losergodgirl

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rb if you’d wipe all pedophiles off this earth

From Twitter.

and what’s a god to a non believer?

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lottienat

i'm just saying i should be able to experiment on myself consequence free. crack this beast open and observe my own insides. hold my own still beating heart in my hand and just put it back and stitch myself up. set myself on fire and walk it off. this could be qualified as masturbation.

am unemployed and unmotivated so gonna indulge in fun and silly little ramblings for a bit :D

relationship status: willingly single

favorite color: white, brown, sea green

song stuck in my head: show me how by men I trust

favorite food: idk cheese? Sweet n spicy chicken probably? Boiled pasta! (Can you tell I have autism :)?)

last song listened to: Talk by hozier not willingly spotify shuffled it while I was doing laundry and couldn't change the song, not that I don't like it but I overplayed it in 2021-22 and it has lost it charm to me now

Dream trip: I don't dream of trips, I only think of moving in to certain places for years and more. Though probably a trip to mountains with spiritual retreats and stuff like that. I'd love to be healed with the power of meditation.

last thing I googled: what's a star inside a circle called? I kept thinking it's penta something but couldn't remember and I had a great joke to make except I don't remember the name of the main character of the joke

tyyy for the tag @floralsapphics and @antlerslayer !!

relationship status: single

favorite color: black, sage green, navy blue

song stuck in my head: casual by chapell roan who i am slowly becoming obsessed with

favorite food: this is boring but probably ramen noodles by default because they're about everything i eat

last song listened to: i am currently listening to triple dog dare by unbelievable lyrical genius lucy dacus and it is queued on repeat with please stay lmao

dream trip: not much of a traveler but once when i was rly young i went to a small town in england which i definitely don’t remember the name of and i think ab that place a lot!! i would love to go back there if i got the chance

last thing i googled: howl’s moving castle which i somehow haven’t gotten around to watching yet

open tag for anyone bc i am tiredd! i also love to read people’s ramblings soo

Sometimes I think I'm completely devoid of love. After all these years of running away, isolation and mistrust but then every now and then, in the silence of my apartment, while staring at my phone I feel all the suppressed love within me begging to be set free. It knocks and it knocks desperately. But I closed the door long ago with a promise to never open it. So I turn cruel once again and ignore it like I am.

I don't exactly have any moots here yet, so yeah. I can never put all time favs in a playlist of five but I tried.

when you get this ask you have to answer with 5 of ur fav songs and then send this ask to 10 or ur favourite followers :)

hi!! my top 5 songs right now are these

and i love all my mutuals dearly but i’d love to hear music opinions from

@clemsbrain @butch3rs @yuriflesher @floralsapphics @etchedstars @gothstage @emilybrontesghost @losergodgirl @bithehand @crowgenius !!

SALTBURN • SELBY WALL (ETHEL CAIN)

#you can always use your autism for evil

Saltburn just asks the question that everyone is too afraid to ask. What if people were using their autism for evil.

Saltburn just asks the question that everyone is too afraid to ask. What if people were using their autism for evil.

not pamela's character being credited as "poor dear pamela"

So the cum made him evil? Is felix pumping satan's soup or something?

Adult misty would put nate jacobs in his place—most likely a basement or coffin.

"What... there's no book club?!"

What's with my mother defending everyone in existence except me (the r$p$st, her brother who SA'd me, my creepy boss, my deadbeat useless father who would beet her) when it's against me. Excuse me but wtf, where is my mother? where is my father? What did I do have no-one but so many issues that require me to live in a community and ask for help numerous times.

The ease in which Palestinian men are dehumanized. People saw those lineups of halfnaked men and there was relatively no international uproar. Is sexual violence against our men permissible for some reason as long as you write them off as "terrorists"? Humiliation is part of the colonizers' playbook after all. But this is a complex issue of two politically equal entities so don't worry about it.

That last line was sarcasm.

I'm so sick of people telling me that once I'm a parent I will figure it out naturally, so people should just go at it. Like my autism can't even figure out a fucking commuting machine you expect me to figure THIS out. WTF!

saying “i wouldn’t be a good parent” is a morally neutral statement and i’m sick of whenever i say it people replying “noo no you’d be a GREAT mother i know you would!!!” like… no! being a good parent requires a certain set of skills and traits and i know that i don’t have them and that’s a good thing!!! i think people should figure out if they would be good parents BEFORE having kids and maybe we’d have less shitty parents in the world! fuck!

every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog

Please come back I don't want to make friends with loneliness yet

I can be kind to you, but you have to pay me for that.

Everytime I watch yellowjackets I get flashbacks of the himbo guard in OITNB saying that women inmates are crazy and raging today because they're hungry; you should never keep a woman hungry if you want peace. Or something along the lines.

I want Jeremy Strong to develop a show about me (autistic girlboygirl losing and rotting)

I have this kickass plot idea for a book, I have the character outlines, I have the situations and circumstances and the overall plot outline. Hell I even have the title and the names. All I need now is the witchcraft that allows me to convert this into a well written 50k book.

So every Roy kid is fundamentally, inherently gay in a straight relationship is what I'm getting after watching the pilot of Succession for the first time. And Roman is the Bunny Corcoran of the show.

My only friend, to whom I'm out and completely myself is gone on an indefinite retreat; and I never realised how we talked a lot and without him I can feel my words rotting inside my throat begging to get out, begging to be heard.

If I suck at french and if you suck at french, who's going to decipher the ancient warnings of the malevolent spirits that is being reiterated by our possessed friend?