(should be no direct spoilers? interlude chapter act 2)
i think our hole friends should keep being friends when our lives are not in danger or else i will keep crying about it forever
xiao x gn adeptus ! reader
warnings: crying ? lmao i guess, spoilers for 2.7 interlude quest, reader has a mini breakdown, terribly written probably, no pronouns used, slight angst ?
meilin’ s notes: my first time writing a full (kind of) fic ! hopefully i do gender neutral some justice since i’ve never written gn before, only fem ;v; lmk if theres anything i need to fix !
“why did you let him go?” you asked zhongli, who was gazing into the plains on the balcony of wangshu inn. “surely you know the dangers that lie in the chasm, rex lapis.”
zhongli’s silence irritated you, your heart beating painfully. just the thought of your companion entering unknown and highly dangerous lands made you feel anxious, and sick. of course you knew xiao was capable of holding his own, you knew of his strength. still, he made you worry everyday.
“xiao is more than capable of taking care of himself, [name].” zhongli finally replied.
“thousands of years worth of knowledge does not cancel out the fact that he is still prone to danger, sir” you argued back. “no matter what you tell me, i wont ever stop worrying for that boy-“
“of course you wont,” he said simply. “i wouldnt expect you to. but you must understand this, [name].”
he then turned to face you, amber orbs burning into your [color] irises.
“it all comes down to a matter of trust. have faith in xiao, im sure everything will be fine then.”
and even as he turned to leave, still your heart ached.
·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙ ✩ *̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙
throughout the entire day, you felt an unease in your chest, a terrible ache in your heart. it seemed to be worse than yesterday’s treatment.
your mind was plagued with thoughts of xiao and his safety, the chasm, the lying dangers awaiting him, and the worst possible scenario: his possible death.
the thought still terrified you. although you werent a part of the 5 yakshas, you still harbored a deep fondness for them. bosacius was like the older brother you’d never had, making flower crowns with indarias and menogias, sharing wisdom with menogias, and the peaceful days with xiao.
it was all so simple, but then their karmic debt had gotten the best of them. you’d watched, face screwed with pure terror as your dear friends lost their minds. you watched menogias slaughter bonanus, as indarias succumbed to her debt, xiao suffering screams ringing in your ears.
how useless you were then.
you had sworn to protect xiao after bosacius disappeared, promised to love and care for him. promised to do something because you couldnt before.
useless. useless. useless useless useless useless usele-
you were jerked out of your destructive thoughts when you felt a jerking pain on your hands. looking down, you saw you had bitten your nail down to the skin and hadnt noticed until it split open. you groaned, sticking the finger in your mouth to lick off the blood.
then, your heart lurched painfully. you gasped in pain, clutching your shirt near your heart.
nonononono-
i promised him. i promised to protect him.
another lurch, another gasp of pain. he was in danger. grave danger.
unable to stand idly any longer, you teleported to the chasm. as you did, the pain in your heart grew more intense.
“xiao!” you called out desperately. you could feel him, he was somewhere, why couldnt you see him?
“xiao!” you called again, this time a tear slipped out. then two, three, then a stream. your heart was in so much pain, your lungs felt like they were about to burst.
“XIAO.”
then a flash, and six figures materialized. hope flared in your chest. but as the figures became clearer, you realized none of them was the face of your beloved adeptus.
scrambling to them, you went to the closest person available.
“where is he, tell me now, where is he!?” you cried, more tears streaming down your face.
yelan examined your face, brow furrowed. biting her lip, she gently took your hand. then, shook her head.
the world stopped for a moment.
no…
yelan held your hand still as shinobu, the traveler, paimon and yanfei looked away in pity.
but then, a familiar presence erupted, golden energy started to swirl, and then a figure slowly started to materialize.
‘fret not child…under my watch will alatus remain alive.’
startled, you lifted your head to see if anyone else had heard the voice, but it seemed you were the only one. then, turning your head to the source, you gasped.
there he was.
xiao.
the pain in your heart and lungs finally settled, and you breathed easy again. releasing your hand from yelan’s, you quickly made your way to xiao, who was on his knees taking big gulps of air.
sensing your presence, xiao looked up only to yelp in surprise as you threw your body down on him, arms wrapped around his neck in a tight embrace as you pulled his head to your chest.
