☆ Mayuzumi Fuyuko // THE IDOLM@STER Shiny Colors "Shifuku Ishou" ☆ Resin Kit / Missile Company ☆

樂-STAR Recording Scene MEGAVERSE, 가려줘(Cover Me) ⁝⁝ Bang Chan

Mind break with changbin👀

🫨 I love you for this cause this is a need

Warning; this came out a bit more dub-con than I intended, please know that there is consent in mind in this scene. Read at your own discretion.

"Let Binnie take care of it."

That's how it always starts, whenever he notices the thousand yard stare in your eyes, or the way you seem detached from yourself.

"That cute little head of yours is so loud, huh, Bunny? It's okay, Binnie's here, Binnie will make it all go away."

Then a kiss, sealing his promise with the softness of his lips against yours - a contrast from the hard grip on the back of your neck keeping you in place.

It was a balance he mastered with ease - a soft touch that made your heart flutter here, a harsh bite that made your knees buckle there, a hard smack to your ass here, a gentle swirl of his tongue around your nipple there.

Push and pull.

"You can take it, can't you?"

Even after taking two orgasms from you - the first bringing you back to your mind and the second bringing you back to your senses - you weren't sure if you were able to even handle having him inside of you, much less having another orgasm.

"I-I can't, I don't think-"

"Don't think," he scolded, his hands squeezing the back of your thighs, "you can take it and you will, right, Bunny? You'll take it for Binnie, won't you?"

You could take him, couldn't you? You could always take more of him, right? You could never have enough, there was no such thing as too much when it came to him.

"I... I can take it, Binnie... I want it, please."

You wanted it. You wanted him. You needed him.

"That's my good bunny." He hummed with pride, and before you knew it, he was pushing his thick tip past your walls with trained ease. "Binnie always knows what you need, yeah? Binnie knows best, you don't need to think any more, understand?"

Binnie will take care of it. Binnie knows what's best. Binnie always knows what his Bunny needs.

You nodded your head dumbly, eyes glazing as you blinked up at him, "Binnie knows best for Bunny."

Locking your legs in place, his hips snapped forward with a sharp thrust, punching a moan from your throat as you gripped the sheets underneath you.

"That's right, Bunny."

ten things lee know says when he thinks you’re asleep — fluff, established relationship, squint of angst

chan | LEE KNOW | changbin | hyunjin | han | felix | seungmin | jeongin

one. ah, i forgot to tell you, there's a new barbecue place that opened recently. i saw it while i was walking with hannie, and i heard they have really good meat. we should go there soon, maybe have it over a few drinks. i'll buy you meat, let's go eat it together.

two. yongbok tells me i should tell you 'i love you' more. i think he's right. i'm sorry if i don't say it enough. i'm just—new to this. but i really do love you, more than you know.

three. i never feel like i'm wasting my time when i'm with you. even if we're just sitting beside each other in silence, even if we're just drinking tea, even if we do nothing for hours. every moment i spend with you feels so fulfilling. it would be hell with anyone else.

four. soonie, doongie, dori need a mom, hm? they already love you anyway. sometimes i think doongie loves you more than he loves me. i think it's because he's most like me. ahh, do you think they'll love our kids in the future too? do you think they'll get jealous they won't be our only kids? (sigh) i can't wait to marry you.

five. when i'm having a really hard day, i feel healed just by having you with me. how do you do that? how do you make my day better just by talking to me for a minute? i think... wait, i know life is less of a hassle because i'm living in it with you.

six. i've never been the type to wish for time to stop, but there is something about being with you that makes me consider it. when i look at you laughing, unaware that you look so beautiful, i understand for a moment.

seven. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. please don’t leave me. i’m sorry. i hate seeing you cry. i hate that it’s because of me. i’m sorry. please stay with me.

eight. i always find myself describing you when someone asks me what love is.

nine. you promised to eat well, didn't you? did we promise? i guess it wasn't a promise, but i asked you to do so. are you eating well lately?

ten. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. and for as long as i’m alive, you will always be loved.

Hello Kitty DVD player･ﾟﾟ･｡♡

ughhhhf!!! actually so upset because my classes start on friday😭😭 i hope i can keep myself stable enough to live through this BULLSHIT

Happy Birthday My Melody. 🎀 icon/wallpaper

i think the worst thing about mental health advocates online is how much they do not fucking care about and genuinely HATE actual mentally ill people.

people advocate for mental health issues but, if you have symptoms that affect another person youre cut off and treated like a monster.

if youre mentally ill you are not allowed to be less than perfect because then youre "the reason your disorder is so demonized".

if you try to explain yourself or your disorder you get "your mental health isnt an excuse", "stop excusing what you did".

if your symptom isnt normal, if you have an actually bad symptom and not just an "uwu quirky x3" one youre demonized and treated like a monster because "oh! erm.. thats toxic.."

if you cope in a way that appears weird to others youre viewed as weird. cringe. a bad person.

and god forbid a minor have sexual thoughts because of trauma.

ask to vent, dont trauma dump, dont say a single negative thing because it might trigger someone. dont complain, dont vent publicly, dont post your intrusive thoughts it might trigger someone. cover up your scars, "keep that shit to yourself", "leave it in the notes app" because it might trigger someone or cause someone discomfort.

and god forbid a consenting adult be into rough kink because of trauma. god forbid anyone have any symptom of mental illness that is deemed as "weird" or "not normal". god forbid mentally ill people be weird or unnormal.

we arent normal and you know that. stop acting like we are and stop acting like we have to be to please others. i am done caring about the comfort of ableists.

Jirai is much more of a community and lifestyle than it is a fashion. The fashion and make up are important, but the fashion people know very much comes from girly kei, larme kei, and other street fashion and subcul. The dark past stems from Kabukicho, but that was a bad instance. There are bad people in every community. Magazines like Dear My Love notice this trend and use the term for their fashion.

Jirai is much more than the fashion!! It’s about having a community of people like you, who are devoted to their interests, who struggle, who like cute things, and are different from others !