yearning is when you want something really badly. like, so bad it hurts. taylor swift #1 britin stan truther
90 posts
if 20 years ago qaf were able to show emmett fucking george so iwtv are OBLIGED to do the same with daniel and armand
(though i hope daniel won't pass out after topping armand đđ)
22 years since the birth of (gus) the show that changed everything for me and became fully a piece of my personality and formed me as a queer!! i love u qaf im never getting over you
twenty-two years ago, brian kinney met the one person who, he didn't realize at the time, would, sometimes consciously, other times unconsciously, help break his phobia of growing up by showing him there is more to life and his persona than beauty, there is power in love and vulnerability, there is joy in trusting what the future holds.
twenty-two years ago today, brian kinney's son was also born, a ticking-clock reminder that he's getting older by the minute, an opportunity for brian to be the man he was deprived of: a parental figure.
and in twenty-two years, i know that brian kinney continued growing up, working on his demons, teaching his son there is indeed power in love and vulnerability, there is joy in trusting what the future holds, there is pride in allowing yourself to change.
in twenty-two years, i also know brian kinney is still the most iconic, beautiful, cynical, unapologetic, chaotic, drama-queen, hilarious, imperfectly perfect fictional man to ever exist on cable tv.
he feels real to me. and i'm proud of him.
interview with the vampire (2022)
Steddie brain rot with some anti Tommy
So maybe I'm rewatching the original US QAF and maybe I'm thinking about that scene with Justin and Chris Hobbs on Liberty Ave.
Hawkins gay scene in the mid-1980s was nothing to write home about, but if you knew where to look, it was there. It was a block of their own, where the businesses were supportive, and the houses were all owned by the queers. Many people saw it as the bad part of the town, but for those who knew, it was a sanctuary. There had an unspoken agreement, they don't out anyone who doesn't want to be outed. There in thier space everyone was free to be themselves.
There was of course, the Hideout, a little dive bar who's clientele was definitely not straight. There was a convenient store next to it who's workers didn't think twice when two guys would come stumbling in, arms wrapped around each other, looking for condoms. In fact they hung information posters up, reminding people that condoms and safe sax wasn't just to prevent pregnancy. They were advocating for themselves, each other when the local government(or national) had failed to do so. There was a little shop, advertising 18+ that sold things that would have Regan yuppies and the moral majority raising thier nose and clutching thier pearls. But it was a place that accepted the queer community.
Finally, there was Diane's diner across from there, a 24 hour restaurant that has been a place of solace for the folks that usually have to hide. It's also a place where the local AIDs coalition meets to coordinate meal delivery for those in Hawkins and the surrounding small towns who cannot leave thier house, too sick. Many of them don't even have family of thier own to take care of them. Everyone from the Party, both older teens and the teens still is high school often went to these, volunteering to make food, and Steve promising to drive it wherever it needs to go.
But tonight Steve, Eddie, Robin, Nancy, Jonathan, and Argylewere here to hang out at the Hideout. Corroded Coffin wasn't playing but they wanted to get out, be themselves. They wanted to drink, and dance, and not have to pretend for one night.
They walked as a group out of the bar, all holding onto each other. Liquid courage helping them put down thier inhibitions. Jonathan holding Argyle close by the waist, Nancy letting Robin wrap her arm around her shoulders while she slides her hand into Robin's back pocket, and Eddie pulling Steve under his arm, forgetting the meaning of personal space.
They let themselves be free here. Even their clothes were a little louder, allowing themselves to dress more butch, dress more feminine, dress gaudy, dress slutty, just dress how they like. Robin wore a dress shirt and a loose tie, contrasting the tight pants and loud makeup, Nancy wore a sleeveless, fitted button down, cut to show off her torso and high waisted denim shorts and a belt. Argyle wore his regular clothes, already loud enough, but loved that Jonathan was wearing his torn Clash shirt held together with safety pins, and tight leather pants and heavy boots. Finally, Eddie, like Argyle usually dresses loud enough, but opting to pair his black jeans with a cropped Metallica shirt this time, showing off the little tattoo low on his stomach, just above his groan that says Steve, having Gareth stick and poke it on him in his living room 3 weeks before. He wore a black hankie in his left pocket. But Steve, the polo princess himself, was the most shocking change. He wore short black shorts with a cropped mesh top, he had mid calf socks on and tennis shoes. He even wore eyeliner and strawberry lip gloss(his favorite since the summer he worked at Scoops.) Of course he wore a matching hankie but in his right pocket, loving being put on display, being able to share that he's with Eddie.
They are all laughing and having fun, when suddenly Steve stops in his tracks, causing Eddie and the other's to stop too. "What is it baby?" Eddie whispers.
"Look." He points with his head getting them all to look over at the group of people coming from the other direction towards the bar. People didn't come down here unless they were queer, and this group had no right being their. It was Tommy, with his arm wrapped around Carol, a couple of the other keg boys Steve used to hang out with, and thier girlfriends. All of these people he has heard torment queer (or suspected queer) kids in high school even if he wasn't out yet(though Tommy knew) "Why are they here?!" He is pissed.
