I'm Thinking Of Who To Sculpt Next But I Can't Think Of Who. All The Gems Designs And Variations Are

I haven’t done this in a few years but I finally have a sort of price list together, I’m just doing bust-shots for now, but If you are looking for anything else, please ask, I don’t mind discussing it. c:

(this is just where you get the digital files, no physical copy.)

I will draw: people, armor, robo/mechs, anthro, creatures. Payment required before I start, through paypal, (I send invoice first) any questions, just ask.

I won’t draw: ask for now.

I desperately need money, I can’t afford food (I have celiac disease), barely bills and rent as well as financial abuse from our roommate(my dad), I cannot work, I also cannot get ssi and such so stuck in an awkward place. My husband and I are forced to move in a month and a half but have no money saved and am going to lose most of my things and my cats, my husband is so stressed because of my dad and my lack of work that he is threatening to break the lease because we have no food or money for food, he doesn’t get paid until next thursday, I am unable to leave the house by myself without having severe breakdowns and he always gets off too late to do anything else himself. (I am literally stuck in this situation with no other options I’M capable of doing. But I have always planned on selling my art, I just need to do what I can right now) I’ll make a better price list eventually that is more than jist bustshots, I just want to be able to do as much as I can in a timely matter for both sides while testing the waters after all these years If that makes sense.

Thank you so much if you read this.

(Posting so much later then intended)

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Emergency, commissions? Drawings, sculptures, idk, PLEASE READ, please.

First of all I was going to post something like this later on because I thought I wasn’t in such a bad situation and could wait a bit, research, etc. but it really is an emergency and I don’t know what to do.

Anyways before I get to the whole commission part I’d like to say, I’m about to be homeless, technically I still have a place for a day? Our landlord said we have to go since we haven’t been able to pay rent on time lately thanks to my sister and her husband who were doing meth, stealing from us, and caused us to not be able to pay anymore, we might have been able to stay but thanks to them bringing in destructive roommates and tons of pets, the house is ruined. We haven’t been able to even buy food and apparently my husband makes too much money for us to get food stamps, we have no transportation, no means for anything honestly. They told us we need to leave pretty much today but if my husband gets paid today we MIGHT be able to stay til the 28th (I’m guessing since that is when our lease was supposed to be up) Also if possible read this post to have more info on some things. http://krystami.tumblr.com/post/119042715224/i-need-to-maybe-say-this-please-read-if-possible Anyways onto the selling art part, I wanted to research on how to price my works, (like type, size, detailing, etc.) but I honestly am not sure, especially with the limited time I have and all those posts about paypal and what not.  When it comes to drawings I’ve been paid in the past, but when it comes to sculptures I have NO sort of clue what to go by, or how to send, how to add shipping cost and what not to what I’m sending, again with the whole size, detailing, time taken, etc. oh, as well as I need to find out how to package it safely. I’ve sold some mini figures in person to people but no online. I honestly want to get what it’s really “worth”? I don’t want to be underpaid and I don’t want people thinking I’m charging too much, but then again it is my art and I should be able to price it what I want, right? These have been conflictions to why I haven’t posted anything about it or  one of the reasons I haven’t replied messages. I don’t know what to do, luckily my husband works at a job dealing with shipping, receiving, etc. so I’m sure he could do that for me. (I mean when he isn’t tired from working) I wanted to take the time to put everything together and make everything neat and think out all of this but with everything, I haven’t been able to, not just for the reasons in this post or the post linked, but so much more. (maybe all those times people said things would give you bad luck were true, I have so much bad luck I think something normally deemed as bad as good, or just plain out “better” than other bad things.) So for anyone who read this, I do plan on doing commissions, I want to right away, I just have no price lists or experience of most things. If you want to know more about ANYTHING (personal or related to art, commissions, etc. PLEASE message me)

I'm so upset in the way where you just feel an empty space in your chest, wanna be angry but just want to say "welp, it's my fault." ;-; working on a stupid picture all day and lost all progress, the weird thing is I did save it, but it didn't save, and then everything froze pretty badly, I hate this computer

w.i.p it's almost done, just need to do the bg and finishing touches 8D  just a derpy random part of the picture

I'm heartbroken...

I was lied to, I'm very upset... We found a place, small and actually allows pets with deposit fee... I was trying to find my cats a place, a loving home, or a no kill shelter, my dad let my cats outside without letting me know, they've never been out their whole lives and he expects them to live out there and/or get killed in a shelter... He said I could have my cat who was the "good" cat, but I was being punished for not going back to our old place today, I had no bus money, he said he'd find me a way, I have no phone to call to know what's going on... I have horrible anxiety to where I can't walk outside by myself.... So he said it's my own fault, making fun of me and saying I have legs, that I had time even though I was trying, he lied straight to my face. What makes this worse is I was crying (OF COARSE) and he started acting more hurtful, so I got pissed off and mentioned to one of his girlfriends (or friend as he puts it) that he has others he talks to...(I'm upset I did something bad but still...) he called the cops on me saying I needed an ambulance (implications when all I was was crying and trying to say this was all messed up and if he is going to lie to me and get rid of my only happiness, the only ones who made me feel my life was worth living FOR THEM...and then mock me and try to make be feel worse while knowing threatening me will make me panic...then I think it's okay to tell the truth to someone about one of the many lies he makes. He goes so far as to call the police on me to make ME seem crazy just to keep on with a lie... All the while my husband supporting him because, as he puts it..."it's to protect me" "to keep peace" oh and "it doesn't matter if what they do is bad, respect your elders" I give up on everything...

Finished making Amethyst~ I personally like how this turned out 8)

Messy work in progress, sudden inspiration came from nowhere. I have no clue where I'm going with this exactly but I haven't done something like this in awhile and need a more relaxed piece to work on. :D Cry and at least five sup guys hopefully. If I had to say anything, sitting on a cliff while the sun rises in some sorta place, looking over something possibly, like a town or idk.

YOU know, I've never actually fit in anywhere. Not in any fandom, online in general, in real life, anywhere.. I can never make friends or even make others happy.

I finished another sculpture, wanna make a stand thing for this one... Still not in the mood to draw anything at all (even though I was nearly done with four drawings but whatever) I was in the middle of another sculptor but I realize I lack the materials to progress so I'll start on another one.