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Date idea: Dragging you through the woods by the noose I forced around your neck

How it feels to be in public

where is the love for people who are manipulative by nature and are trying their best to fight it? we tell cluster Bs all the time that they're not inherently manipulative or toxic but what about those of us who are? some of us are inclined towards being toxic or manipulative by nature. some of us lack essential social functions like empathy and compassion, and it's not because we're evil, it's because repeated trauma degraded our brain's ability to perform those functions. it can be a constant, exhausting battle to not want to be cruel, but to have to fight your very nature to avoid cruelty. i think that those of us who have to carry that burden deserve love.

all of my friends hate me and i know it . i just want to kill myself but i know they wouldn’t even care so why would i kill myself . no one would cry for me at all

cred ♡

someone: what are your plans for after graduation?

me: recreational drugs and then suicide

Explanations:

1) beliefs:

I hate having to pretend that I changed my mind/still believe something another alter told someone when I never believed in it at all

2) goals:

We’ve got a lot of artists, but we also have a writer. Sometimes they want us to write 500 words or sth a day. I don’t want to. Stuff like that

3) skill:

This is self explanatory, but it’s hard to work on projects (e.g. a webcomic) when my art style changes— it makes keeping a consistent schedule impossible

honorable mention: relationships

it's annoying to have to hang out with someone I dislike just because someone else made plans because they like them

If I had a dollar for every time I’ve had this conversation with someone I’d be a billionaire. Bonus points for everytime someone asked if they could pray for me lmao.