Read This If You're Confused About Persistence, If You've Been Affirming For Months And Nothing's Shown

Love the word "also". I have more things to say

"Teaching my son so cook so your daughters cooking won't impress him" teaching my son to do do laundry so he expects your daughter to iron his socks"

Teaching my daughter her worth so she never furnishes your crusty sons empty apartment.

Teaching my daughter to earn her own money so she can divorce your son and take his kids.

Teaching my daughter about consent so she will ruin your sons career.

the hardest pill to swallow . . if you don’t assume, it won’t work

this isn’t tough love. this isn’t a scolding. this is just the mechanics of reality. this isn’t about blame. it’s not your fault, but it is your responsibility (i saw this quote somewhere and i really liked it, anyway). reality is malleable, but only if you stop acting like you’re at its mercy. stop waiting for permission. stop refreshing the page, stop tapping the glass. it’s done. act accordingly.

consider your brain an old, glitchy computer, whirring in the corner of your psyche, choking on its own outdated code. your subconscious doesn’t know what’s real versus imagined, it only knows the instructions you give it. and if those instructions are “this isn’t happening, i don’t see it, i don’t believe it,” well, congratulations, the system registers that as the blueprint. and it prints that out. over and over. like a bureaucratic nightmare, a kafka novel of your own making.

this is not to say that doubt is failure, doubt is human, doubt is a thrum in the background of any great creation. but if doubt is the occasional rainstorm, belief is the structural integrity of the house. belief holds. belief carries. belief is the scaffolding between you and the impossible, and without it, you are just standing in an empty field, waiting for architecture to spontaneously occur.

there’s a reason schrodinger’s cat remains the most infuriating hypothetical in quantum mechanics, because the cat is both alive and dead until you open the box. the observer collapses the wave function. and in this case, you are the observer. if you don’t believe it, you keep the box shut. if you do believe it, the universe is already rearranging itself around your conviction.

this is not new-age drivel. this is not a vision board with a quote about perseverance peeling off in the humidity. this is physics. have you ever thought about someone, and then they text you five minutes later? that’s the speed at which reality moves when you don’t get in your own way. you didn’t sit there clutching your skull, willing them into existence, you just assumed, with ease, with god-tier nonchalance. and because you weren’t scrutinising the timeline like a detective with a corkboard and red string and bloodied eyes, the message came through. the only thing standing between you and everything you want is the way you react to its absence. the hand-wringing, the despair, the creeping doubt, it’s a full-time job, and it pays in absolutely nothing.

which brings me to my next point: trying. trying is the problem. trying implies effort, and effort implies resistance, and resistance is another way of saying “i don’t actually believe i have this.” and you know what people do when they have things? they stop worrying about whether they have them. a person in possession of an apple does not pace the room, clutching their chest, whimpering, “but do i really have it?” they just eat the apple.

and before you say, “but look at my reality, it’s contradicting me,” i will say this once, and you must etch it into your mind like scripture: reality is old news. what you are seeing is just a delayed projection of past assumptions. do not react to it. do not engage with it. it is a rerun of a show you no longer care about. the moment you stop feeding into the contradictions, they wither. the moment you accept that what you want is already done, reality will course-correct. until then, it is an echo chamber of your previous doubts. ignore it like it’s a tabloid headline about a scandal that never actually happened.

flip the switch. decide, assume, move forward. no more “manifesting,” no more “waiting.” you don’t wait for what’s already yours. you don’t question a chair’s ability to hold you up before sitting down. you don’t send a letter and then agonise over whether the mail system still exists. you assume. you know. and so it is.

and before the panic sets in, no, this does not mean you must be a perfect disciple of unwavering belief. doubt will creep in, as it always does. you will have moments of existential dread, of scrutinising, of muttering “but what if” into your hands at 2 a.m. this is fine. this is human. just don’t let it become the dominant narrative. there will be moments where you feel like you're nowhere, like your manifestations have abandoned you and you're left with nothing but the weight of your own effort. do not, under any circumstances, entertain this lie. i will personally resurrect the fear of god just to drill this into you: do not. what you do instead is cry a little, wipe your face, and then lock the fuck in, because i swear on everything, sometimes, all it takes is a stretch of nothing to summon an abundance of everything. let the doubt pass through like an intrusive thought you refuse to entertain, like a pigeon that landed in your cafe but is not, in fact, your problem.

maybe this reminds you of when the soviets tried to scientifically disprove intuition, only to realise they had unintentionally proved it instead. maybe this reminds you of every ghost story you’ve ever heard, how the only ones who see them are the ones who expect to.

anyways. it’s all already happening. your only job is to get out of the way.

