"it's Okay, I Can Peel Back The Layers Of You Until I Find The Soft And Gentle Core Of You You've Had

I just want affection. I'm sorry I'm such an inconvenience but is that really so much to ask for?

tear me to shreds

I'm sick of this mad, mad world

make me someone's bride and count to ten

then blow my head out at the alter

I'm sick of this mad, mad world

I'm sick of the people

I'm sick of the doctors

I'm sick of YOU telling ME what's wrong with MY head

when it's MY head and NOT YOURS

make me into someone's dinner and say a prayer

tear me to shreds

I don't care

I wish I felt connected to these people that I’ve known all my life but I don’t

Occultural magazine Abrahadabra issue #03, 1985

I've Endured, Now What?

Blue Iris - Mary Oliver / So This Is All I Will Ever Be? - Fatima Aamer Bilal / Vive, Vive - Traci Brimhall

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

sukuna taking a bow at the destruction he caused

And lately I've been stuffing my dumb fucking face ruining so much progress

Wish I had thighs but if I gain more than 5lbs I want to kill myself 🙄