Growing Out Of Ideas

Listen ,

Sounds of

Your heart

Spilling

In my ear ,

A whole

Born

Existence

Before me.

-t.f.s.

It is black

Inky black

Empty black

And cathedral quiet

I can hear everything that doesn't move

Every monster that isn't there

But I am not scared

Not frozen

Or even a little unsure

I know this darkness

I know this silence

It is comfortable

Familiar

And I am content

Content with darkness

It does not silence me

Or confuse me

Or overwhelm me because I am light

And the darkness welcomes me

What is darkness?

Nothing more than the

Naked absence of light

It is my purpose

And my passion

Without it

I am useless

I am not afraid

When I sit in darkness

-ex Nihilo

Five: This is my “I don’t care” face.

Vanya: This is your normal face.

Amazing. Better give this guy some hearts.

I write to face my fears.

Like when you don’t know what you’ve got until she leaves and you feel the tears, and you weep and you lose your hair, and your sleep is just all nightmares, and you seep into dark despair, when you breathe you can’t feel the air, and you panic.

The manic depressive in you, an addict for anguish, madness is all you fathom, you crash in repeated fashions, your actions can’t help you manage, the sadness you have is havoc, no passion for life it’s tragic, it happens to be a habit.

You try to go back to where it started, where happiness departed, where you lost your heart and replaced the space with scars, the hardest part is knowing you’ve wasted all your time in loathing, you’d chosen to throw away the emotions that made you human.

You know,i'm being weak cause when i tried and in the end it's hopeless,i start to worry for the future somehow.

Source: quotes

Hiding

Danger greets us

To when we find attachment,

Relationship between me and you

Is that we're both so ignorant.

Story begins with "US" ,

but ends with "I".

How can I run away?

Powers perish me

It's what I used to be.

- t.f.s.

MYSTIC LAND- UNIVERSE'S EYE.

somewhere where the world is not boundless,

where the universe is a mystic land,

someone's presence knows every thread of it,

observes every movement of human existence,

and clings to its essence slowly,imperceptibly

with one goal-to take place and destroy its target.

eyes of rage and deep fear watch the Earth in its perfection.

Nibiru is disappearing,

the era of darkness is near,

new evil forces are waking up and circling

the galaxies to take what's theirs.

it's disguisting influence swallows and eats away

at the dark circle of eternity,drinking life to the

last drop.

the soaring shapeless body coming from

the heavens makes it's vengeful dance,

closes the space and regains its power

over the planet..

..and it will be back for more,

hiding behind Saturn's ring,

wrapping around every planet,

life time is running out fast,

the sun is fading,

everyone is dying.

-t.f.s.

I'd never quit on what's called passion,

but my heart and mind dedicated to

this manifestation are faded, almost beaten

death's invitation knocks me down, eaten

from my thoughts that's far away home..

What's dead is already lost,

it comes before I gave my source,

no matter how tired my existence

my heart is beating still,

my mind have chosen to stay awake

and see what is real.

-t.f.s.

RELATIONGREY:

What people don't understand in a relationship is that it's not grey...

It's black and white

You're either loyal or you're a cheat

It's either bigotry or it's honesty

You either care about them for real or it's just a play pretend

If it's for real ,you are enough for your better half

If not ,then no amount self doubts can match and counter it

And somewhere in your gut you see those lines... But you chose to ignore it

So if you have this love that just blinds you

Always remember misery love company

And you need to do everything you can to grow out of it....

I find myself in awakening,

time loses it's power to release,

my mind used to be a tower

where no longer It has defeat.

-t.f.s.