Im Actually Scared Of What My Mind Does To Me. Catastrophic Thinking, Telling Me People I Love Hate Me.

Pls remember to stay safe, you're amazing, keep going💗

Histologia went bad. Like, bad. I've never ever in my life had such a bad grade. Am i surprised? No. But it does feel awful to be so bad at something and not being able to change it before things like these happen.

Semiología is worrying me, i don't feel prepared, I'm not ready for that exam. I am terrified of failing again.

And I oop-

Hi, i'm not so active here but I have notifications on to see my favorite blogs, and this morning I noticed that I wasn't getting notifications so I was like ¿¿

I opened the app and I had to log out and in again MY HEART- I WAS- idk, I thought my blog was terminated, oof.

Drink water or i'll go and make you drink water

I miss my girlfriend so much

I would take my heart out and give it to you if that proved that i am in love with you

some update of what I did yesterday

it was a good day♡

i ate

and i spent 3 hours painting Cavetown's sleepyhead album cover in acrylics.

(That's the actual cover i'm not gonna show my paint 'cause i'm insecure😎👌)

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My girlfriend was all the day doing homework so she wasn't answering all the time, it was perfect 'cause I didn't have to be anxious to reply early.

She said my paint was really cute:'). She's studying arts, so it feels really good.

The only thing that stills annoying me, it's that NOBODY in my house knows the netflix password. And my dad doesn't want to change the password IT DOESN'T HAVE FUCKING SENSE WHY WOULDN'T YOU WANT TO CHANGE IT WHEN THE LAST PASSWORD ISN'T WORKING AND YOU DON'T KNOW THE PASSWORD ¿?¿

I'm fat and angry af leT ME WATCH I'M NOT OKAY WITH THIS AGAIN AND OITNB OR I'LL CRY.

(Quarantine day 26, april 9)

It's currently 1:23am and i'm not so sleepy but i'll try to sleep. I did slept 6 hours yesterday.

Eepy