everytime i look into the mirror i see a vaguely female shaped humanoid thing staring back at me. and its repulsive. i dont want to have a body anymore.
what the fuck is wrong with me
lmao roomate asked if i had an eating disorder
find a way
feels so scary getting old
nothing feels right anymore
I want something really bad to happen so I can finally actually take all of the pills and be at rest
shut the fuck!up! turn the fucking!TV! off! fuck you i can't sleep
guys I'm fine sorry
just took a handful of pills let's see what happens whooooopppeee
why am i so fucking foolish and devoted and emotional and attached and
really feeling like pulling a silly
the 100 pills and blades I have are my only permanent comfort source
i want to die i wwnt todie i want to die i qwnr ti diw
its bad again
i wish i didn't exist
Great now my parents are depressed because of my self harm. Just want to be left alone until i die
he cheated nf ghosted me
he left his religion partly(1/3rd) because of me ; don't have low standards
he's gone and im having trouble breathing 💯
others : having fun and/or getting in successful colleges and stuff
me : trying to convince my partner to not leave after i had a mental breakdown over them having s3xual relations with 3+ others and mopping my warm blood from the floor with a wet tissue
others : having fun and/or getting in successful colleges and stuff
me : trying to convince my partner to not leave after i had a mental breakdown over them having s3xual relations with 3+ others and mopping my warm blood from the floor with a wet tissue
yk ur fked when u start listening to ur 2020-2022 songs again
You're never satisfied you fucking cunts, look at your lives. You fucked and gave birth to me, a fuck up. Couldn't even breed and raise me right to be like the monotone topper you wanted, IT'S HILARIOUS. And well, I'm never saying I'm even the slightest bit good, but atleast I'm not a fucking life sucker like you guys. Eat shit, seethe, cope harder.
give me strength to do it
the 100 pills and blades I have are my only permanent comfort source
and then, icarus fell
he finally fell
and felt what it was to drown
and lose the last bit of hope left
nothing anymore
tw sh talk
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yesternighr I got crazy and cut without proper precautions, parents found blood on my hands and the floor , time to get fucked :| I hate it snd it's just cat scratches too
he left his religion partly(1/3rd) because of me ; don't have low standards
boys just need every diet soda in existence and ciggys and to sleep for the rest of existence
Binge eating like a loser watching useless videos because I will kill myself