This One Took The Longest Out Of All Of Them To Make, Because Of Those Cards For One, Rendering So Many

I wish I had an art style(s) that people were more interested in.

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Lol! I have no idea to reply either, so please teach me!!! and yeah I noticed I’m taking longer these days too just cause I’m back to work, but means I can only fit in 1-2 hours. But each time I come back I find something wrong

You have to download that thing called xkit on google chrome, it auto installs to Tumblr and then gives you a menu for what features you want on here and it just changes the layout to having these features (choose what you want) so very easy and awesome ;v; I don't work, I just draw all day or take care of my baby niece. Yeah, I could never work on that little time D: it takes me weeks just to finish something as it is. Well, I think in a way that's a good thing because since you have more time to not stare at what you're working on, you can actually see your mistakes and fix them, rather than working on it constantly without realizing some mistakes~

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Some W.i.p.s of Rainbow quartz and Sardonyx :D --- Sardonyx is almostish ready for paint, Rainbow Quartz isn't near that stage yet.

forth and probably my last entry for Minxs Cintiq Contest. (I started it second though) this time for Uno. hand drew the Uno logo as well this time rather than vectoring the Uno logo in this time. not much else to say about this one besides I wanted to draw it the most?

Emergency, commissions? Drawings, sculptures, idk, PLEASE READ, please.

First of all I was going to post something like this later on because I thought I wasn’t in such a bad situation and could wait a bit, research, etc. but it really is an emergency and I don’t know what to do.

Anyways before I get to the whole commission part I’d like to say, I’m about to be homeless, technically I still have a place for a day? Our landlord said we have to go since we haven’t been able to pay rent on time lately thanks to my sister and her husband who were doing meth, stealing from us, and caused us to not be able to pay anymore, we might have been able to stay but thanks to them bringing in destructive roommates and tons of pets, the house is ruined. We haven’t been able to even buy food and apparently my husband makes too much money for us to get food stamps, we have no transportation, no means for anything honestly. They told us we need to leave pretty much today but if my husband gets paid today we MIGHT be able to stay til the 28th (I’m guessing since that is when our lease was supposed to be up) Also if possible read this post to have more info on some things. http://krystami.tumblr.com/post/119042715224/i-need-to-maybe-say-this-please-read-if-possible Anyways onto the selling art part, I wanted to research on how to price my works, (like type, size, detailing, etc.) but I honestly am not sure, especially with the limited time I have and all those posts about paypal and what not.  When it comes to drawings I’ve been paid in the past, but when it comes to sculptures I have NO sort of clue what to go by, or how to send, how to add shipping cost and what not to what I’m sending, again with the whole size, detailing, time taken, etc. oh, as well as I need to find out how to package it safely. I’ve sold some mini figures in person to people but no online. I honestly want to get what it’s really “worth”? I don’t want to be underpaid and I don’t want people thinking I’m charging too much, but then again it is my art and I should be able to price it what I want, right? These have been conflictions to why I haven’t posted anything about it or  one of the reasons I haven’t replied messages. I don’t know what to do, luckily my husband works at a job dealing with shipping, receiving, etc. so I’m sure he could do that for me. (I mean when he isn’t tired from working) I wanted to take the time to put everything together and make everything neat and think out all of this but with everything, I haven’t been able to, not just for the reasons in this post or the post linked, but so much more. (maybe all those times people said things would give you bad luck were true, I have so much bad luck I think something normally deemed as bad as good, or just plain out “better” than other bad things.) So for anyone who read this, I do plan on doing commissions, I want to right away, I just have no price lists or experience of most things. If you want to know more about ANYTHING (personal or related to art, commissions, etc. PLEASE message me)

I finally did it, I finally made him to my liking not a creative pose at all but whatever.

Introducing mister Steve Burnside~ <3 

Birthday gift for my mom tomorrow. Rarely draw traditionally but it is nice to do once in awhile.

This may be very long, I'm sorry, It's something I hope gets read.

