Im So Scared Pls

I translated another of my poems!

do you like it?

Silent Eruption

I want to scream with all my might,

let my soul burst into light.

Would anyone care to hear my plea?

To listen, to help, to set me free?

This feeling spreads just like a flame,

a sleeping volcano calling my name.

Words are boiling, yet stay inside,

my lips are locked, my voice denied.

So here I stand with a frozen grin,

a smile I wear—but cannot see within.

IM FUCKING CRYING

my mom discovered i Sh....im so fucked..She was yelling like crazy...i KNEW she will be angry and just say how im dumb and shes disappointed in me...i want to dissapear

IM DYING

BRO CIGARETTE SMOKE IN EYE HURTS LIKE HELL OH MY GOD IM CRYING

love the new theme! ♡

AAAAAA THANK YOUUU! <33

Its getting bad

idk anymore i feel so shitty and empty..like a ghost...i just want to sleep and never wake up

Relapsing feels so good and shitty at the same time..

At least it's cute

What do you *mean* you're not funny anymore? You made a post *not even* (that's dated to only five days ago) where you were saying you're so pale, it reminded you of that Twilight scene. That shit's funny af to me. So I say you're doing just fine on that account, and I'm sorry that someone made you feel that you weren't.

Also, it's understandable to feel disappointed in yourself, but relapsing doesn't make you pathetic. Recovery is hard AF. The fact that you tried to stop at all shows how powerful you are. Sleep it off, pick yourself up right where you left off, and keep in mind what it was that triggered your relapse so you can plan around it in the future.

thank you for your kind words aaaaaa!!

i will keep this in mind❤️

real

If they only knew....

im crying so hard

my dad and mom said that the talked with my therapist..they want me to go to a mental hospital...they said they dont want me to be in this house...i want to ki11 myself i dont see aby other opinion