𝓥𝓮𝓭𝓲𝓬 𝓞𝓫𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼 #2 (18+ Warning)

ᴬˡˡ ᵗʰʳᵉᵉ ᴹᵃʳˢ ⁿᵃᵏˢʰᵃᵗʳᵃˢ ᵃʳᵉ ᵃᵍᵍʳᵉˢˢⁱᵛᵉ ⁱⁿ ᵈⁱᶠᶠᵉʳᵉⁿᵗ ʷᵃʸˢ ⁻ ᴰʰᵃⁿⁱˢʰᵗʰᵃ ⁱˢ ᵃᵍᵍʳᵉˢˢⁱᵛᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵐᵒᵛᵉ ⁱⁿ ˡⁱᶠᵉ, ᶜʰⁱᵗʳᵃ ⁱˢ ᵃᵍᵍʳᵉˢˢⁱᵛᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᶠˡᵃᵘⁿᵗ ᵗʰᵉⁱʳ ᵃˢˢᵉᵗˢ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᴹʳⁱᵍᵃˢʰⁱʳˢʰᵃ ⁱˢ ᵃᵍᵍʳᵉˢˢⁱᵛᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵃᵗᵗᵃⁱⁿ ᵏⁿᵒʷˡᵉᵈᵍᵉ. ᶜʰⁱᵗʳᵃ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴹʳⁱᵍᵃˢʰⁱʳˢʰᵃ ᵃʳᵉ ᴹʳⁱᵈᵘ ˢᵒ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵃʳᵉ ᵍᵉⁿᵉʳᵃˡˡʸ ᵍᵉⁿᵗˡᵉ ᵇʸ ⁿᵃᵗᵘʳᵉ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵃʳᵉ ᵃᵍᵍʳᵉˢˢⁱᵛᵉ ⁱⁿ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ʷᵃʸˢ.

ᴰʰᵃⁿⁱˢʰᵗʰᵃ ⁱˢ ʳᵘˡᵉᵈ ᵇʸ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵉᵐᵃˡᵉ ˡⁱᵒⁿ ˢᵒ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵃʳᵉ ᵒᶠᵗᵉⁿ ᵖᵘʳˢᵘⁱⁿᵍ ˡᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ⁻ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵖᵒˢⁱᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ, ᶜʰⁱᵗʳᵃ ⁱˢ ʳᵘˡᵉᵈ ᵇʸ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵉᵐᵃˡᵉ ᵗⁱᵍᵉʳ ˢᵒ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵃʳᵉ ᵒᵘᵗʷᵃʳᵈˡʸ ᶠⁱᵉʳᶜᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵗᵒ ˢʰᵒʷ ᵒᶠᶠ ʷʰⁱˡᵉ ᴹʳⁱᵍᵃˢʰⁱʳˢʰᵃ ⁱˢ ʳᵘˡᵉᵈ ᵇʸ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵉᵐᵃˡᵉ ˢᵉʳᵖᵉⁿᵗ ˢᵒ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵃʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒˢᵗ ˢᵘᵇᵗˡᵉ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵗʷᵒ. ᴾᵘʳˢᵘⁱᵗ ⁱˢ ᵃ ᵐᵃⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉᵐᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᴹᵃʳˢ ⁿᵃᵏˢʰᵃᵗʳᵃˢ.

ᴬˡˡ ᴹᵉʳᶜᵘʳʸ ᴺᵃᵏˢʰᵃᵗʳᵃˢ ᵍᵉⁿᵉʳᵃˡˡʸ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵖᵉᵗⁱᵗᵉ ᶠᵉᵃᵗᵘʳᵉˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃ ˢˡⁱᵐ ᵇᵘⁱˡᵈ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉⁱʳ ʸᵒⁿⁱ ᵃⁿⁱᵐᵃˡˢ ⁱˢ ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵈⁱᶠᶠᵉʳ ⁱⁿᵈⁱᵛⁱᵈᵘᵃˡˡʸ.

