your luxury was worth that light my pleasure,
my imagination of you is all that matters,
the secret language for your body
took my will to hold on my sins,
forgetting all the darkness,you're
making me sick to reveal.
-t.f.s.
Akatsuki no Yona by Kusanagi Mizuho
Where are all my convictions? On top of some pocket or did I leave them in the middle of the road? I don't remember where the parts I scattered went, but maybe if I manage to fly with my wings and my soul evolves, I will be where heaven is - true happiness.
-t.f.s.
Loving is your sense of touch,
Soft and gentle- just the way you look.
Your empire is my work of art,
Outstanding , my home is your eyes-
Searching for a spot invisible for others,
A smile so warm greeting me.
Tiny little fingers crossed my heart,
For a second, fire burned within me-
Voice like a thousand deities singing
Waiting to be reached for assurance ,
Looking for that comfort you gave ,
A sweet music that echoes beneath.
-t.f.s.
If I'm being honest, I can't even begin to properly channel alot of my anger
But even then it's barely visible, barely recognizable not taken seriously
Be it the hatred I feel, or my off bloodthirsty thoughts that dance around the back of my mind or the inessential lust for violence
To act on these thoughts and feelings would be wrong
But to leave them as they are
At least to me seems so utterly disappointing
[ 運命 . ]
"But when i die in peace,will i be remembered?
Will i be pushed away,when it's over?
Will i just be a ghost turned into dust from facing the enemy?
But i'm not gold..i'm not silver..i'm just destiny.
If i choose to fight,i choose to die.
If i choose to run,i choose to hide.
If i choose to lie,i choose the hate.
If i go away late,it'll never be the same.
I,Destiny,bring either victory or loss.
I choose to crawl every place on the Earth,without departing from my own path.
I choose to be what i came for.
I don't hesitate.
I don't wait.
I complete
what's incomplete.
I don't take breaks in the skies,i fly.
I am,i'll always be,reachable destiny."
-credits: me
- source: someone i love.
(ione meraki 2024)
Get drunk and tell me how you really feel
SUCCESS
Sometimes,
Success is not getting
what you can,
but giving up
what you have
©J P Lee
29 June 2023
A Gogyoshi Poem (5)
Photo: J P Lee