It hurts the most when
you get through it all and , still ,
you are a gray zone .
-t.f.s.
I know that when I try to take my pain, It's temporary feeling and It still hurts like a thousand times of breaking. My breath leaves my body and It won't let me think properly. It's taking too long to go back to my stable mode. It just burns my whole skin like sun, and gravity is no needed in my head,it just throws my oxygen away. But I need that oxygen. I need that life like I need the homemade bread in the morning, the sweetness...it's taking me back where I used to have a comfort zone. And happiness- just me running down the garden with flowers in a sunny day,having a place to seat on and watch the smiley sky.
And I need that..that patience that takes too much time on my self-improvement,because I still am not blooming yet. I'm trying..I'm learning to stay alive.
Her heart could drift away
because home' s her place
where she took care
of her heart that stood and stared
at the little things hidden behind
a laugh , startle in the night ,
every starlight in her sky
showing there's love
in anything she does ,
so she whispers
secretly , smiling
to herself
"I'm the best"
and back then
she never regretted
the magic she possessed .
-t.f.s.
you suffer because you get attached to things that were never meant to last
Има нещо специфично в това да изразиш емоция в изказване.
Звучи по-поетично , по-вълнуващо , защото знаеш че някой ден хората ще преследват думите ти за да открият мотивацията отново.
A sacrifice dance ,
a fight left and lulled into
hearts with pelts across doom .
-t.f.s.
I wish to find happiness in what I am,
In what I usually am cursing,
But what it means to find
When I've lost my comfort?
Late nights, same questions
It lasts until when I wake up
I see the sun waving at me
And now I forgot what's
been troubling me .
-t.f.s.