ᴬˢʰˡᵉˢʰᵃ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ˢᵐᵃˡˡ ᵃˡᵐᵒⁿᵈ ˢʰᵃᵖᵉᵈ ᵉʸᵉˢ, ᵃ ˢˡⁱᵐ ⁿᵒˢᵉ, ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵐᵃˡˡ ˡⁱᵖˢ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵃ ᶜᵃᵗ ⁽ᴱˣ: ᴮʳᵃⁿᵈʸ ᴺᵒʳʷᵒᵒᵈ⁾

ᴶʸᵉˢᵗʰᵃ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵈᵒᵉ ᵉʸᵉˢ, ʰⁱᵍʰ ᶜʰᵉᵉᵏᵇᵒⁿᵉˢ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃ ˢˡⁱᵐ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵐᵃˡˡ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵃ ᵈᵉᵉʳ ⁽ᴱˣ: ᶠᴷᴬ ᵀʷⁱᵍˢ⁾

ᴿᵉᵛᵃᵗⁱ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵇᵉᵃᵈʸ ᵉʸᵉˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵃʳᵉ ᶠᵃⁱʳˡʸ ʷⁱᵈᵉ⁻ˢᵉᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵃˢ ᵗʰᵉ ʳᵒᵘⁿᵈᵉˢᵗ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵗʷᵒ ᴺᵃᵏˢʰᵃᵗʳᵃˢ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵉˡᵉᵖʰᵃⁿᵗ ⁽ᴱˣ: ᴿʸᵃⁿ ᴰᵉˢᵗⁱⁿʸ⁾

(18+ Warning)

ᴿᵒʰⁱⁿⁱ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴹʳⁱᵍᵃˢʰⁱʳˢʰᵃ ᵃʳᵉ ᵖʳᵒᵇᵃᵇˡʸ ⁱⁿᵗᵒ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵈᵉᵃˡˢ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʳᵉˢᵗʳⁱᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿ ⁽ᵇᵒⁿᵈᵃᵍᵉ, ʰᵃⁿᵈᶜᵘᶠᶠˢ, ˢⁱˡᵏ ᵇˡⁱⁿᵈᶠᵒˡᵈˢ, ᵉᵗᶜ.⁾

ᴷʳⁱᵗᵗⁱᵏᵃ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴾᵘˢʰʸᵃ ᵃʳᵉ ⁿᵒᵗᵒʳⁱᵒᵘˢ ᶠᵒʳ ˡᵉᵃᵛⁱⁿᵍ ᵐᵃʳᵏˢ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉⁱʳ ᵖᵃʳᵗⁿᵉʳˢ ⁽ᵇⁱᵗⁱⁿᵍ, ˢᶜʳᵃᵗᶜʰⁱⁿᵍ, ˡᵉᵃᵛⁱⁿᵍ ʰⁱᶜᵏᵉʸˢ⁾. ᴷʳⁱᵗᵗⁱᵏᵃ ⁱˢ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ˡⁱᵏᵉˡʸ ᵗᵒ ᵈᵒ ᵗʰⁱˢ ʷʰⁱˡᵉ ᴾᵘˢʰʸᵃ ⁱˢ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ˡⁱᵏᵉˡʸ ᵗᵒ ᵉⁿʲᵒʸ ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ ᵐᵃʳᵏᵉᵈ.

ᴰᵉᵉʳ ʸᵒⁿⁱˢ ⁽ᴬⁿᵘʳᵃᵈʰᵃ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴶʸᵉˢᵗʰᵃ⁾ ᵃʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒˢᵗ ˢᵉˣᵘᵃˡˡʸ ᵉⁿᵗⁱᶜⁱⁿᵍ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵖʳᵒᵇᵃᵇˡʸ ᵉⁿʲᵒʸ "ᵗʰᵉ ᶜʰᵃˢᵉ" ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵗʰᵃⁿ ᵃⁿʸ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ⁿᵃᵏˢʰᵃᵗʳᵃ, ᵉˢᵖᵉᶜⁱᵃˡˡʸ ⁱⁿ ᵇᵉᵈ.

ᴴᴼᴺᴼᴿᴬᴿʸ ᴹᴱᴺᵀᴵᴼᴺ: ᴹʳⁱᵍᵃˢʰⁱʳˢʰᵃ

ᵀⁱᵍᵉʳ ʸᵒⁿⁱ ᵐᵉⁿ ⁽ᶜʰⁱᵗʳᵃ ᵃⁿᵈ ⱽⁱˢʰᵃᵏᵃ⁾ ᵃʳᵉ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ˡⁱᵏᵉˡʸ ᵗᵒ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵃ ᵖʳᵃⁱˢᵉ ᵏⁱⁿᵏ, ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵉᵃᵈ ⁱⁿ ᵇᵉᵈ, ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵐᵃˢˢⁱᵛᵉ ᵉᵍᵒˢ.

