Back From The Dead Once Again With Yet Another Update To This Relationship Situation..

Well hello there~

info and a long ramble about this and why this exists under the cut if you're interested

So.. I'm experiencing the most intense obsession with a fictional character I've ever experienced in my entire life..

I started playing Baldur's Gate 3 two weeks ago.. why did I pick it up? Because I saw a clip of that scene where Tav kills him by shooting that lazer and dropping a building on him, and the dialog after you get Withers to bring him back.. you know.. "Somewhere between a nice summer's day and THE FULL CONCENTRATED POWER OF THE SUN" and I was like.. daaaamn who is this character and why does his VA sound so damn passionate? So I bought it...

And I have clocked well over 100 hours in game now and it's safe to say I'm completely, hopelessly obsessed with this game. Now...

Onto the actual explanation of this piece

The idea for this art piece came from right after his first sex scene with Tav (the only one I've seen as of yet... and um.. like damn... DAMN) when he stands in the sunlight and you see his scars on his back for the first time.. The moment I saw that, the gears in my head started turning and I imagined big huge angel wings on him... then.. um.. well.. I heard a song which brought that image back into my mind.. (Helios by the Crüxshadows.. It's good go listen to it!) which yes.. music is a huge part of my creative process most of the time.. My imagination can run wild when listening to some songs not certain why.

But anyway.. Astarion with big ass angel wings was born.... and I'm probably going to go in and paint it with watercolors and pray that I don't hopelessly fuck it up.. If I don't, I'll post the finished piece when I'm done.. (really wish I had metallic watercolors.. I feel like gold paint on the halo and maybe the scars would add a lot to this tbh)

I guess the unofficial title of this piece is:

Helios ☀️

Side note... I think I gave him too much ass... (as if that's a bad thing lmao)

He really puts the ass in Astarion... Ok.. Ok I'll stop 😅

I haven't drawn Mello in a while... never posted on here... I'm proud of it (though it's directly copied off of a Manga panel) this was roughly 7hrs of work totally worth it, he's going on my wall for sure! ❤❤❤

Can I please request Vandy comforting his MC after her family treats her horribly?

Thanks for requesting, Anon!

-You had decided to bring Vanderwood to meet your parents…

-You had thought they’d understand, you’d thought that they would love him or at least respect the fact that you loved him. 

-But that didn’t happen

-All hell broke loose when you mentioned that he was your boyfriend. 

-Your parents started screaming and yelling at you 

-You felt horrible. 

-You felt guilty.. 

-Vanderwood wasn’t going to let that happen for too long 

-”MC, It’s okay, You don’t need to listen to them” 

-They were your parents, you felt obligated to listen to them… What else were you supposed to do? 

-You cried. 

-He put his arm around you and rubbed your back. 

-You kept crying and he kept hugging you. 

-He kept reassuring you that everything would be okay and that he’d talk to your parents to try to smooth things over later. 

-That seemed to calm you down quite a bit.

-You were still upset, but with Vanderwood, you felt as if you could get through anything. 

Hi! Can I request HC’s for Vandy dealing with an overworked MC who hasn’t slept in like 3 days?

Haha I’ve been there before.. with school and stuff…  all nighters suck lol. Thanks for requesting, Anon. <3

-You hadn’t slept in DAYS 

-You had piles and piles of paperwork that you hadn’t finished. 

-Vanderwood was starting to get concerned. 

-”MC, You should go to sleep” He’d say every now and then, you ignored him.

-You had just finished your 6th cup of coffee

-You asked Vanderwood for another cup but he refused. 

-”MC, You need rest, please. You can’t keep doing this to yourself. Work can come later.” 

-Vanderwood grabbed your wrist and led you into your bedroom. 

-”Vanderwood, I have to finish this.” You complained tiredly 

-He didn’t listen to your protests as he forced you to lay down in bed, got in beside you, pulled the covers up and locked his arms around you effectively preventing you from getting up

-You sighed in annoyance

-”Vanderwood, please, if I don’t finish this I could be fired.” you pleaded. 

-”If you want, I can do some of it for you.” he suggested. 

-”No.”

-”Then sleep, if you get fired, I’ll deal with it.” 

-You were getting nervous about what he’d do to your boss. 