“you idiot!” you wailed, tears falling down your face as you held xiao tighter. “you big, stupid idiot! what were you thinking!? you almost- you could have…”
“i know…” he whispered softly, hands ghosting your hips, almost afraid to touch you.
“idiot, idiot idiot idiot-“ you cried, pouding your firsts on his back as you wept in his neck.
“i know. im sorry.” he whispered again, this time embracing you back.
yelan’s eyes softened at the scene. she motioned to the others, leading them away from you both.
“we ought to give them some space. im sure they have a few…things to talk about.
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meilin’ s notes: im well aware that while the travele and co. was trapped underneath the chasm, that the theory that time was at a pause in teyvat was made known but since zhongli broke that rule, i made it broken with the mc too. lemme know what you guys think ! i dont think i did too bad, but the first half was definitely not the best lol
late halloween
Baji: End my suffering.
Chifuyu: No.
Baji: Is this the reason I exist? Was I born just to do this? There must be more important things.
Baji: People spend their whole lives trying to find the meaning of life and fail. So why shouldn't I just enjoy the journey?
Baji: Doing only one thing for my whole life. That's not the way someone should live.
Baji: The thrill you get in a fight, when you punch someone. The adrenaline.
Baji: The little moments you spend with friends.
Baji: Riding my motorcycle at midnight.
Baji: Sharing peyoung yakisoba with you.
Baji: That's how I want to spend my life. Not like this.
Baji: Chifuyu, let's run away!
Mitsuya: What's going on?
Chifuyu: He's being a dramatic bitch. I'm helping him with math homework.
when you have a 23 member group and only 1 minute to introduce them
way back home.
a genshin impact smau | xiao x fem!reader
summary having been broken up for months, you decide to sell the rest of your ex-boyfriend’s things. after going for so long with no form of contact, you give xiao the option to buy all his things from you. and with a hefty price too.
genre modern, fluff, slight(?) crack, exes to lovers
status completed as of 03/21/22
notes thank you so much to everyone who has supported be my mistake during its run t__t i couldn’t have done this without any of your support! i dedicate all my writings for you all <3
episode list
your friends | xiao’s friends
001 — the brandless jacket ♢ 002 — protected tweets
003 — unexpected reply ♢ 004 — a hypothesis
005 — blackbird ♢ 006 — little mishaps
007 — now following ♢ 008 — a check in
009 — research paper ♢ 010 — who r u dating
011— stood up? ♢ 012 — peace offering
013 — last time ♢ 014 — again?
015 — no reason ♢ 016 — i wonder
017 — still you ♢ 018 — then be mine
Scaramouche x reincarnated!Reader (2nd person)
loosely based on the webtoon see you in my 19th life
word count: 1.3k
content: your first meeting with the balladeer was one you'd remember forever. no matter how many centuries pass and life's you live. fluff ; friends to lovers ; enemies (?) to lovers ; eventual smut (will be tagged accordingly) ; blood
general tag list (message to be added/removed) 🏷 @icedthoma @citrussaurus @danibby
status. ongoing // chapter II
a.n. ah, something about being so in love with scaramouche that you pursue him in every reincarnation just makes me feel alive. xoxo sophie
You still remember your first meeting with Scaramouche… or even better, Kunikuzushi— wait, no. He was still nameless at that time.
His long dark hair cascaded down his shoulders, bangs framing perfectly his face. He had a timid look in his amethyst eyes, almost afraid, staring up at you as you approached him.
"Are you hurt?" You asked, reaching for him.
The boy instinctively crawled away from you. While your frame was smaller than his, he was still wary about physical contact, yet, he longed for it as well. It was cold and pouring after all.
"My house is not far, I can carry you there if you need!" You removed the haori that covered your shoulders and wrapped around his head. The boy looked like he needed it more than you, especially since he was wearing only a thin kimono.
You didn’t know this, but your actions made his heart race and face go numb. It's been a day since he was abandoned by his creator, and any act of kindness felt like a blessing from the Archons. For the first time since your brief encounter, the boy looked into your eyes and he felt the oxygen leave his lungs.
You were the most beautiful creature he has ever seen.
The trip back to your house was calm and quiet, the only thing heard was the pouring rain and distant thundering. You tried your best to talk to the boy, but he did not utter a word and only nodded or shook his head at your questions.