ᴹᵒⁿᵏᵉʸ ʸᵒⁿⁱˢ ⁽ᴾᵘʳᵛᵃ ᴬˢʰᵃᵈʰᵃ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢʰʳᵃᵛᵃⁿᵃ⁾ ᵃʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒˢᵗ ˢᵉˣᵘᵃˡˡʸ ᵛᵉʳˢᵃᵗⁱˡᵉ ⁱⁿ ᵇᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃʳᵉ ᵐᵒˢᵗ ˡⁱᵏᵉˡʸ ᵗᵒ ᵗʳʸ ᵐᵃⁿʸ ᵈⁱᶠᶠᵉʳᵉⁿᵗ ᵗʸᵖᵉˢ ᵒᶠ ᵖᵒˢⁱᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ.

ᴬˢʰˡᵉˢʰᵃ ˡⁱᵏᵉˢ ᵗᵒ ᶜʰᵒᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉⁱʳ ᵖᵃʳᵗⁿᵉʳ ᵈᵘʳⁱⁿᵍ ˢᵉˣ ʷʰⁱˡᵉ ᴾᵘⁿᵃʳᵛᵃˢᵘ ˡⁱᵏᵉˢ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᶜʰᵒᵏᵉᵈ.

ᴴᵒʳˢᵉ ʸᵒⁿⁱˢ ⁽ˢʰᵃᵗᵃᵇʰⁱˢʰᵃ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴬˢʰʷⁱⁿⁱ⁾ ᶜᵒᵐᵉˢ ᵒᶠᶠ ᵃˢ ᵃˢᵉˣᵘᵃˡ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉʸ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʳⁱᵈⁱⁿᵍ ᵖᵒˢⁱᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ.

(I could totally do an entire post on the sexual nature and instincts of the yoni animals if y'all want that)

THIS S Q U I S H Y BABY😍😍😍

IT JUST CAME OUT OF NOWHERE!! 😵‍💫🤯⚡️💫👀URANUS THROUGH THE HOUSES (PT 2)

NOTE: WHILE I AM NOT A PROFESSIONAL ASTROLOGER, I LOVE ASTROLOGY & ITS ASPECTS. PLEASE DO NOT REPOST OR STEAL MY WORK!!

tw: mentions of death.

- Hey yall!!

- I hope everyone has had a great holiday weekend! I am gonna finish up how the planet Uranus manifests in 7H-12H. Thank you to all with the love on the first part of this series! I am going to link it at the bottom of this post if you are looking for it. Without further ado, let's get into it!!

Uranus in the 7H:

This is a frustrating placement to have if you love being in relationships as Uranus represents splits. 💀😒 And then don't get me started on Uranus' unpredictable energy. 💀🥴

This native also may like to date individuals who may come off as "weird" or "eccentric." ❓They may also like to date individuals that share the same goals as them and that they can achieve these goals with. [Uranus rules Aquarius which rules the 11th house--wishes and goals]. This can be a friends to lovers kind of trope with this placement. 😁➡️💘 This can also apply to the Uranus in the 5th [the house of romance]. 💘

This placement may like alot of freedom and independence in their relationships [whether romantic or platonic].

They may have some unexpected enemies [7H--open enemies]. 😵‍💫🤦🏾‍♀️

This native may rather be detached from some friendships and partnerships because they don't like it when others try to change them. So if you are friends with someone with this placement, you either like them or leave them. 🙅🏾‍♀️ Of course this is modified by other aspects in the chart.

This native may not like the concept of marriage. 💍 This goes back to the 3rd bullet point. It's not the fact that they are incapable of commitment, but they understand [as we all] that marriage is binding and feelings and things in life change, especially Uranus. ⚡️ Sometimes with this placement it may just be the fear of knowing that something out the blue is gonna change the direction of the relationship. 😬

Uranus in the 8H:

This native may be very interested in the occult or any spiritual topics that society may see as taboo. 🧙🏾‍♀️

Very possible that this placement may not care about death. ☠️⚰️ Death is a scary concept due to how permanent it is, but this native may not share that same sentiment. They understand that this is a thing that will happen eventually, so what is the use of being afraid of it? 😴 Just live your life in the fullest way possible.

