a glimpse into jongwoo's phone
bonus
Saw this post and had to make this immediately.
*after a mission involving kids*
junichiro: wow atsushi you're really good at talking to kids!
atsushi: oh am i? thank you!
junichiro: is it because of your orphanage? were there a lot of kids there?
atsushi: hmm not really- well there were, but i wasn't really allowed to interact with the other children; and when i could, they avoided me haha
junichiro: oh
atsushi: yeah
junichiro: well you're still really good! maybe you just have a natural talent
atsushi: thanks! but this is just how i talk to dazai-san!
junichiro: huh? what do you-
dazai, walking in: oh hey atsushi, tanizaki-kun, you guys back?
atsushi: yes! we just came in
dazai: how'd the mission go?
junichiro: it was great! a lot easier than i thought it'd go, to be honest
dazai: that's good~ oh by the way, atsushi, i finished that report i was telling you about
atsushi, smiling: wow! you did?
dazai, smiling too: yup!
atsushi: wah, dazai-san! you did it! you've been working very hard this past day! i'm very proud of you!! have u turned it in to fukuzawa-san?
dazai, nodding: just before you got here!
atsushi: well after he reviews it, why don't we go print it out and put it on the honor spot on the fridge! since you worked so hard!1
dazai: okay!!!!
junichiro: oh i get it now
Do you have any very romantic Andreil? In character, but fics of them growing together and finding where their sharp edges fit together without hurting each other. I dunno i was just rereading Trust Fall (and Welcoming Arms) and Progress Comes in Small Steps and i had a need for more. Can be au or post canon or whatever! Thank y’all; i’m grateful for everything you do!!
Andreil fitting their broken edges together and healing is so satisfying to read and good for the soul! This ask took us a long time because life kept happening so we had less time to read fic and for the library. Then we started to worry that we could not do this topic justice, and that made it so much harder to post an answer. We welcome reader recs in the comments. -A & S
‘progress comes in small steps’ series here
‘Trust Fall (And Welcoming Arms)’ here
‘Hold me close, in fact bury me’ here
‘right side of rock bottom’ here
‘Sophomore Slump’ (since updated) here
‘on the tip of my tongue (say something)’ series here
‘the icarus to your certainty’ here
‘I can't make you love me (if you don't)’ here
‘overturn the violence’ here
‘Unspoken’ here
‘lessons in trust’ here
‘Every Choice Leads to You’ here
‘I Just Want You’ here
‘Andreil: Into The Future’ series here
‘I Will Always Choose You’ series here
‘stop the clocks’ here
‘Broken’ series here
the most romantic smut here
andreil getting married here
fave andreil breakup/make-up here
andreil dramatic reunions here
Andrew is soft about Neil here
Neil professes his love for Andrew here
recs for getting comfortable with sex/exploring sexuality here
flashes of intimacy by mostly_maudlin [Rated T, 7241 Words, Incomplete, Updated Feb 2023]
a series of andreil flashfics on touch & closeness.
NB: find the art by @emry-stars-art that inspired ch. 13 of this fic here
paradise by saturnwaves [Rated E, 38360 Words, Complete, 2022]
Neil and Andrew take a very well deserved vacation.
tw: explicit sexual content
Artist!Neil AU series by Fortheloveofexy [Rated G/E, Collection, Complete, 2021]
Part 1: May We Meet Again [G, 10732 Words]
Neil hurriedly pulls out his sketchbook and crosses the street. “Excuse me,” he says in fluid German, waving his hand to catch the short blonde's attention. He’s soundly ignored right up until he’s next to the man’s table. “Hi, sorry to bother you,” he smiles politely, “But I was wondering if I could sketch your portrait?”
tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon
Part 2: Paint Our Lives In Color [E, 41386 Words]
It's been two weeks since Neil followed Andrew to the States, and life couldn't get any better. Neil has never really known what home feels like, but he imagines it must be something like this.
Or; Neil settles into his new life, makes some new friends and learns a little about the meaning of family.
Set after "May We Meet Again" and before "And May We Never Part"
tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: panic attacks, tw: ptsd, tw: anxiety
Part 3: The Past, Stained Red [Not Rated, 4443 Words]
It had started out as such a normal, innocuous day. A peaceful morning, so far from the shadows of his past that he could almost pretend it hadn’t happened.
tw: panic attacks, tw: implied/referenced rape noncon, tw: vomiting, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced self harm
Part 4: And May We Never Part [E, 3241 Words]
A year has passed since the day they first met, and Andrew doesn't shy away from Neil's perceptive gaze anymore. In fact, he finds comfort in it. Being seen by Neil has become its own form of safety. The world may look unkindly on Andrew Minyard, but in the eyes of his lover, his partner, his person, he doesn't need to hide. Neil sees him and loves him for exactly who he is.
