Lowkey would wanna get better. But I am literally nothing without my addictions and obsessions, so we’ll stay here.
I really need to cut my all my blades are so dull. :(
ALL SFX NOT REAL!!
BLOCK DON’T REPORT!!
MAKEUP PRACTICE!
Ignore my fat thighs but I thought my cuts looked pretty today.
my man said he’s proud of me for not cvtting and said even if i do it’s okay because i’m trying but i reallyyyy don’t know what to do, i haven’t in a few days since i carved his name but i really want to, the urges are so strong but he’s gonna ask me why and a bunch of other shit (he’s studying psychology so he’s always on my ass” WHAT DO I DOOOO
i’m just scared i’m gonna get t worded again
If and when I get some new blades, I wanna add my dearests name and then I want to try some patterns :D
I've seen people do hearts and stars AND a hello kitty thing. I LOVVE HELLO KITTTYYY !!! But I don't think I have that much control (or patience) to carve a whole Hello Kitty face (and Cinamarolls my favorite, so I'd prefer to do him tbh :P)
Sooo ya !!!! When I get some blades, I might do some hearts and show them o(〃^▽^〃)o
(ill sob if I don't get some blades soon istg)
idfk yall
im NOT a deep cvtter </3 (i love styros so idc but yeah)
what should i do if i got blood on my bed sheets? how do i get it off? (this was from SH)
ok, so, u should scrub them under warm or hot water w a bar of soap to get some of it off, then u should sprinke hydrogen peroxide on them (u can get it from a drxg store) to remove the remaining bits of it off, dont forget to wipe it off when itz done, n then u should jst put them in the washer so they dont smell like chemicals n so theyre 100% clean
Tw:blood, fresh cuts Ai generated, SFX practice (SUPER REALISTIC)
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Are you sure? 🤨.
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Last chance..
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Apologies for my janky ass camera😭😭
i relapsed and its AMAZING it was stupid to quite in the first place
Tw:cuts n scars n shit
AI generated. SFX
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My arm is healed, time to slice that ho up🤓👆🏽
Also some cuts on my (fat fuckin) thigh😜👆🏽
Tw:some blood, scars and stuff
Block don't report the usual
AI generated, SFX all the works
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Here goes ig
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Trash ass quality 😭🙏🏼
the scabs on my legs n arms make me feel crusty asf ToT
papa roach is onto shit yall i swear:O
listening to ayesha erotica while cutting is so theraputic
TW: Cuts ig
block dont report tyy
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physically couldnt wait 2 get home,left my pink one in my drawer :(((
Welp I relapsed.
It’s whatever atp pff
(´ཀ`)
Pretty much bored depressed no motivation whatsoever
The usual and I am also high asf
But I made this I need to make more heh
(´ཀ`)
sometimes I just imagine cutting my lip, like dragging the blade across my lower lip. i don't know why, I just do and I'm very very tempted to try it.
slight regret for how deep I cut on my wrist is now setting in
I need to stop going deep on my arm, its gonna bite me back in summer
if anyone has reblogged my posts, can someone tell me? i would like them back (you don't have to)
i was rotting-in-the-forest