Your house was a shack compared to his creator's, but your mother's cooking warmed the place up and made the boy feel right at home. Your mother sent you two to bath as she prepared everything, and once you and your new friend were both in warmer clothes, she served the rice cake soup she was preparing earlier.
"Mom's cooking is the best! She's a chef in the city's inn." You boasted, bringing a spoonful of soup to your lips. "Eat! Your feel better." He didn't take long to imitate your actions and eat the meal set in front of him, and just like a baby, once he got a taste he couldn't help but gulp it down faster, almost choking in the process.
Soon, you and your mother realized the boy didn't have a name, but she was quick to suggest one.
"What about Kunihiro?" Your mother suggested, brushing his hair to get rid of the knots which formed during the bath. "That was my big brother's name."
"Kuni..hiro?" The boy repeated.
Your eyes sparkled and you held onto his hands. "Yes! That's perfect!" You sat closer to him and once again his face grew hot at the proximity. "We'll be friends from now on okay?"
For the first time since he abandoned, Kunihiro smiled.
He wasn't alone anymore.
Time went by flying, and soon "Kuni" got used to living with your family. Well, your mom. Your dad passed even before you were born and now she's your only family and supporter. A strong woman who works as a chef at the small inn in town. They don't pay well, but it's enough for the three of you.
It's been a couple of years since your first meeting and Kunihiro was your best friend and basically family… even if sometimes you felt your heart beat faster when he got too close or when he helped you carry heavy bags. But how could you not fall for your best friend? With his long hair and purple eyes to match, he was basically perfect. His porcelain skin looked doll-like, the expensive kind you never had the chance nor funds to buy. And his eyes? Those were your favorite part of him, especially now that he allowed you to put on red eyeshadow on him to really make them pop out. It started as a joke, but once you were done, he looked so breathtaking you decided to turn it into a routine.
So, you spent a long time just staring at him, taking in his beauty. Sometimes he'd cry in his sleep, call out for his "creator", who you assumed was his mother, even though he refused to call her such a name. During those nights you'd hug him close, and while he pretended to sleep, you knew he was awake from the way he'd wrap his arms around you too.
"C'mon Kuni! If you don't walk faster I'll leave you behind." You called out for Kuni as you ran, a basket full of herbs on your back. You and Kuni would go into the forest to look for medicinal herbs to sell in town later. The sun had set long ago and it was raining again, just like the day you first met.
"Don't run or you'll fall!" Kunihiro sighed, holding your hand and quickly averting his gaze. "Also, there have been rumors in town about the strange wolves attacking, we have to be extra careful."
Ah yes, the flying thunder wolves. Even with the Shogun doing her best to slaughter them all, the attacks haven't ceased yet. Dozens died already, but luckily your house was far from the city, and they haven't been spotted in the area yet.
You nodded, holding firmly onto his hand. "So… what are you doing for dinner?"
Your mom caught a cold, so while she was the one doing the cooking around the house, you and Kuni were the ones in charge of it until she got better. You'd be lying if you said you weren't worried for her well-being. Your mother was never the healthiest woman around, but you tried your best to not look down next to her.
"Uhm, I was thinking about grilled unagi with rice." Kuni answered, turning around to face you and quickly flicking your forehead. "And don't look so worried, auntie is too strong to let a cold bring her down." He smiled, bending down so he could place his lips on the place he just flicked.
"D-don't hurt me if you're just going to kiss it better right after." You muttered, trying to keep your cool. It wasn't easy when he was so close, with his hand holding your cheek.
"You know I can't really hurt you for long." He giggled. "Seriously, it'll be alright."
"Thank you Kunihiro." You whispered, allowing yourself to lean into his chest.
You two remained like that for a while, until Kuni pushed you away. Startled, you looked up at him, but his eyes were looking in the direction of your house. "Something's up, we have to go."
Blood. That's all you remember.
First, all over your mother's room. And now, all over yourself too.
It was the wolves, they found your house and attacked your mother, and when you and Kuni got closer, another attacked you. Your best friend was able to fight it off, you don't really know how. All you remember is a bright purple flash, and then you were in his arms, bleeding out it seems.