Maybe that's what gives him the courage to do what he does today.
(Set after "Paint Our Lives In Color")
tw: explicit sexual content
Part 5: My Love For You Runs Blue [E 3321 Words]
It had been a shock how much he liked this, when he and Neil had first tried doing things this way. Andrew had expected to hate it, or a best, to be neutral about it. He'd wanted to try anyway, just to prove he could. Just to prove that he could have this.
The knowledge that not only could he have this, but he could enjoy it too had been nothing short of a revelation
(Set several years after "And May We Never Part")
tw: explicit sexual content
NB: this may not be all of it, but you can find art for this fic by @fortheloveofexy here, here, and here
Shut Up, This is Love series by lady_flash [Rated T/M/E, Collection, Updated Jan 2023]
Part 1: I Wanna Get Better [M, 40125 Words, Complete, 2021]
I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
I wanna get better
Or, Andrew persuades Neil to give Dr. Betsy Dobson a chance and the decision starts to change their relationship in ways they didn't expect.
tw: panic attacks, tw: urge to self harm, tw: implied/referenced noncon, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced nonconsensual drug use, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: violence, tw: alcohol, tw: explicit sexual content
Part 2: Wake Up to Your Sunset by lady_flash [M, 49047 Words, Complete, 2023]
Neil and Andrew are living apart. And it's fine. Except when it isn't.
tw: involuntary outing, tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: victim blaming, tw: self harm, tw: implied/referenced suicide attempt, tw: alcohol, tw: violence, tw: explicit sexual content
Part 3: Bunny [T, 6541 Words, Complete, 2022]
How each of the original Foxes found out that Andrew likes to call Neil "Bunny".
That's it, that's the fic.
Part 4: Hop, Little Bunny [E, 1855 Words, Complete, 2022]
Happy (slightly belated) birthday to my fellow Scorpio, Andrew Minyard. Here's some pwp just for you.
tw: explicit sexual content
Roadside Motels (a The Little Things remix) by static_abyss [Rated M, 7108 Words, Complete, AFTG Remix 2020]
Neil's well aware that this is the first time he and Andrew are away from the others. And the idea that there's no one but Andrew for miles sets a low heat in Neil's stomach. They're by themselves on the road and Neil isn't sure what to expect. But he figures he'll know by the end of the week whether this trip was a good idea.
Thorns by mostly_maudlin [Rated E, 17693 Words, Complete, 2022]
Part 2 of Five Hours Away
Andrew and Neil are used to surviving. They are not used to people coming back.
It’s Neil’s senior year, and the five hour drive separating them comes with obstacles they couldn't anticipate. But they’re trying.
They’ll do better.
tw: explicit sexual content
Buried in the weight of your arms by kenkatsuki [Rated T, 3595 Words, Complete, 2017]
Neil grasped tightly at Andrew and hoped to convey all he felt towards the other man. It was so much. Too much. He wasn't sure how it was possible to feel so much for a person when he had learned all his life that feelings were dangerous and risky things, better to be held at bay.
But Andrew had come into his life and Neil would have to lose his fingers and hands and arms to let go of him. Maybe not even then.
No matter what happened they would always find the way back to each other.
mind the angels my love (mind also those words) by skysolos [Rated G, 643 Words, Complete, 2021]
Andrew Minyard has never been good with words. But for Neil Josten, he would try to.
Andrew caught Neil's face in his hands and leaned in art by @laurafromnowhere
Neil kissing Andrew’s scars art by @flockeinc
I‘m not a pipe dream art by @colourofmagic
andreil book scene art by @stopitsaya
happiness for Neil Josten art by @masslowart on instagram
‘what are you talking about?’
me and the bad bitch i pulled by being MENTALLY ILL
thank you guy so much for enjoying dead plate 🐶🍔💞
(See how he laughs at you)
[Seethe as he snarls at you]
(He will never understand)
[Watch him struggle just to stand]
(A cold and bitter stance)
[The weaker half of man]
(What a calculated, degregated hand)
[Watch him beg and bargain, time and time again]
sskk wedding but the ada gets in a fist fight over each role
who's walking atsushi down the aisle
who's the best men and who r the groomsmen
ushers (?)
sskk wedding but the pm get in a fist fight but akutagawa was only going to invite gin and chuuya and maybe higuchi and hirotsu and now he feels awkward
I wanted to try a reference