migraine migraine migraine
i wanna hold u close so bad u dont even know
i miss u already
dark ringlet curls i wanna hold u now and forever
yeah im ftm (flesh to machine)
bungus
♥︎
need sum1 to fuel nd pay for my addictions
my lovely self sabotage
Photos of Kurt Cobain in Olympia, WA. Taken by Tracy Marander during 1988
i need a cigarette and to die
jesus fucking christ i need something anything pills weed drugs i literally don't care withdrawal is fucking nuts
attractive enough for lust but never for love
this is gonna end bad
can't you see me using everything to hold back?
i guess this could be worse
walking out the door with your bags
i wish i could take all of your pain away Even though ive been a pretty shit friend as of recently i always think about you and your presence
RULES(new life please):
reduce eating as much as possible
don't buy caloric foods with cash money
walk as much as possible
avoid unnecessary contact with "friends"
no.venting.ever.
stop fucking whining
thinking ill be back here like 2021. no friends, only thing on mind is losing weight and self destruction. finding my old blog should help me.
xoxo
this is my public apology to anyone who actually does sfx make up
i need to be euthanized for real
me
Gosh I'm really fat
I've been thinking a lot about suicide lately. I know I won't act on it, but I just hate myself so much. I really need to lose weight again. Sorry, I just needed to tell someone.
purging after a long time feels sacred somehow
why the fuck do i look so fucking ugly i want to die i want to fucking die I'm a freak I'm getting attached again i fucking want to die please
every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier
Yes, yes, god made me trans for the same reason he made wheat but not bread, but what if i fucking hate baking? What if i just want to go to the store and buy bread? What if i don't have the energy and time to spend months growing the wheat, harvest it, winnow and grind it, make a dough and bake it? What if i don't want to do that? What if i just want bread but not wheat?
My life was supposed to end at 16
Idk what im doing now
real
"add tags to help people find your post" no. I don't wanna be found. I wanna stay hidden. Leave me alone, leave me aloneee