For Me, Jirai Exists In This Absurd Space Where My Desire To Be Cute And Perfect And Lovely Clashes With

sometimes i wish i was a girl . i just want to be pretty because my bf liked it so much . ever since he broke up with me , i feel so weird …

Choking and beating you until I induce a panic attack and then fucking you through it

A mutual craving between us. You want my knife in your stomach, and I want to twist so deeply into you.

Chain me naked in your basement and let me rot there

YOU don’t have to be perfect to be loved. but I do

You don't have to force yourself to bounce back so quickly. I read something recently that said "when you come in from a rainstorm, you don't expect yourself to be dry and warm right away", and it really resonated with me. It's okay to take time to dry off and warm up. Take the time you need to process what happened to you.