesn’t open when you demand. It opens when you become quiet enough to hear the hinge move.
Maybe the answer isn’t more doing. Maybe it’s undoing. Maybe you don’t need to become the version of yourself who shifts — maybe you already are. Maybe the only thing left is to remember. You’ve been turning the key, every night, in your sleep. Whisper by whisper. Breath by breath.
And one night — without fanfare — it’ll click.
And when it does, you’ll realize: You weren’t waiting for the shift. The shift was waiting for you.
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Vedic Observations #3
✶⋆.˚ Rohini, Mrigashira, Ashlesha, and Uttara Bhadrapada are very prominent in dancers. They tend to be flexible, fluidity, and hypnotizing type of dancers and I've also noticed that a lot of them can do flips and tricks. It all makes sense since they're all connected to snakes. 🐍
✶⋆.˚ I absolutely love and adore Bharani women so damn much, they're so motherly and protective! My mother is a Bharani Sun and she's highly respected by those close to her and people, even men tried to get with her including past partners. Tifa Lockhart from Final Fantasy VII a Bharani Sun, is a prime example of what I'm talking about. (She's my favorite character and to my mom too!)
✶⋆.˚ The nakshatras that's the most sexualized in society and in the world are Rohini, Bharani, Ashlesha, Purva Phalguni, and Purva Ashadha. The opposite sex tends be obsessed or lust over their looks, body, and appeal. For example Lugi Mangione whose a Bharani Sun and Purva Phalguni moon is accused of shooting the CEO of UnitedHealthcare has been going viral since 2024 because of his attractiveness and several of Luigi's fans are even going as far to leak his nudes.
✶⋆.˚ When it comes to Martial Arts, you'll mostly see a lot of Martial Artists have Krittika, Rohini, Ardra, Pushya, Ashlesha, Vishakha, Anuradha, Jyestha, Mula, Shatabhisha, and Purva Bhadrapada in their big three.
✶⋆.˚ I calculated the birth charts of 24 popular fashion designers and the four nakshatras that tied 1st for Sun, Moon, and Ascendant was Shatabhisha, Rohini, Ashlesha, and Bharani.
✶⋆.˚ Chitras are candidly one of the most fashionable nakshatras out of the bunch. They're very good at detail and knows what goes together or not. It's not surprising that a ton of fashion designers have Chitra in the three, big six, along with Rahu and Ketu. These are the kings and queens of designing.
✶⋆.˚ Dhanistha natives are not only famous but also trendsetters too! Even after their death they still remain memorable and talked about all around the world, *ahem* Marilyn Monroe a Dhanistha moon. They really are iconic stars and beauties, Dhanistha men and women are the definition of walking celebrities even if they're regular people others will see them as someone to be admired.
✶⋆.˚ Rohini is the epitome of beauty and magnetism. This is truly one captivating star, these natives are so beautiful and effortlessly seductive. They naturally attract attention from everyone and have people simping over them all the time. Rohinis are always chosen for things and tend to be exceptionally popular among masses for their sex appeal, charm, and enchanting looks. (Also Spellbinding Eyes! 👀✨️)
✶⋆.˚ Moon ruled nakshatras (Rohini, Hasta, and Shravana) posses a natural talent in gathering everyone together just like the Moon itself, it's mesmerizing glow attracts billions with ease. Millions of individuals easily looks up and admires them to a large amount that it can cause cult like followings, they have a massive influence over the masses and this can lead to big time fame.
When I shifted for the first time, I wasn't doing anything special.
I didn't embody my Dr self, I didn't affirm throughout the day, I didn't pretend to be somewhere I was not. I didn't visualize, I didn't script, I didn't even set an intention.
I put on a subliminal, took a nap, and woke up in a different reality.
I'm not saying this to tell you to stop everything you're doing, I'm not saying your methods are wrong or your reality checks are an overkill... I'm only saying this because I too have tried literally everything under the sun for years before I shifted and all it took was a nap.
Shifting is a simple or as complicated as you want it to be. If you assume that you don't have to do anything to shift, and you hold that assumption near and dear to your heart, you will shift without doing anything. The funny thing is that at the time I didn't even have that assumption, but every time I shifted after that I wasn't doing anything special. Yes my shifts have not lasted as long as the first one yet, but the point is:
I shifted.
And so will you.
And lastly, I would like to share with you this beautiful success story that I got under my subliminal yesterday:
Happy shifting ❤️
The social attitude regarding age is consistently getting weirder. You’re not ‘pushing 30’ you’re just in your late 20s. 30 is not old and neither is 40 while I’m at it. Growing older is an enormous privilege and displaying that age is a gorgeous component of life. Spending your days trying to reverse that grace breeds an eternally wasted life.
In English we say "I can't make eye contact". But in Urdu, we say:
"Unki nazron ka rukh aaj meri taraf hai,
Aaj meri palkon ne uthne se inkaar kar diya hai".
journaling, y’all, JOURNALING.
i’ll never shut up about it, i can literally feel my mindset shifting for the better, day by day.
when ppl said to write your goals (affirmations & desires) down on paper, they weren’t kidding, ‘cause why is my mindset changing for the better so rapidly??
my mindset, thinking and emotional state is excelling, and it’s only been a week.
I’m really a Magha native cause if there is something that somebody is trying to compete with me or they want me to fight for, I will simply let them have it LMAO
I do not believe the things I want and that want me would have me out here going to war for it. It feels so low quality and creates a scarcity mindset where I don’t want that energy near me AT ALL. I will simply leave lol
astro observations about uranus in 9th house
-> like to question thoughts and philosophies
-> they have their own way of dealing with foreign languages, they usually mix languages and have ease with more than one language
-> mental freedom
-> they tend to prefer to keep their mind open to change positions
-> they don't believe in thoughts only based on warm defenses, which have no rationality
-> they don't feel the need to belong to something
-> they may feel misunderstood when it comes to beliefs and ideologies
-> open mind
-> tolerant
-> they can't handle people with a conservative mind
-> unique way of thinking, of seeing the world
-> quite spiritual, but not in a devout way
-> they may be interested in studies on genres, diversities
-> tendency to like to understand politics and how governments work
-> search for social justice
-> they are always learning
-> the person is interested in many things, but finds it difficult to keep studying the same subject need to take breaks
-> mind that likes to be stimulated especially by new subjects
> the person abruptly changes worldview with a certain frequency during life.
-> the person wonders about points in life that people don't normally ask about
-> modern views that can shock their family.
❌ afflicted:
-> utopian visions
-> intolerant
-> serious issues with authority figures
-> disinterest in higher education
-> fixed worldviews
-> loneliness
-> search for social justice in extreme and contradictory ways