Unfortunately, The Possibility Of What If Plays On In My Mind, It’s A Broken Record I Don’t Know

To the friends I used to have,

I have missed you even after all the hurt we have inflicted on each other

I wish your life is going well and you are currently happy or on your way, I hope you find love and peace in your heart.; that your truly doing well in life.

From a stranger in your past

“ Nothing lasts, you see, not even the thoughts inside you. And you mustn't waste your time looking for them. Once a thing is gone, that is the end of it. ”

Paul Auster, The Invention of Solitude

the moment you give up you start looking for excuses , the moment you think you can do it you find a way

— Anne Michaels, from "Infinite Gradation," originally published in October 2017

honey instead of romanticising neat little plans that live only in your head, you gotta fall in love with the mess, the challenge, the chaos of a life truly lived. it is so so beautiful but you’re so afraid of anything real and raw; you think it’s ugly and frightening. but it’s not, it’s not!

Learning & discovering new things about myself >>>

“First love does not mean best love. And best friends may not mean best friends forever. But they both mean at some point, somewhere, someone did care. And their memories still there.”

— Crywank -  Welcome To Castle Irwell

'i should draw' 'i should paint' 'i should write fic' 'i should read' 'i should embroider' 'i shou-

*stares at a wall for 8 hours*