Is My Very Nature That Of The Devil?

a year of qaf: [58/365]

not to be unbearable but this is literally a screenshot from queer as folk 1x22 full circle

no i’m not making a loustat/britin parallels video because i have the power to be completely normal about things. (yes i am making a loustat/britin parallels video because i do not have the power to be normal about anything)

twenty-two years ago, brian kinney met the one person who, he didn't realize at the time, would, sometimes consciously, other times unconsciously, help break his phobia of growing up by showing him there is more to life and his persona than beauty, there is power in love and vulnerability, there is joy in trusting what the future holds.

twenty-two years ago today, brian kinney's son was also born, a ticking-clock reminder that he's getting older by the minute, an opportunity for brian to be the man he was deprived of: a parental figure.

and in twenty-two years, i know that brian kinney continued growing up, working on his demons, teaching his son there is indeed power in love and vulnerability, there is joy in trusting what the future holds, there is pride in allowing yourself to change.

in twenty-two years, i also know brian kinney is still the most iconic, beautiful, cynical, unapologetic, chaotic, drama-queen, hilarious, imperfectly perfect fictional man to ever exist on cable tv.

he feels real to me. and i'm proud of him.

happy birthday, queer as folk.

the thing is not only do they parallel eachother in the literary sense but loustat have britin levels of chemistry like im so serious. REAL television is back baby !!!!

my brain is full of worms and each of them has a phd in brian kinneyology

also what the fuck is this? what the fuck is this?

brian comes home after a rough day at work and his first instinct is to wrap his arms around justin like a boa constrictor

constantly thinking about justin standing up for himself to all of the homophobic authority figures in his life when queer characters in media (high schoolers especially) rarely ever get to defend themselves or retaliate against bullying. like he really said This Queer Says Fuck You !! punched chr*s h*bbes in the face !! told his father that no matter what he does he’ll still be his queer son !!