What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Weird At Intimacy

i am never more confident than when i’m covered in blood

Plurality can be fun, actually

You can joke around with your headmates

You can (AND SHOULD) make little groups and discord servers for you to chat with your headmates

You CAN dress up to look like yourself better

You CAN make art of your headmates

You can. try to be happy. despite your pain :)

i feel like rotting in bed today. i feel like rotting in bed every day, actually.

being an outcast fucking sucks

why was j born like this

Date idea: Dragging you through the woods by the noose I forced around your neck

i dont hate being plural i hate having to mask being plural. I hate dissociation all the time. i hate re-enacting trauma. i hate never being able to be myself. i hate not recognizing my own reflection.

but i dont hate being plural.

LOVE BLUH BLUH BLUH BLUH

Could it be possible for you to love the mask and the monster? Is that within the realm of your own duality?

where is the love for people who are manipulative by nature and are trying their best to fight it? we tell cluster Bs all the time that they're not inherently manipulative or toxic but what about those of us who are? some of us are inclined towards being toxic or manipulative by nature. some of us lack essential social functions like empathy and compassion, and it's not because we're evil, it's because repeated trauma degraded our brain's ability to perform those functions. it can be a constant, exhausting battle to not want to be cruel, but to have to fight your very nature to avoid cruelty. i think that those of us who have to carry that burden deserve love.