May get some unexpected money from others or places. 💰 Also may unexpectedly owe money to others or places. Just make sure you have your ducks in a row with this placement. 🦆🦆🦆🦆

Very possible that this placement may go through something unexpected that will cause a massive emotional transformation for them. 🌪

May not care for sex. It's probably just not that serious to them. 🤷🏾‍♀️

This native may like progressive, humanitarian movements that are going to spark a deep change within our society. And sometimes that is in the form of doing things the hard way. Think of the scene from Bird Box in which people were trying to force people's eyes open. It's just that with this placement progression has to come from admitting and confronting all the wrongs and darkness's that goes on behind the scenes so we can start anew on an honest front. This is possibly why Uranus is exalted in the sign of Scorpio. 🦂♏️

Uranus in the 9H:

May like to study independently, therefore they may not enjoy the thought of going to college. 🏫 Also possible that this native may have dropped out due to unexpected circumstances.

^Yet, if they do decide to go to college, this native may like to major in STEM [just an example]. 💻 They may also go into college to major in law or political science. 👩🏾‍⚖️ My personal opinion on this is that this native may go into these majors with a goal of changing the notion of politics or tech, and actually wanting to make change happen instead of doing it for glory. 9H does represent morality and righteousness after all.

This native may have a philosophy or morality that society may question due to the unfamiliarity of it. Yet, again Uranus is the planet of progressivism and advancement, so don't worry if alot of people don't get you and your beliefs, Uranus in the 9th. ☺️

This native may be irreligious. 🛐 🚫

They may also like to rebel against the laws that are crafted in their society.

If your Uranus in the 9th is harshly aspected [squares, oppositions, even conjunctions] please take more diligence when you travel aboard. ✈️ Also be mindful of what you are doing while aboard. It is also possible that this native may have to unexpectedly take flights aboard for whatever reason. Also may abruptly move overseas as well. 🌊

Uranus in the 10H:

This native may have a "peculiar" reputation. Very Aquarian in nature. May have a reputation of always wanting to help the people, yet a very detached individual themselves. They can have this "lone wolf" aura about their reputation. 🐺

This native may have a career in tech, astrology, or any career that will give them great independence and freedom. 👩🏾‍💻♒️

This native may see alot of unexpected changes with their career path. This native may also have either an unpredictable or detached relationships with their elders or bosses. Or may rebel heavily against bosses, which is probably why 9-5s may not work well for them LMAO! 🤣🤣🤣

May achieve fame [remember that Uranus is ruled by Aqua. The Leo-Aquarius axis involves fame], unexpectedly. 🤩🥳

^May also be famous for the people that they associate with.

Uranus in the 11H:

Uranus is comfortable in this house. The native may enjoy being a social individual, yet may also face some unexpected changes in their friend group.

Could have a friend group of like-minded individuals. These friends are also willing to give this native the space and freedom they need. 👯‍♀️👯👯‍♂️

This native may have goals and wishes that will benefit the greater good rather than themselves. They may feel like it's no point in always trying to achieve something for their own sake when they can do it for society's sake.

^To add onto this point, they may even want to achieve these goals with others and it may be best if they do this. The 11H represents gains & groups. Since Uranus is the planet of progression, if this native ever wants to spark a social movement, it is highly possible [depending on the aspects] for them to do so & gain alot of support with it. May even get sponsored or endorsed alot while doing so. Getting paid to make a change? Sounds about right. Or if they don't want to make this happen with others, definitely can make this change online too. This is a social media influencer kind of placement. 🤳

This native doesn't mind stepping on the toes of traditional values and ideas held in society. This placement understands that society changes, so why can't ideas? Uranus is a quick planet so yall need to be quicker. 🤣🧐🤨

Uranus in the 12H:

Ah yes, this native will possibly face some unexpected, hidden enemies. As if the 12H isn't already enough to deal with. 🙄🤣

This is definitely a psychic placement. 👁 The 12H rules the subconscious, and Uranus is about being futuristic. So, if you have this placement you definitely may have a strong intuition/psychic abilities.

^ Yall may also be more prone to having premonitions. For anyone who doesn't know, premonitions are dreams but dreams that predict future events. Think of That's So Raven, but while sleeping. 💤🛌💭

This native may like to devote their ideas to their spirituality or serving the collective in very altruistic ways. They may want to make change in how people see the "fringes" of society. For example, a native with this placement may want to spark change in how we deal with prisoners [12th house] or advocate for prison reform. It also possible that they may want to make this change privately before being public about it.

