Nothing's More Attractive Than Someone Who Teaches You Things Without Making You Feel Like You're Dumb

You know what, fuck it, this isn't hiding in the tags. Genuinely, my life has gotten significantly better since I started practicing the skill of enjoying the current moment. Sure things suck sometimes, and this moment isn't going to last forever, but isn't that all the more reason to slow down and appreciate it while it's here? Its so easy to forget, trust me, I'm still struggling with it too, but I swear on the smell of petricore that it is possible to learn, and you will find so much more beauty in the world than you thought possible, even if it's just for a few seconds at a time

Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that

"If I was faking being a system, then I would make it make more sense" - @the-sea-glass-system

Honestly, people generally don't want much... They want to eat their favorite food. They want to go to the seaside and smell the fresh air. They want to nap on the grass and listen to music. They want to hold their loved ones in their arms, and be held in return. They want warm clothes, be occupied with a profession/a hobby that does not smother them. They want to feel safe and unafraid. Mostly, they want to live without being ridiculed, manipulated or being forced. And this is why capitalism/modern life overall is so upsetting, depressing and even destructive. Because thinking about how small and simple things you yearn for & how hard it is to even be able to have them really wears you off

y'all not to doxx myself too hard but irl i have spent some time in my life in mental health recovery, and i am here to tell anyone who needs to hear it that people with multiples & schizophrenia & psychosis & BPD are fun and interesting and lovable people and my friends