I Wish I Could Remember. I Wish I Could Forget.

my brain is full of worms and each of them has a phd in brian kinneyology

LISTENED TO MIDNIGHTS TWICE. TAYLOR SWIFT ONCE AGAIN PROVING HERSELF TO BE THE #1 BRIAN CODED BRITIN STAN LIKE IM GOING TO BE SOOOO ANNOYING ABOUT THIS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND

i like the concept of soulmates—not a “you’re destined to meet me, and love me” kind of soulmate, but a “i’d pick you, every time.” kind of soulmate. a “no matter what happens, and what has happened, i want to go through it with you.” kind of soulmate. a “i love you by choice, and you’re a blessing, and i’m going to continue thinking about you this way not because i have to but because i want to.” kind of soulmate. a “you help me rest easy when everything is difficult” kind of soulmate. a “in every possible outcome, i want you there, to share it with me.” kind of soulmate.

constantly thinking about justin standing up for himself to all of the homophobic authority figures in his life when queer characters in media (high schoolers especially) rarely ever get to defend themselves or retaliate against bullying. like he really said This Queer Says Fuck You !! punched chr*s h*bbes in the face !! told his father that no matter what he does he’ll still be his queer son !!

when lestat de lioncourt said “be all the beautiful things you are and be them without apology” and when brian kinney said “no excuses, no apologies, no regrets” that’s Their Power

intercourse with a vampire or whatever

louis saying lestat is 160 and lestat immediately correcting him with “159” is the EXACT same scene as brian saying he’s 28 and justin saying “you’re 29” BECAUSE LOUSTAT AND BRITIN ARE LITERALLY MIRRORS PROVE ME WRONG (you can’t)

not to be unbearable but this is literally a screenshot from queer as folk 1x22 full circle