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i blog for women who crave intimacy but are sooo so scared

Theres also a psychic war going on if youre not aware

Browsing through old files, found this from ~two years ago

it is absolutely horrid that someone may traumatize you to the point of it physically altering your brain and your mindset but, to them, they cant even remember it. it was just another fucking tuesday.

ten things lee know says when he thinks you’re asleep — fluff, established relationship, squint of angst

chan | LEE KNOW | changbin | hyunjin | han | felix | seungmin | jeongin

one. ah, i forgot to tell you, there's a new barbecue place that opened recently. i saw it while i was walking with hannie, and i heard they have really good meat. we should go there soon, maybe have it over a few drinks. i'll buy you meat, let's go eat it together.

two. yongbok tells me i should tell you 'i love you' more. i think he's right. i'm sorry if i don't say it enough. i'm just—new to this. but i really do love you, more than you know.

three. i never feel like i'm wasting my time when i'm with you. even if we're just sitting beside each other in silence, even if we're just drinking tea, even if we do nothing for hours. every moment i spend with you feels so fulfilling. it would be hell with anyone else.

four. soonie, doongie, dori need a mom, hm? they already love you anyway. sometimes i think doongie loves you more than he loves me. i think it's because he's most like me. ahh, do you think they'll love our kids in the future too? do you think they'll get jealous they won't be our only kids? (sigh) i can't wait to marry you.

five. when i'm having a really hard day, i feel healed just by having you with me. how do you do that? how do you make my day better just by talking to me for a minute? i think... wait, i know life is less of a hassle because i'm living in it with you.

six. i've never been the type to wish for time to stop, but there is something about being with you that makes me consider it. when i look at you laughing, unaware that you look so beautiful, i understand for a moment.

seven. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. please don’t leave me. i’m sorry. i hate seeing you cry. i hate that it’s because of me. i’m sorry. please stay with me.

eight. i always find myself describing you when someone asks me what love is.

nine. you promised to eat well, didn't you? did we promise? i guess it wasn't a promise, but i asked you to do so. are you eating well lately?

ten. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. and for as long as i’m alive, you will always be loved.

ughhhhf!!! actually so upset because my classes start on friday😭😭 i hope i can keep myself stable enough to live through this BULLSHIT

chan w a daddy + breeding kink is a universal agreement between all of us.. BUT. him fucking u in missionary nd starts whispering to u “feels good, huh? yeah? should we make you a mommy, hm? want daddy to fill you up nd make his girl a mommy?” 😄😄😄 ineedhimsobaditsnotfunnyanymore😄😄😄😄😄😄

ANONNIE THIS IS SO SEXY. “MAKE HIS GIRL A MOMMY” FUCKING HELLLL

no cause he’d be all “make everyone know you’re mine, yeah? fill you up with me, knock you up. make you the best little mommy, my girl.” JESUS CHRIST

♡ juno