If Someone Changes Their Tone Of Voice During A Conversation With Me I Feel Like The Whole Worlds Collapsed

Oh to have an isolated place to rage in

I feel like people don't talk enough about how utterly mentally exhausting it is to be genuinely obsessive about somebody

like yes it is nice to have somebody I love so much be a constant thought in my head but it makes actually trying to do real life things so difficult because I'm so caught up in the obsession and the daydreaming

"i would kill for you" "i would die for you" okay but would you forgive me if i forgot something important for the 51204th time in a row even though i tried my best to remember

me and who

i h8 being suspicious about things but damn that gut feeling really is always right

parent-child dynamics are soooo crazy. i love you i resent you i can't stand you i adore you i pity you. and still watching your hair get a little more grey every time i see you makes my stomach feel weird

Nona Limmen (@nonalimmen)

I need a new distraction from being alive. It's really hard to find new interests when all you can think about is wanting someone to love you, or wanting to die

In the end I will destroy myself, because what other option do I have?