^The native may even use spiritual ideas to push for some progression and change in society.

May like to be alone based on the ostracization they may have felt. 😔🥲

With this placement the native may want to join spiritual groups, but just be weary of the spiritual groups as the 12H is a hidden house [12th house--ruled by Neptune--illusions]. Don't want to mess around and join a cult. Also goes for the Uranus in the 8th house as well.

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I really love your insights on Jyeshtha nakshatra & I was wondering what your thoughts were on Jyestha ascendant, because I don't find myself relating to the 'amassing wealth, fame and power' aspect of this nakshatra (at least not materially, spiritually is a different story) that frequently gets discussed

I recall you once spoke about the hyper-independence of Jyestha and how these natives essentially need to figure out how to do things from scratch. I would love if you could elaborate on that or share any other observations/insights you might have regarding this nakshatra and an ascendant placement here

HI!!! Omg I appreciate that, I love your insights too!!! So intuitive and always push me to research and expand my understanding on naks. I love following you!

This is really long so please bear with me but when I studied this nak it made me grow such great empathy and respect for them.

For me, the ascendant represents the life path. In the case of Jyestha rising, it’s not so much a material path as it is a deeply spiritual one. Their journey involves confronting and ultimately releasing the mindset they grew up with—almost like holding a funeral for the old self—so they can fully step into the higher calling symbolized by the Leo Midheaven.

The life of a Jyestha ascendant is one of liberation. The first half of their life is often spent trying to break free from the environment they were born into—especially if that environment was stifling or neglectful. The second half is about liberating themselves from the inner compulsion to constantly prove their worth. That’s why Jyestha can sometimes reflect Leo-like qualities: they develop this powerful public persona, one that radiates resilience, presence, and inner strength. The world sees them as indestructible. But if they haven’t done the inner healing work, the pain rooted in their 4th house—often associated with Saturn’s influence—can still haunt them.

This Saturnian 4th house can manifest as internalized beliefs shaped by caregivers who told them, directly or indirectly, that they weren’t strong enough, creative enough, or capable enough to rise above their circumstances. Even if they reach massive success, those narratives can linger. For Jyestha, the real battle isn’t “rags to riches”—they often accomplish that with shocking ease. The deeper struggle is the need to keep proving themselves over and over. There’s always another mountain, another enemy, another challenge, because the real fight is within: the fear of not being enough.

That’s why I sometimes I think Kanye West has a Jyestha placement because the energy is this intense narrative of “they still want me to fail. I’m not a kid!” But often, it’s not “they”—it’s the trauma itself. The intrusive thoughts of I’m not strong enough, I’m not good enough, the desperate need to be better, better, better—just to prove to the public and to themselves that nothing can break them.

While Jyestha can achieve tremendous success, they may just as easily lose it if they haven’t cultivated the inner peace to say: I am enough. I am more than my wealth. I am more than my trauma. I don’t need to keep fighting. Without this peace, they can begin to perceive threats everywhere—even where none exist—because they’re conditioned to stay on high alert, ready to defend what they’ve built. And what they’ve built isn’t just material wealth—it’s a throne, a legacy forged entirely by their own hands. Nothing was handed to them; they had to prove their worth from the ground up, echoing the energy of the Leo Midheaven opposed the Aquarius 4th house.

That’s the turning point—and it’s not an easy one. Getting Jyestha (and even Ashlesha) out of the “I must always struggle” mindset is difficult, because the fight has been their entire identity. But in truth, their most important battle is between their wounded self and their higher self.

That’s why it’s so powerful for Jyestha natives to build things from scratch. They need to see their progress and record that progress over time—especially when it comes to shadow work via scripting or rewriting their history LITERALLY. Watching themselves evolve, watching their efforts pay off—that’s what builds their confidence especially if they do it in secret away from the public eye. That’s what helps them transform. Their success may come easy and quickly through their vigorous work ethic, but it’s important for them to focus more on their old habits and mindsets finally falling away once they recognize their intrinsic value, not just the performance of strength.

Ultimately, the fight isn’t external. It’s a spiritual war within the psyche. Jyeshtha often carries a Saturn-influenced 4th house, and with Aquarius energy there, they may have experienced betrayals by father figures or close male relationships that continued to put them in a insubordinate or “little boy/girl” position,blocking them from opportunities. These betrayals, paired with the emotional neglect via words and beliefs, can leave deep wounds that influence how they view power, trust, and self-worth.

