Leftinblasphemy - Fₗₒwₑᵣ

“The ones who notice the storms in your eyes, the silence in your voice and the heaviness in your heart are the ones you need to let in.”

— Steve Maraboli

Inspiring.

Truth be told. I only hold the notion of hope so I can cope with the fact I have no control.

Every day it seems my emotions are laid out in front of me, splayed out and suddenly I'm drained out, my energy just fades out I want to be ok, but how?

I try to walk toward joy, but my legs give and the ground pulls me down in the usual way it seems to enjoy. My thoughts just turn into noise at this point. As the dirt cradles me, anxiety slips beside me and silently slides into my psyche.

I sink deeper into the earth and the dirt falls from the sides, spiders crawl up my thighs, I'm appalled when I cry out and my Lord won't reply.

Suffocating in this space the grace of God cannot reach this place. I accept my fate, quietly close my eyes and start my day.

MONSTER ABOVE.

world swims in black,eyes in the sky watching the whole human kind die. it flies..it whispers in the night.

the monster is here,hosting through the disappearing light.

everything fades,the tension edges,

it's eyes take control over the places.

it's true form never shows,it hides in depths

of darkness,it comes in when you're alone,

quick,it captures your soul.

in a world full of darkness,

the blue sky shall be gone,

the warm sun won't come,

only black swims along,

staring in the dawn.

-t.f.s.

" I'd balance your body

Like holding a guitar,

And I'd gently play on strings

Just like I gently caress your skin. "

-t.f.s.

I want to explore the bottom of your eclipse.

-t.f.s.

MYSTIC LAND- UNIVERSE'S EYE.

somewhere where the world is not boundless,

where the universe is a mystic land,

someone's presence knows every thread of it,

observes every movement of human existence,

and clings to its essence slowly,imperceptibly

with one goal-to take place and destroy its target.

eyes of rage and deep fear watch the Earth in its perfection.

Nibiru is disappearing,

the era of darkness is near,

new evil forces are waking up and circling

the galaxies to take what's theirs.

it's disguisting influence swallows and eats away

at the dark circle of eternity,drinking life to the

last drop.

the soaring shapeless body coming from

the heavens makes it's vengeful dance,

closes the space and regains its power

over the planet..

..and it will be back for more,

hiding behind Saturn's ring,

wrapping around every planet,

life time is running out fast,

the sun is fading,

everyone is dying.

-t.f.s.

Знаете ли, че според някои определени хора, “сродните души“ се срещат в нашия свят за кратко, но никога не се женят. Причината за това е, че ако две такива души се отдадат една на друга те ще се саморазрушат.

- Взето от една книга.

Senryū VI

On the other side

enemy accepts defeat

while darkness peers in.

-t.f.s.

My mind is a house with closed curtains. My heart is a wound with opened wide mouth. I used to hear the music, used to feel it loud. But everything is blurry, i can't stand it. Imagination is dark and it has a place for a love killer. Voices used to be soul's favourite and now they are the unknown in the desert... Searching is travel but there is no light if the house isn't opened.

-t.f.s.

RELATIONGREY:

What people don't understand in a relationship is that it's not grey...

It's black and white

You're either loyal or you're a cheat

It's either bigotry or it's honesty

You either care about them for real or it's just a play pretend

If it's for real ,you are enough for your better half

If not ,then no amount self doubts can match and counter it

And somewhere in your gut you see those lines... But you chose to ignore it

So if you have this love that just blinds you

Always remember misery love company

And you need to do everything you can to grow out of it....