So, i did some SH again some days ago.
I feel bad, but i actually felt good after doing it. And that's exactly the problem.
I can't stand nor think of cutting myself again. I want to use short shirts and i really hate to keep using sweaters when i'm dying of hotness.
But i don't want my friends to worry. I don't want to make them think i'm doing bad again, because i swear i'm not. It's been two years, and i relapsed. That was really hard.
Hi, i'm not so active here but I have notifications on to see my favorite blogs, and this morning I noticed that I wasn't getting notifications so I was like ¿¿
I opened the app and I had to log out and in again MY HEART- I WAS- idk, I thought my blog was terminated, oof.
Drink water or i'll go and make you drink water
Hey, I'm here again¿ I'ven been sososo dead here I was in exams I had at leas 28373937 anxiety attacks:/ Y'all know what that means, right? BINGING:0000 I gained that three pounds I thought I lost last month I feel sooooo fucking bad, and it's not a joke, I thought about purging agAIN AND I DON'T PURGE SINCE JANUARY, I'M GOING FUCKING CRAZY ABOUT MY FUCKING WEIGHT. I tried, I swear I tried. I didn't notice when food became numbers, and I remember how time ago I read some tumblr post about whY DON'T TO RESTRICT FOODS AND ALL THAT SHIT THAT ALL ANA POST TELLS YOU and I said "nah, I'm not gonna be thaaat bad, right?" I feel bad, but I can't stop I'm empty. That's all, but next week or maybe tomorrow, depends on my mood. I'm gonna try to ristrict again, just to be calm. I'm sorry
Everyone says I’m not fat but no one says I’m skinny, so what’s the tea?
My friends: -Threat me with calling my crush if I don't eat-
Me, who don't want crush to know that I have anorexia :
Reasons not to hurt kids:
their happiness
their safety
their well being
their health
their childhood
their future
their emotional health
their mental health
because the world will hurt them too and they’re supposed to have someone in life they can trust
so they’re safe loving you
so they feel protected
because they don’t deserve pain
because it’s already so damn hard to exist on this decaying planet and they don’t need any extra stress in life
because they’re facing difficulties and need support not pain
because it makes you a horrible person to hurt a kid
because nobody benefits from it
because it teaches them that being hurt is normal, acceptable way to live
because it can push them to hurt themselves
because it will make them feel abandoned and worthless
because they feel your hatred so strongly it can break them
because they’re in a small body and it’s already frightening for them to know someone wants to hurt them
because it’s not your job to be a villain in a child’s life
because they might not recover
because there’s only so much a child can endure
because they might never stop hurting
because they will grow up and you don’t have the right to expect their forgiveness
because you’re taking away their ability to feel save and loved by you
because you might be taking away their ability to feel safe or loved by anyone
because you’re breaking their heart and they thought they could trust you
because no child deserved to be brought in this world only to be betrayed
because making a child go thru pain is a despicable and monstrous thing to do
because it doesn’t have any, ANY benefits to the child at all
because there’s a huge amount of children already traumatized and suicidal and struggling to keep themselves alive by the end of the day
because you do not have to hurt a child, ever
Reasons to hurt a child
There are no reasons. There are only excuses. Only incomprehensible garbage and lies that exist for the sole purpose of excusing your horrifying actions of hurting a kid. Because you felt like keeping a small human being in pain to satisfy your sick urges. No kid needs to be hurt to grow up right. No kids requires pain inflicted on them by people they trust and rely on in order to be raised safely. If you think there are actual reasons to hurt children it’s because you want to hurt them and will make up any kind of bullshit to excuse your abuse. No child has deserved this. Stay away from children if you can’t love them.
this is evil dollie. i hope youre having a nice day. keep on living, dear friend. youre doing great.
i love the internet
Miña maior fan e unha nena que ten un desorde alimenticio JAJAJ increíble
hi it’s vik and here’s ur love letter ❤️ hey u, yeah u. i'm here to shower u with fake affection since u clearly need it more than i do. ur obsession with me is kinda cute but mostly pathetic. ur entire existence is a walking cringe compilation
Nena andate a dormir mejor, affection is the best !! Hope you get it soon, cause i surely do.
argentina once again being absolutely INSANE and right at the same time
fast forward, now on: antipsychotics and antidepressants. hi, i use this account as a personal diary, please don't take me seriously, nor try this at home. A D U L T !! super lesbian and in recovery. sincerely yours, Anne.
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