But when they stop needing to grind to feel valuable—when they allow rest, healing, and spiritual integration—that’s when Jyestha ascendants begin to embody the true essence of their path: not as warriors in constant battle, but as wise elders who have mastered themselves.

Honestly, I think this is the true mastery of Scorpio. Vishaka is the sudden storm—chaotic, violent, and shocking. It represents the moment the Scorpio is caught off guard, taking a devastating hit they never saw coming, the ultimate Tower moment. Then comes Anuradha, the witness. The one who says, Never again.This is the stage of learning boundaries, loyalty, and devotion—but also developing a quiet strength, shaped by pain and may even hold onto that pain so they can never forget, the reverse tower moment. By the time we reach Jyestha, there’s a transformation: instead of just reacting to chaos, they become the chaos. They create the storm on their own terms, using it as a defense mechanism to prevent another Vishaka moment. It’s a form of preemptive power—controlling what hurt them so it can never catch them off guard again.

But for Jyestha ascendants, there’s a crucial point of healing—and it lies in the 2nd house of Mula. Mula energy is about uprooting, cutting to the core, and destroying those false foundations of worth and value. In the 2nd house, it demands a deep excavation of self-worth and survival instincts. Jyeshtha ascendants must confront the painful roots of how they define value—especially their own.

Mula in the 2nd house reminds them: your worth is not just in what you build or your abundance of things. It is already embedded in you. Yes, you created your empire, but the abundance was already yours—it was owed to you, divinely planted there through the pain you endured, especially in childhood. You do not need to constantly prove you are worthy of having it. You do not need to tear yourself apart, creating more chaos to have the excuse to rebuild again and again just to feel deserving.

This placement challenges Jyestha to stop questioning their intrinsic value. It pushes them to understand that their voice, their talents, their legacy—they are not up for debate and never were. The healing comes not through domination or survival alone, wasting your energy but through a kind of surrender: accepting that worthiness is not something earned through pain, but something reclaimed after it.

Bebe Buell

Punarvasu ♊︎ ☉ Atmakaraka

Magha ☽

Chitra ♍︎ ↑

Pushya ☿ lagnesh

Shravana ☊ Pushya ☋

Bebe Buell is a musician, Playboy model, and famous rock “groupie” from the ’70s. She is also the mother of famous actress Liv Tyler, whose father is rockstar Steven Tyler—a potential Chitra ☽ native. This is yet another example of Chitra natives giving birth to iconic “nepo babies” who often surpass them in fame and recognition. Chitra’s deity, Tashhtar, is said to have desired blessings of progeny, which aligns with this pattern. A similar example is Ola Hudson (Chitra ☉), whom I mentioned in a previous post.

Bebe with Steven Tyler Bebe with Liv Tyler

I’ve observed Chitra being connected to rockstars—whether as their muses, girlfriends, or as individuals whose talent is overlooked due to their associations. Courtney Love, a Chitra ↑, is another example of this dynamic. Chitra embodies all that is shining and bright, making its natives irresistibly alluring—like living jewels. People show them off but often discard them when they no longer serve a purpose. Though immensely creative, their beauty and the controversy surrounding them often overshadow their actual work.”

“My reputation is so overblown. I can count the number of men I've been with on two hands; it just seems like a lot because you recognize their names.” - Bebe Buell

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— i’ve noticed cancer moons grew up wanting to satisfy everyone and being afraid to say no so they were being kinda walked all over them their whole childhood.

— taurus placements are very possessive in love, maybe even worse than scorpios.

— wherever aquarius falls in your house, you tend to be more unique/different/outstanding or maybe even a little weird in that sphere (for example: having an aquarius in the 5th house could mean your hobbies are very unique and different or your flings are “weird” or different)

— libra risings naturally look kind. (i’m a libra rising and the amount of time people have told me that i look kind and sweet is insane)

— pisces moons have INSANE intuition. they can literally predict things in their dreams before they even happen.

— virgo placements are very artistic and talented. but the thing is they keep it hidden, so one day when they pull up a pen and a paper and start drawing like the picasso - don’t be surprised.

— fire mercuries are great drivers. quick reflexes and thinking, great driving skills & a sharp tounge 😂

— aries and leo risings look like cats 🐱

— aquarius mars will alwaysssss have a different opinion than you. they always gotta be separated from the mass.

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