-But you decided that you needed a bit of rest and slowly drifted off to sleep.

-You awoke the next morning to a phone call from one of the higher ups.

-apparently your boss had been murdered.. 

-And you knew exactly who did it… 

Do you have any hc’s for Vandy getting jealous? Like what makes him jealous and if he’s more clingy or sth with MC when it happens?

Yea I do, thank you very much for requesting anon!!!

-You and Vanderwood decided to go to a bar.

-Of course Vanderwood knew this would happen…

-Some guy was getting all close to you…

-Vanderwood was staring daggers at the guy sitting beside you.

-What really pushed him over the edge was when the guy put an arm around you.

-Vanderwood gritted his teeth as he approached the guy.

-”Hey asshole, she’s taken” he said in a bitter, agressive tone.

-The guy looked up, gulped and got up from his place beside you, fear clearly present in his eyes.

-”s.. sorry man.. I didn’t know” 

-Vanderwood rolled his eyes and sat down with you for the rest of the night… and he didn’t let any man approach you for the rest of the night.  

-Typically he’ll become very possessive when jealous

-This man becomes jealous very easily, so be careful who you hang around with.  

Yessssss please omfg please let this happen 🙏 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

MANIFEST

MANIFEST

Vandy’s reaction to his MC dreaming that he cheated on her and feeling really really insecure afterwards?

Thank you fro requesting, anon!!

-You had woken up after a nightmare

-In your nightmare, Vanderwood had went off with some other woman, thus leaving you alone and single. 

-You knew it was a nightmare, but you couldn’t help thinking that it could happen. 

-At any moment any girl could steal him away from you, but you weren’t going to let that happen.

-The first thing you did was put a GPS device on his clothes. 

-You watched his location carefully for the next few days before he found it and discarded it thinking it was placed on him by an enemy or something. 

-Every night, when he was asleep, you’d check his texts. 

-One day, you found him texting back and forth with a girl.... 

-You brought it up to him

-”Who the hell is Mary?” 

-”What? Oh that’s” You cut him off half way through. 

-”Oh god... it came true” You said before putting your hands over your face and crying. 

-”What came true?” He asked. 

-You looked at him with teary eyes. 

-”My nightmare... You’re cheating on me.” You replied, your voice cracking with every word. 

-”Mc, That was seven. You know he likes to crossdress” 

-Your eyes widened. 

-He handed you his phone so you could look at it again. 

-It was in fact Seven. 

-You apologized for suspecting that he’d cheat on you and for going to such extremes. 

HCs for how Vanderwood acts when he’s tired?

Thanks for requesting, Anon!

-When Vanderwood is tired he’s very slow.

-He kind of shuts down.

-It’ll take him a while to process things.

-He’ll get super grumpy too.

-Like if you try to joke around or something, he’ll go after you. He will spare you no mercy!!

-He’ll complain about how messy you are (even if you’re super duper clean lol) 

-In conclusion… Just let this guy sleep. He needs it!

Hey,

As a lot of you probably know... Twitter is a disaster 🙃

I was posting art there for a while then took a break and I was just thinking I'd get back to it when... bam... It got taken over and now we're here...

So... Like many other artists, I'm using Tumblr again, this time, not for fanfiction, but art.

So I will describe my art journey and where I want to end up for those unfamiliar.

I have been creating art since I was little, I never stopped drawing since I could pick up a pen... but I only got serious about art after I watched the anime series, Black Butler at 12 years old. I started out with colored pencils and pens... sharpies and Crayola pencils plus a ton of cheaper branded colored pencils

Nowadays, I mainly work in watercolours. I find Painting very relaxing, though I'm sort of on and off working on digital art... which I will post periodically.

In the future, I really would love to be a concept artist for a game company... or work commissions! Either would be very fun, I think! I want to go to university for art to really hone my skills and look more legit on a resume ofc.

Here is my most recent piece which will be my profile picture on all art related social media from now on

I try to create a finished piece once every 2 weeks, but I want to try increasing that to once every week!

Oh, yes andI should probably mention, I do have a Ko-Fi set up in case anyone likes what I'm doing.. I will be open to commissions there in the coming weeks, I will update here when they are ready and open!

Baby Boy 🤍