Random thoughts~ I hate seeing so much negativity everywhere. I'm not going to be specific about anything but I hope I can explain the best I can. First I'd like to say it is impossible for ME to shorten this. My thought process can't fathom how to compress thoughts. It seems people everywhere have a huge lack of empathy, unable to think of how someone elses life may be, as well as how certain things effect them in their life, their reactions. The thing that REALLY bothers me is I see all these people heavily badmouthing, insulting, making jokes at people they used to claim to admire. In reality I've NEVER seen anyone leave a friendship or something similar for a few bad events, I've seen everyone do things much, much worse. (Without even knowing half the story who are immediate friends at times.) The thing as well though is things are circumstantial, theres no way to know whats going on by just observing, its gossip, its horrible. I know certain people from totally different point of views than others, and just from that it honestly disgusts me to see what people say. I might slightly be going in circles here but I see it as the worst type of hypocrisy when this situation kinda arises: -people do a possibly negative thing in response to others being rude, possibly annoying, etc.- Or -people react badly to something or in an unacceptable way- And in response I see people reacting in the same way but sometimes worse than the people they are reacting to. That in itself isn't a big deal but what IS, is when i see people months after something STILL talking badly and insulting anything related in a joking fashion. Thats just spreading negativity and just stirring up things people shouldn't be involved with in the first place. People aren't your personal tv show even when it involves people doing that for a living. It also bothers me seeing people trying to invalidate mental illness and certain disorders. Why? Because I have to live with the same thing through out my life. I CAN'T control how I react to people, I DON'T realize when I'm mean, the feeling passes over me but its like the "one ear out the other" thing, or when you have a gut feeling but ignore it. And its scary when the exact fears kinda come to the surface. Let me just say, this is the only way I can describe anything right now. "You can't explain to a person who has been blind all their life what SEEING actually looks like, just as you can't imagine a new color." What that means is just because you experience life one way doesnt mean someone else feels the same things as you, some have to deal with things that are unimaginable even though some may see it as petty and dumb. No ones in "the right" or "the wrong" things like this happen and it sucks. The thing is, things like these are things that need to be WORKED THROUGH, at that no one should be condemned by things like this either, at that by ones not even involved, even if its just a friend of a friend. I say this because I deal with things like this all my life, as I'm sure plently of others have as well. I have severe anxiety, tourette's, depression, and bpd. (Tourettes in itself is a bundle of disorders and junk.) _________ (I may be getting too personal within my own life here but I feel its the only way I can get my message through.) These right here are the exact reasons why I dont talk to people online or in real life. As certain individuals do, i react harshly, I dont realize it, combined with that the anxiety is a catalyst to being unable to control tics from my tourettes. The problem within that is my second set of tics that come out involve actual outwardly physical things such as: hitting others, Things, Squeezing things, breaking things in half without realizing it, etc. I've been arrested for things I can't physically control, Ive been called evil, a bitch, crazy, a demon, monster, It really hurts. (The charges were able to be dropped luckily, didn't stop all the trauma it caused.) I can guarantee you no one can even imagine what it feels like. Just because two people have the same/similar illness, life, experiences,etc. Doesn't mean they are supposed to be an exact copy on how they react. __________ I try to only post art on here, I am honestly afraid to directly communicate with anyone, I have a hard time even replying to others. I am posting this here because I feel maybe it would be okay to say something for once. (I haven't posted in forever though due to computer problems, and skill honing with art in general. Not satisfied). _______ I'd also like to say it extremelly pisses me off that just because people only see things from their view and word of mouth that they automatically label someone as a monster, spineless, a flat out bad person, etc. Yet just because you see that you try to push the fact theyre a bad person who should be disliked. But what you dont know is those same people/person could have seriously saved a person/peoples lives behind the scenes, that the/those same individual(s) you claim to be monsters could have been the best thing to occur in someone elses life, many even. Why does a few things make someone a bad person? And why do people mock others when they respond with "no ones perfect." Because its true. I've noticed from other sites and things not involving certain topics here that there is a mob mentality to things. I have been trying to become more social by taking part in discussions. The thing ive noticed is on the "normal" parts of, let us say Facebook for instance, most people rule on the opinion part no matter how messed up the opinion is, while people who try to come in with actual discussion or kinder opinions get attacked, everyone says how wrong and dumb they are if you make one slip up. On the other hand... Being on Facebook with a psychology group, those same posts, same topics are seen at rationally without heavy opinions, problem solving without creating conflict. That is what needs to be done here and in life in general. Of coarse I could still say this is all just my opinion, just one I feel needs to be said. I'm pretty sure I cant cover every single little detail here, there will always be a "loophole" people will abuse in someones words or actions. Thank you if anyone read this, though vague I hope it makes sense.

I *need* to start taking commissions but heck, I don't even know if anyone actively follows me still. I haven't really posted, I have barely had the motivation to post anywhere really. I've made a lot of art though, just haven't posted...idk.