To All Girls Who Think Ana Can Solve Your Problems:

To all girls who think ana can solve your problems:

Please, don't do it

To all my new anas

For the love of god please turn back now

This isn’t a quick fix to your weight problem

This won’t help the way you feel about yourself

It will literally only make it worse

This is dangerous as fuck

Like you can actually fucking die

And today I felt like I was dying

My heart was pounding, and I was shaking violently. I didn’t have enough energy to get out of bed and when I stood up I’d nearly pass out.

I was laying in bed fucking sobbing because I’d rather be dead than physically feel like this

This problem is easily fucking solvable if I just ate

But I couldn’t because I was going to have pizza tonight

And even though I didn’t eat yesterday, and had less than 200 calories the day before, I still couldn’t bare to eat anything today because I would be forced to eat pizza with my family

Fucking pizza, a food I used to love, gives me fucking anxiety if there’s even a chance I’ll have to eat it. A food i used to love ruined by this godawful disorder, because all I can think about is how many calories are in a slice (but I have to eat 2 to keep away suspicious) and how greasy it is makes me want to puke

This is not a quick fix

This will not help you “gain control”

This will not give you discipline

But

This will give you anxiety

This will make you lie to the ones you love

This will make you absolutely hate yourself

With every ounce of your being

And if you go far enough

This will fucking kill you

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1 month ago

Who would've thought ?!?!? Exercising actually helps with my anxiety !!! As it has always done. I missed exercising so much

Now time to study once again

Who Would've Thought ?!?!? Exercising Actually Helps With My Anxiety !!! As It Has Always Done. I Missed
1 week ago

ur desperate for my attention, but can't even come up with an original insult without dragging food into it

Baby you're the one that has been sending me anons nonstop, if you want attention so badly, why don't you just get help and get better? Or your life's so sad you have to drag strangers with you to your own hell? Cause it seems like it. Ill tell you what, you're just a sad little girl that thinks everyone has to be as miserable as her to feel good.

But guess what nena, i'm good. As i say, this is a vent blog, i come and go everytime. But i'm good, recovery has been the best thing that happened to me, and i also learned that NOBODY treats me worse than i do, you can't hurt me. But you can keep hurting yourself and your sad little life every time you send me something. Besos en la cola !!

3 weeks ago

I wanna buy DVDs so bad

6 years ago

Ed meme + Mac = Meme heaven

“i haven’t had any breakfast today. i think i have an eating disorder.”

2 months ago

Since drunkies don't lie, I wish i was your girlfriend. I wish i wasn't condemned to be your side dish. Treating me like a main without the privileges of one...


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3 weeks ago

Eepy

1 month ago

Me: I've done this before, of course I can exist without eating chametz !!

Me the second day of pesach, craving a cookie:

Me: I've Done This Before, Of Course I Can Exist Without Eating Chametz !!
4 years ago

if my parents got money everytime they compare me with my brother, or everytime they minimize my problems, or everytime they made me feel less

they would be millionaire, but still wouldn´t buy things to their childs ´cause that´s not necessary 😍😍😍💕💕💕

3 weeks ago

That damn app Finch is the only way i get out of bed. I want my baby to have a pretty outfit.

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joonsdiiimple - (bon)anne
(bon)anne

fast forward, now on: antipsychotics and antidepressants. hi, i use this account as a personal diary, please don't take me seriously, nor try this at home. A D U L T !! super lesbian and in recovery. sincerely yours, Anne.

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