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Twin flame affirmation:

I will choose to love you, even when the rest of the world tries to tell me that you were never mine, because I know that you are my truth and I have promised myself only the best out of this life.

You are most definitely a part of that.

by Pallas Athena

Old town of Tsumago, Japan in the rain.  Photography by Bernard Languillier on Flickr

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Ada or Ardor: A Family Chronicle, Vladimir Nabokov

Things I want to do today: Read new books, stay in bed all day, eat good food

Things I have to do today: Go to the doctor, clean my apartment for an inspection, my overdue taxes

:(

Rainy Night in Tokyo // valvey_film

sometimes i get the urge to just wanna call them and start crying about everything thats happening in my life

Joy Sullivan, from “These Days People Are Really Selling Me On California”, Instructions for Traveling West

Trail

Sankt-Peter-Ording I by Alexander Schönberg

I don’t know how to cope. I don’t know how to heal or forget or move on.

I watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind for the first time today. I don’t really watch movies, so I avoided it for a long time, but I knew I would love it.

It’s devastating.

When I think about you, I wish I could forget. We had one intense year. Every minute we spent together, it was just one year. One year of secrets, of competing, of falling asleep on the phone. Just one year of games and arguments and half given truths. If it was gone, I would be okay.

I spent 5 years pretending you didn’t happen. Waving away any brief thought. A quick smile to a memory before pushing it down, until they were all pushed down and nothing left. I didn’t bring you up in conversations anymore. I didn’t check the weather where you were. I deleted our pictures, made new accounts to avoid our old conversations. I turned the radio off when that song came on. I unlearned habits.

When did I stop subtracting three hours every time I looked at a clock?

I would give everything to go back and love you all over again.

Last year, I heard songs that reminded me of you, but I played them on repeat instead of skipping them. I went back to the games we played together. I started to see you in everything. You come up in conversations. You’re always on my mind.

Franz Kafka, 1912

lovely saturday spread

"You are your best thing."

Toni Morrison, Beloved

sometimes “i did my best” is just a way to avoid saying “i gave up when it got hard”

I’ve been on tumblr since I was a young teenager and that’s wild lol

Tumblr still feels like my safe place after so many years

Polaris, The North Star

I can say goodbye to you a thousand times, but I still don't know how to leave.

—M00wd

10-5-25

“When Im with you, I dont breathe quite right.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

phainopepla

I have truly loved twice

I don’t believe in third time is the charm

Because each time it nearly broke me

As if it was the first and the last

A decade between the two

There is no room for another

I feel that the third will do what it’s meant to

Break me down until there’s nothing left