Robin grabs his shoulder softly, "It's fine, Steve. How about we just go home?" Steve looks back at her incredulously. Jonathan is nodding, agreement in his face. They both look nervous. Steve guesses that people like Robin and Jonathan didn't necessarily have the best experience in High school having to deal with people like Tommy...like him. And he wants to fix that.
"They have no right to be here." He says anger still in his voice. Eddie pulls him closer, kissing his cheek. "Stevie, what do you wanna do?"
"Just give me a moment..." He holds up a finger, before pulling away. They all watch as he walks up to the other group. The beer and the couple shots of vodka making him braver.
"Harrington?" Tommy asks, almost laughing. "What the fuck are you wearing? God, I knew you would eventually fuckin lose it and come out as fucking fairy." The rest of Steve's group coming up behind him, he wishes they wouldn't have since now they are going to get wrapped up in this. A few people walk the streets on either side of them, coming and going from the bar.
"What are you doing down here, Tommy?" Steve spits, ignoring the previous comments.
Tommy steps closer, Carol under his arm. "You know, checking out the freaks." He sneers.
Steve leans closer "Down here, you're the freak." He grins, matching the ugly sneer on Tommy's face.
"What did you call me, faggot?" He pushes closer getting to close to Steve. Hearing and seeing this, Eddie walks closer, stepping between the two men. But Steve barely notices. Instead he pulls away, turning to the crowd forming around them
"Hey excuse me. Ugh this is Tommy Hagan. He just called me a faggot." There were a few gasps, with Robin smiling at him as the other's in his group looking dumbfounded. Tommy's group was equally as confused.
"Tommy doesn't like faggots. Or.." a big smile forms across his face. "Maybe he likes them more than he thinks."
"Shut up, Harrington." Tommy says behind gritted teeth.
Steve just smirks and finishes. "He let me suck his cock. The faggot gave Tommy Hagan a blow job." Steve leans back in his face, past Eddie. "And he loved it."
He is referring to a time sophomore when Steve blew him after school in the locker room. Steve was just realizing he was bi, and they wanted to do it. But Tommy never wanted to talk about it again after it, even if Steve had made him cum moaning his name, too ashamed, gaslit Steve into believing for years it was just him, that Tommy didn't really like it.
Tommy is shaking with anger as his friends look at him. With the growing crowd, he knew he couldnât fight Steve here. So he shoves his finger in Steveâs chest and says "You are so fucking dead, Harrington." Before turning around storming off.
His friends gather around him, so fucling proud of him, pulling him into hugs. Eddie wraps his arms around Steveâs waist from behind, pulling him close and kissing his cheek. "You go, baby girl."
And Steve can't help but glow, walking to his Beemer, clinging to his friends. He knows tomorrow when this gets out, his life will be hell but for tonight, he's happy.
The tension between Lestatâs desire to smother Louis in gifts and gay little names and sweeping romance vs Lestats need to be the most special snatched prince miette in the whole entire world or else heâll rip off a train conductors head
not enough queer as folk in my enclosure
you show me two characters who are caregivers to the same kid and expect me NOT to want them to fall in love with each other???
why is the dash so chaotic i just want to scream into the void about brian kinney
babygirl you would not believe the superiority complex me and the other never left tumblr homies have right now
Louis & Lestat ¡ Interview with the Vampire (2022â) Simon & Wilhelm ¡ Young Royals (2021â)
(youtube)
i gotta know: was lestat grabbing louisâs ass when he says âlet the flesh instruct the mindâ in the script or did the director add it in or was sam just like âhey jacob the tiny lestat who lives in my hair and whispers things to me says to grab your ass on this line, that cool?â and jacob was like âyeah dude go for itâ
My favorite thing about Brian Kinney as an ad exec is that his strategy is always MAKE IT GAYER.
louis, mon cheri, share avec moi these airpodsâŚ.. i have discovered a most captivating songstresse, a mademoiselle Carly Rae Jepsènne. ĂŠcouteâŚ.. does not this saxophonne bewitch you? truly she is the donizetti of her time. and this next song, oooh my leuouisâŚ.. the poetry of this lyricâŚ.. before miss jepsènneâs beloved came into her life, she missed him so bad. it seems to me she sings of our invisible cord, non?
1x22 & 1x06.
something about shows' first season's finale having the main relationship dance and kiss in front of a homophobic crowd in an era that was dangerous, or even illegal, to be with a same-sex partner in public, before (almost) death happens to one of them.
gif credit @sophsun1 (qaf) & @indifferentvincent (iwtv)
no but like. Louis literally saved Lestat's life from Claudia. cut his throat (and he was so fucking tender doing this too. the way Louis leans into him, pressing him closer. im unwell), purgining him from the poisoned blood, stopped her from burning him, send him inside of his coffin to the junkyard so he can recover in the dark and eat rats. it's all thanks to him. and YET he cannot accept it. he acts as if Claudia also didn't want to burn him, saying we expected him to just disappear (Claudia clrealy didn't), we wrapped him in a carpet (no they didn't, he put him in his coffin, per his dying wish), he literally, as Daniel said, chose Lestat over Claudia over and over again. and he can't to this day understand why, let alone accept it
not to be unbearable but this is literally a screenshot from queer as folk 1x22 full circle
Is my very nature that of the devil?