If I'm being honest, I can't even begin to properly channel alot of my anger
But even then it's barely visible, barely recognizable not taken seriously
Be it the hatred I feel, or my off bloodthirsty thoughts that dance around the back of my mind or the inessential lust for violence
To act on these thoughts and feelings would be wrong
But to leave them as they are
At least to me seems so utterly disappointing
Sometimes i start to realize how hard is in one relationship. But if you love this person the most,don’t let him go.
“Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn.In his house at R'lyeh dead Cthulhu waits dreaming.” H.P. Lovecraft, The Call of Cthulhu House of R'lyeh by Talon Abraxas
I wished to be solved case
In which pages is my faith,
forever alone in my arms,
i know that myself i am
called "NOT enough".
Empty bed reminding me the screams that fill my head,feels like a dream,but i can't let go of it's reality. The thread of it,slowly becomes thin. Hitting the point where i lost my voice,can't be capable of screaming anymore.
The sheets cover my insanity,there are my fears hiding,hugging me cause they don't want me to go outside in this repeating society.
With these emotions i became insane.
Her heart could drift away
because home' s her place
where she took care
of her heart that stood and stared
at the little things hidden behind
a laugh , startle in the night ,
every starlight in her sky
showing there's love
in anything she does ,
so she whispers
secretly , smiling
to herself
"I'm the best"
and back then
she never regretted
the magic she possessed .
-t.f.s.
You say your name is heavy
Like an anchor that sinks into the ocean bed?
Like a warm wool coat that shields from the icy wind?
Like honey’s viscosity or cream’s thickness?
Like a suitcase full of first-edition brilliance?
You shake your head: No. Heavy, like…
a sack of drenched grains.
I laugh. Your self-deprecation
is the height of ludicrousness
You smile, tucking
the curls behind my ear;
What comes to mind
when you think of my name?
My turn to smile;
your name stretches my lips
as easily as a lily bursting open in bloom
Your name is the collection
of gossamer threads wrapped
around my brain
the comfort of cashmere
the light of an incandescent
glittering reflections of sun on water
the billowing of a scarf
in the soothing zephyr
keeping my attention
in apt rapture
Like a marble I roll between my fingers
your name is the ball set rolling
down the lane angled to strike down
every single pin of my stoicism
are user boxes still a thing? no idea. but i made user boxes as my contribution to the community. they're matchy, too!! you're free to use them- just say Aterios made it.
i'm open to making these under request, just send me an ask with the deity you'd like a box for!! please be nice, too.
gods in this post: Zeus, Hera, Poseidon, Demeter, Hestia, Apollo, Artemis, Ares, Aphrodite, Hephaestus, Athena, Hermes & Dionysus.
In God's mighty depth ,
I perch in reluctance to
find the meekly edge .
-t.f.s.