"H-hey, don't cry Kuni." You called out, holding his face. "We'll meet again soon, I know it—" You coughed up blood, accidentally splattering some of it on his face. You wanted to apologize, but he stopped you before you could. "Can, I ask you one last thing before I go?"
Kuni nodded, tears still falling from his eyes, even though he was unable to say anything without choking on his words.
"Can I get a kiss?"
And just like that, he did as you asked, feeling your life slip away as his lips lay on yours.
The last thing you hear is his wailing, before slipping into darkness.
"Uh— Where am I?"
summary; traveler meets an... interesting character..
genre; comedy, fluff, family fluff, xiao cannot handle you, platonic chaos, traveler can be either lumine or aether, dendro vision reader, zhongli is father i love him, mute! traveler canon <3, angst with traveler lol
[gender neutral reader]
word count; 643
a/n; i sort of just mushed these two requests together if that is okay, reader gender neutral in this
im so sorry that it's taken me so long to get to some more requests. i dont really have much of an excuse other than stress and depression lmao
anything traveler "says", they're just using sign <3
the traveler didn't know how they got in this situation nor did they want to know.
"hello traveler! i heard a lot about you!" you smile brightly at the honored traveler. "i heard you met my brother xiao!"
at that paimon exclaims, "xiao's your brother?!"
"yep! always has been! nothing changed since then! wouldn't say i miss the old times but zhongli was such a crazy father! it was a crazy time for everyone back then." you laughed heartily. "nice to meet you, traveler! were you looking for xiao?"
"yeah. we need to talk to him." they sign to you.
"hm? is that so? he doesn't really like talking to people. you must really be special after all!" you hummed, "let me lead the way then!" you started walking cheerily towards qingyun peak.
the traveler nods in acknowledgement, paimon floating around by their side while they notice the flowers blooming around a bit more brightly than usual. upon another look, they point the dendro vision on your waist. pointing it out, they earn a small smile from you, "yep! that's my vision. i wish i got a geo vision like morax but nonetheless i'm pretty thankful for this one! i can help xiao with it. but i can still kick ass too!" you laughed.
with an nice conversation between you and the two outlanders, you make it to the highest point in liyue. the beautiful view of all of liyue never fails to make you breathless (or maybe it was how high in the air was the reason for your breathlessness). "xiao! you have a visitor! it's me and traveler!" you wave your hand rapidly in excitement upon seeing your brother. you and traveler can hear xiao's heavy sigh before he turns to see you practically vibrating and ready to see xiao interacting with traveler.
it would be the few times you would see xiao willingly talk to someone that wasn't an adepti.
"what is it?" traveler soon explained a message they had gotten from zhongli, who was hoping to see you and xiao in just a few moments. traveler was thankful in knowing that xiao was here which would save themself some time as zhongli would be on his way to qingyun peak.
"dad is on his way here? can't wait to see him!" upon your excitement, anyone can see the spike of growth of plants around your feet. "also look at you xiao making a new friend! i'm so proud!" despite your words sounding so teasing, you meant it all. before xiao could reply with any sass or annoyance, you have your arms wrapped around him in a hug.
traveler can only watch with masked happiness and hidden pain. maybe one day they'll find their sibling.
pushing the thought away, they wave goodbye to you and xiao, you being the one to wave as xiao was stuck in your hold, arms bound to his sides.
bonus;
upon traveler leaving, zhongli had arrived not soon after, seeing the two of you watch the orange sky slowly turn dark.
"it's so pretty.."
"you say that everytime."
"because it's true! i like appreciating beauty!" a deep chuckle stops an upcoming argument. you gasp, quickly running over to zhongli and engulfing him in a hug, "dad! i missed you! xiao was bullying me!" you point at xiao, who merely stands there unimpressed with your accusation. zhongli hugs back, patting your head.
"i don't think that's quite the case there, dear. but shall i scold xiao for you?" he asked, amusement swimming in his eyes as your pleading ones meet them. you nodded before laughing.
"yes yes! you hear that xiao? dad is gonna scold you!" xiao can only sigh upon being teamed up by you and zhongli. the flowers bloomed a bit brighter as your laughter rings out in the night.
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me when
me when people make fanart of shinichiro, mikey and emma together and write 'sano siblings <3' in the caption but izana isnt there